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Whenever the sun's brilliance is replaced by darkness, and darkness falls on the canopy of the world again, the night-weary heart begins to become irritable. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Close your eyes, everything that was once is still vivid.

"Sister, sister, Effie was praised for her good performance today!"

"Sister, when Effie grows up, will my sister be able to be with me every day?

"Sister, sister, is your admiral a good man? Why do you always smile so much when you mention him? ”

"Sister, if I am also a promoted admiral, can you come to my port?"

This is a very prosaic and sad story, the little girl who lives near the port becomes good friends with a shipwreck here, and the little girl has always admired this beautiful and brave big sister.

The girl is an orphan, she has no relatives, she is like she has been abandoned by the world, no one knows what her background is, and no one knows whether she is an angel sent by God to the earth, or an outpost sent to mankind by hell.

The happiest day of the girl every day is the beautiful big sister she met when she went out unintentionally.

The eldest sister tells her that she is not a human, but the embodiment of a warship, and has been ordered to fight on the sea as a warrior and weapon.

Two very different people, arranged by fate. There was an intersection.

The girl likes to listen to her sister's stories about the world she doesn't know, and likes to see her sister's happy expression once in a while.

The girl thought that the big sister would always be with her, but on one occasion, the big sister, as usual, smiled and told herself that she was going to help her admiral get a beautiful victory. When she comes back, I'm going to buy her a present.

However, she never returned.

The girl's expectant waiting, from the beginning of each morning, turned into a deep disappointment late at night.

It's okay, my sister will definitely come back tomorrow!

Every day before falling asleep, the girl tells herself this.

She didn't expect that this tomorrow would really become a tomorrow that would never come.

It wasn't until a long, long time later that the girl didn't know. Her sister will never come back.

Because, in order to kill the deep sea at that time, her admiral ordered a big attack on the sea, and the girl's sister was unfortunately sunk in that battle.

There will be no more sailing in the harbor, and not too many people will remember her favorite food at the banquet celebrating her feat. No one will always remember her contributions to humanity.

【Sister ......】

I opened my eyes in a leisurely manner. The edges of those blue eyes had become moist unconsciously.

The girl in the story has grown up, and as promised by her sister, she has become an admiral, a responsible admiral.

It's just, no matter how hard she tries. Those memories that have been lost will never be recovered no matter what.

When everything is irretrievable, the only thing that can be done is to make yourself not forget. That's all.

The sword was unsheathed, and the silver-white hair fluttered in the oncoming sea breeze.

[Sister, please bless me! 】

I hate the night, because it once robbed me of the most cherished treasure in my heart.

What happens when life ends?

The soul is kidnapped and then your movements are decided based on your life? Or it will dissipate completely, dust to dust, dust to dust, take everything you have, and then be forgotten by the world.

Death? No, it's not that simple!

Seresi stood alone on the edge of the harbor, looking at the red sun slowly setting over the sea, with nostalgia and repentance in his expression.

He once dreamed of being a good admiral, and when they returned to port, he would be their most trustworthy arm;

He once dreamed of being a good husband, letting the beloved girl hold his arm, smile and walk into the palace of happiness, laundry, cooking, tidying up housework, too much happiness is in the bits and pieces, each other gave a lifetime commitment, worked hard to hold up their sky, and then the two of them spent it together.

He once dreamed of being a good father, being honest and selfless, leading by example, and becoming the pride of his children's hearts, whether it was a boy or a girl, to let them choose the life they wanted with their own ideas, and leave everything they had to them!

He used to have a lot of dreams, but since that time, all of them have turned into bubbles of nothingness, warmth and beauty, but they have all quickly turned into nothing.

That time, because of his decision-making mistakes, because of his luck, he lost the girl who loved him forever.

Choosing to move forward is to use the only treasure in your hand to make a gamble, to bet on whether you can become the final winner.

Of course, he still won, he became the winner.

It's just that for this victory, and his over-eagerness to win, he paid a heavy price.

The girl who loved him dearly, and had promised him to marry him, never returned.

[If it wasn't for me, you would still be by my side now, right? 】

The last rays of the sun gradually sank into the ocean, and the moment the light and darkness intertwined, the sea level seemed to become extremely illusory, and Seresi narrowed his eyes.

If you don't keep your eyes sharp, maybe you can use these blurred eyes to see the figure that once fascinated you infinitely at some time.

Even if that figure could only appear in his eyes for a moment, it would be enough.

[Mountain City, it's me...... Lose you. 】

The girl's snow-white silver threads, blood-red pupils, and dark kimono all seemed to be able to emerge in front of her eyes, as well as the surprise and surprise on the girl's face that could not be concealed after receiving her own marriage proposal.

The coming happiness, when it is about to come, is ruthlessly smashed to pieces by reality.

[It's just that who is the girl you told me at the last moment? 】

In a trance, it seemed that the last words that Yamashiro left to himself echoed in his ears again very clearly:

"Admiral...... Please help me and take care of ...... Effie, and ...... You"

This sentence has become the last prayer that Thressi has to listen to every day for all these years, but he has not been able to find the girl named "Effie" who was entrusted to him by the mountain city.

This is also one of his heart problems.

"Admiral, it's your game tomorrow, rest early." A ship's lady in a kimono came to the silent Seresi at some point, bowed him deeply, and said softly.

"I see, Fuso, you go back first." Seresy waved her hand in a dejected manner, not even daring to look at the ship's lady behind her.

He was afraid that if he turned around, all the tears of sadness in his heart would emerge and break his psychological defense.

"Since that's the case, then the concubine will retire first." Before leaving, she looked deeply at the back of this name, which had also fascinated her, and said nothing.

Admiral, I wish you all the best!

With a deep bow at the end, Fusang's figure disappeared into the darkness, leaving Thresy alone, silent in the bleak sea breeze...... (To be continued.) )