Generally, when it comes to the frontispiece, it is all antique, and there are also poems. No way, this is the impression that these words bring to everyone.

But that's not the kind of thing I'm going to talk about today.

I am writing these words today not only for you to see, but also for myself, which can be regarded as a half-point review.

The purpose of the review depends on the circumstances under which it is written, and if it is punished for writing, then the effect is not beaten, and it may also cause a backlash.

But if you write it yourself, it depends on your own reflection and thinking.

I'm a little ashamed of this book, because a lot of things happened in between.

After thinking about it carefully, the idea of this book was conceived when I was writing "Infinite Learning", and then in August 2015, I drew up an outline and detailed rules of tens of thousands of words.

Including, the setting of the characters, the relationship, the plot, and the feelings that the characters want to express. As well as the background of the game, it was probably carefully planned.

Then I also did some operations, including promising readers and fans, and some well-related author friends to add characters.

Then it's time to write the manuscript.

When I think about it now, I was so proud at that time that I even made a poem for each volume. I thought that with this book, I could be known to everyone.

But the first bad news is that the book did not pass the buyout.

Actually, I also know that this is basically impossible, because authors like me who don't have a good first book sell. The editor-in-chief, who is the actual operator's nominee, is generally not optimistic. Although I put a lot into this book.

The second bad news is that there is no personalized contract, this is the new contract model of the website, which is very practical for an author, because once it is passed every month, the average daily more 3000 words and the average more 6000 words, are all basic guarantees, the average is more than 6000 words, there are 1000 salaries to get, a lot, so I look forward to it.

However, it was not successful, and the two documents refused were less than 1 day apart.

Then, after a little dissatisfaction, I continued to write.

On the eve of September, I wrote 11 chapters of "Study" in one day, and I finished that book, which was actually not very well written, and many stupid ideas and story developments made me want to change my pen name, change my course, and start all over again.

But I can't bear the effort I have already put in, after all, it is more than 1 million words, which is very hard, but it is also a testimony of growth, because you can see my maturity from the first book to the current updated book.

After it's over, I'll work the code word, and many friends in the group will say that everyone will be on September 1st, help me brush up on comments, or vote for flowers and the like.

However, to my disappointment, many of the children went to class on September 1st.

The popularity that brought me was very little, and the little was pitiful.

The author needs everyone's encouragement, because this is different from traditional paper articles. There is a huge competition for online articles. At the same time, it is also the loneliest and the least rewarded.

The poor streamer can still play the game, or there are one or two fans to talk to.

However, we can't, because we don't usually communicate face-to-face, and acquaintances are also through articles. In this way, it is more important to have more people in the group and be more lively, because you can know the quality of the book from everyone's mouth for the first time, as well as the happy exchange plot with readers.

I'm waiting for them to give me a little bit of support when they're on vacation. Because friends in the group or who are familiar with me know it.

I can't see what those acquaintances keep brushing me up to support me.

I had a contradictory thought in my mind.

Writing a book is rewarding, and I hope the reward is huge. But when I see my book friends giving me something, I think it's better for them not to do that. Because 50% of the money will be taken by the website, and the consumption of them every time is quite large, although it is only a few yuan or more than a dozen yuan each time. But after a long time, it is also a big investment.

I crave something in return, and at the same time feel like I don't want the reader to do it. (Slut's contradictory heart, I thought so.) ）

However, many people who had a good time chatting during the summer vacation, and who used to be able to talk to me for hours, are gone.

I felt very uncomfortable, but I couldn't help it, because after all, it was an online communication, and everyone didn't know each other from then on.

I felt that I would not be able to do this and gave up writing, so in a lonely place, I embarked on a journey of writing a book again.

Because this is normal, when I was writing "Study", I was also unattended for more than 100 days. That is, on the 143rd day, my first book friend, Ziyue. It's amazing. I was in disbelief at that moment. So at the risk of being discovered by the teacher, I had to get this friend in the first place, and my attitude was almost flattering. It's so exciting to think about it. My approach has proven to be useful, and at least as of this writing, the first book friend is still around.

The third bad news came on September 7th, when my second book, the general contract, failed.

This made me feel extremely angry and unwilling. It's true, and in the future, I even want to change the website and leave.

This book, which I have been preparing for a long time, is so careful that I dare to say that it is much higher than the book of the first book, but the contract failed.

A lot of my author friends, no, it should be 95% author friends, and the second book signing is definitely 100% approved. I don't understand, and even kind of blame my contracted editor.

