In recent days, there have been a lot of changes, and I feel exhausted.

There is a little bit of restraint in the chest, and I will say it here.

Three days ago, I vomited a little blood at night, and I did a gastroscopy yesterday morning, and the results found multiple ulcers in the stomach and duodenum.

The reason for this is that I am ashamed to blame myself.

He only waited for a few months to recuperate, dieted and disciplined, and hoped that he would recover.

Yesterday afternoon, I took the kitten to the doctor, and on the way back, I was shocked to hear the bad news - my grandfather died at home.

Although the old man left suddenly, he was peaceful; At the end of life, the right death.

Thinking back on the past, the deepest memory of my grandfather is when I was very young.

Suddenly, I was an adult.

Over the years, I haven't been able to see the old man a few times a year, but this goodbye is an eternal separation, and I can't help but sigh sadly in my heart.

However, last night I was still done with the work of writing, after considering how long it would be.

Because I have promised to be full attendant, as long as my body is still good enough to code, I will still persevere.

Maybe I've already mentioned that...... I once watched an interview with Mr. Wang Jing, and when he recalled his experience as a screenwriter in his early years, there was a passage that I always remember vividly: "What is a profession, the profession is that your father died this morning, and if you are asked to write a comedy at night, you have to write it too." ”

Now that I have experienced some of the implications......

The next few days should also be busy. I just hope that this eventful autumn will add a little less sadness to this.

The world is unpredictable, and life is impermanent.

Here, I also hope that all of you can cherish the present, peace, and health. (To be continued......)