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I remember seeing a comment a few days ago, and I still remember it vividly, which roughly means that a guy like me who is half-hearted and can't finish a book is destined to hit the street for the rest of his life! There is some truth to it.

This is my third book, and the first two books are unfinished, so it's understandable to be scolded like this, because I bowed my head to reality!

Reality makes me more realistic!

Soon after my first book was put on the shelves, I double-opened the second book, and after my second book was put on the shelves, I dropped the first book and double-opened the third book.

But I still can't help but want to say: I do this only because I want to write for the rest of my life, not for a while!

A year before I graduated, I opened my first book, "Infinite Hanging", which was really slow and uncomfortable because I had just started writing it at that time.

In addition, I can't afford to buy a computer, so I always use my mobile phone to code words, so it takes at least three or four hours to write a chapter, and I can't be tired of writing two chapters a day.

So much so that the book barely reached 300,000 words after nearly three months of writing, and it was finally put on the shelves, as for the results, needless to say, it's miserable, there are about thirty or forty people who read the genuine version.

The writing was terrible, the grades were miserable, and it was understandable, I had planned to finish it well, but at that time, it was only about nine months before graduation, and I deeply felt that time waited for no one.

So after this book was put on the shelves, I wrote it for about a month, and I double-opened the second book - "Fear of Killing"!

In fact, due to some writing experience, the second book is indeed much better than the first, and as a result, the second book is much better than the first book at the beginning.

Double open, not to mention that it is easy to confuse the name and character of the protagonist, first of all, the first point is that the number of words in writing must be guaranteed every day.

Since then, it has been at least 8,000 words a day, which is four chapters, two chapters per book, although it seems that the two books are not updated much, but the double amount is added together, it is indeed a bit tiring.

So much so that I spend almost all of my free time every day on these two books, which can be said to be a kind of torture for a lazy person like me, but I am a little stubborn, so I gritted my teeth and survived.

The second book was also written for more than two months, and it was finally on the shelves, and the results were much better than the first one, with about more than 100 genuine readers.

After it was put on the shelves, of course, it needed to explode, so at this time, I finally didn't have the time or energy to write the first book, so I chose to finish the first book, and I was going to write at least 1.5 million words of "Infinite Hanging" in a hurry.

The second book, like this, broke out at least four times a day for more than a month, but because the results were so poor, even if I wrote so many words every day, I still couldn't get a recommendation.

At this time, there were still about five months before graduation, and I finally despaired of this book, the salary of this book, I couldn't even pay the rent, let alone support myself, it was a joke!

So I double-opened the third book, which is this one - "Endless Force"!

Because of the gradual experience of writing, and the fact that I have learned a little bit from everywhere, I think this book is still much better than the second book, and there are a lot fewer poisonous points, but sometimes it is easy to get too high.

In fact, it is true, so far, this book has reached a grade that I have never reached, the first time on Sanjiang, the first time on the strong push, the first time to collect 10,000 ......

But halfway through the book, I felt that something was wrong, because it was always double-opened, and from time to time I confused the personalities of the protagonists of the two books.

So much so that in the middle of this book, the character of the protagonist becomes a little weird, and it gradually deviates from the image of the protagonist I want to create.

This is something I can't accept, because I see "hope" in this book, so I can't accept that I can wipe out this "hope" with my own hands!

In addition, as graduation approached, there were so many things that I was exhausted, so I stopped working as a eunuch and began to concentrate on writing this book, which I was opening in the second book, "Fearless Killing".

In fact, I was a lot more relaxed in this way, and the character of the protagonist gradually recovered and stabilized, and the story gradually improved.

Very early on, I mentioned in the article that my dream was to write a novel for the rest of my life and write all the subjects at once.

If one day, I can have a book adapted into a TV series, even if it is a low-cost scary web series, I am afraid that I will laugh out loud in my dreams.

My dream is to write a novel for a lifetime, but the reality reminds me all the time that you can't support yourself with this achievement, and you still write a fart, hurry up and get a job!

Writing a novel starts with a dream, but I don't want it to end up being a reality, so I finished two books!

Every time my book was close to the shelves, I would start to lose sleep at night, and every time I would lie in bed at night, my mind would not stop thinking.

What if my book pounces again? Do you go and get a job first, or do you recognize the reality and stop touching this thing?

Every day, I tossed and turned in bed and couldn't sleep, thinking about the answer to this question in my head, but never coming up with an answer. So a month before it was put on the shelves, I had to barely fall asleep at least 4.5 o'clock every time, which was really physically and mentally exhausting.

Every book, I did my best to write the best I could, and I really worked hard, hard, hard......

So I want to beg you, give me a chance, all I need is a decent grade, just a grade that can sustain me!

I just wanted to write a few sentences casually, but before I knew it, I wrote so much, it seems that I have a lot of complaints, and I don't know how many people will read my complaints.

That's it, by the way, the shelf time is 12 noon tomorrow, it's still the same old saying, if you can, then support it.