It was very uncomfortable to wait for a week, and thanks to Guozi's help during this time, he helped me analyze from the perspective of his former editor, and also gave me some contact information for other contracted editors and even the core editor-in-chief. Let me ask you why you can't sign a contract.

Although, I am very insincere in treating the fruit to give me a sincere way. This is the second time I've sent the original text.

I'm glad it passed this time. At the same time, my contracted editor, Apple, also said that because there were two editors who were reviewed, one of them did not agree and could not be passed, because the signing of 17K became much more difficult.

In fact, I don't blame the editor, because for any good novel, the editor can't embarrass you as an ordinary little author, and a good work can be immediately distinguished. If you don't pass, it means that your essay is not attractive to others, right, if it can attract people, it has already passed, and even some editors like to read your article.

Therefore, I think I should write better, science students have always been very blunt about writing, without brilliant writing and quoting scriptures. What I'm good at is that I've been reading novels for 9 years, I've read hundreds of novels, most of them are millions of words, and I have a good memory and can roughly memorize a novel after reading it once. Even a few good novels, I can spend more than a week telling them to my table mates or roommates. That's my strength, because I have so much control over the plot that I can't get a cardin.

So I set out again with my dreams.

After a day or two, I finally waited for 300,000 words, so I kept applying for it on the shelves. Because we can't resist piracy. Genuine and pirated copies are in your thoughts. If you're looking for free books, you'll find them anywhere. And looking at the genuine version is to support the author himself.

Therefore, the testimonials on the shelves at that time were two or three lines of dozens of words. It is far less than the 3,000 words of "Study".

Then after it was put on the shelves, what was waiting for me was a single-digit click every day, which was really miserable.

It's heartbreaking to watch the slow clicks again and again. It made me wonder if my writing was really rotten like a dog.

So I read my own articles many times. Except for a few typos. I also really found the problem.

For example, the protagonist is a little obscene, the name of the protagonist, and some of the protagonist's behavior and personality and the arrangement of the article.

The attitude towards the heroine,As well as the progress of the game itself,When you have written,How can you write the usual monsters can be wonderful and interesting.。

It's very difficult, especially when I was really irritable for a while, and it has nothing to do with the fact that I lost a relationship that I cherished for a few years, and those who pay attention to the "False Version - Hope and Sadness" that I wrote before should know.

The mood is really bad, plus the school is very heavy, that kind of life is extremely bad. Repression, more is mental paralysis of oneself.

So it was interrupted, and it was even more shameless to repeat the chapters, and then said that it was covered later.

I did this once, and the second time I broke it off completely.

Then there was a winter vacation, and something very bad happened during the period, so I won't talk about it.

Until one day, the editor and an author in the book friend group actually asked me at a different time on the same day when I would start updating the book, wouldn't the book be updated?

I immediately slapped myself twice, not heavy, but very uncomfortable.

Because I wanted to come back countless times during this period, and then gave up, because I didn't dare to click on the webpage, or even speak in the book friend group.

Then I learned the hard way and set off again, which lasted for a week. My ambition only lasted for a week, maybe because life without codewords was so comfortable, there was no codeword sitting in front of the computer day and night, the feeling that no one cared yet, at least there were people in the game who cared about you and talked to you.

In short, writing novels and loneliness are inseparable, of course, this is my personal feeling, and some of the rest have their own different ways.

So I started my old job again.,Repeat the chapter.,And then cover.,This kind of thing I did 3 times this time.,The first two times were dragged on for 3 days in a row.,And then one yard finished.,The workload of piling up together is really big.,But in order to keep changing.,I'm brazen and can only do this.。 After all, the number of days of 17K serialization is clearly in front of my eyes.

Then I broke off again, because this time I really couldn't stand the huge workload, because I had other things to do in reality, and at that time on a certain day, I couldn't cover it again, so all I could do was repeat it again, so that I felt too shameless and broke off again.

This article was written two weeks after the break again, and the magnitude is too large to reflect in thought.

In short, I am very confused, the result of this has already appeared, and my book group is about to be scrapped.

A person always fails to achieve the goals he has set and complete the grandiose words he has made. So when he really wants to fulfill it, these promises are unspeakable. Because I'm still a shameless person.

Although many friends read pirated books at the same time, they are still talking about the shamelessness of the author and the like, I don't comment on it.

The real guilt is the people who have encouraged me, cared for me, and all the things I have longed for.

Only time will tell.

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