Part.61
In the dark room, the smell of beer wafted from the cans everywhere. The dazzling glow of the TV reflected Beyoncé's dull expression. On TV, it's all negative news about her, but she's completely numb.
She walked over to the refrigerator and tried to find another can of beer in the empty freezer, but in vain. Drunk, she staggered towards the writing desk near the window, which was littered with crumpled scrap paper.
"They all abandoned me!" She crouched on her desk, and suddenly burst into tears.
After crying, it didn't help. Maybe you can only buy drunk to eat and wait for death. She looked haggard, dressed in a sloppy manner, and had completely ignored anyone's gossip, so she was able to buy a dozen beers from the convenience store.
She drank the beer she had just bought while wandering the streets in the dead of night. I don't know where I'm going, I don't know where I'm in. She only knew that she was drinking beer after cans, even if she had just vomited, and she couldn't secrete stomach acid.
Babbling and shouting, or singing absurdly, walked slowly and leisurely. Until he felt that he couldn't walk anymore, he lay down on the stone round table in the park.
Tilting her head, she was exhausted by the constant pouring of tingling pain. But suddenly, she suddenly noticed that along the starlit "Milky Way", the SDF-1MACROSS stood in the middle of the lake at the far end. The symbolic commemoration of the victory of the interstellar war, the symbol of the continuation and integration of civilizations, is also the scenery that he and Su Yang looked at from afar that day.
"The scenery is still the same, but the things are different!"
In a blur, as if seeing Su Yang standing on the canal, Beyoncé stumbled towards the river step by step, with a long-lost smile on her face, "Yang, you look so beautiful!" Thank you for taking me to see such a beautiful view. Wait for me, I'll go to you! I won't let you leave alone......"
As she spoke, Beyoncé had already stepped over the guardrail and stood on the edge of the river, "Rather than being arranged by others, it is better to end it the way you like." ”
"You don't need to stand outside the guardrail to see such a wonderful view, do you?" Suddenly, a man's voice came from behind him.
The drowsy Beyoncé simply thought he was here to talk to him, so he didn't pay any attention to it, and he didn't have the strength to pay attention to it.
"Shouldn't you be in such a beautiful place and enjoy the scenery while eating ramen?" The man's is still there.
The aroma of ramen wafted through the air in an instant, and Beyoncé felt a rush of hunger in her mouth.
She looked back and saw a man in a military uniform standing very close to her, and in the haze, the man was so familiar.
"Yang?!" Beyoncé seemed to recognize him.
The man brought out a steaming bowl of ramen from the cooler and placed it on the stone table, "Although it is said that eating this bowl of ramen requires jogging for an hour and a half to burn off the excess calories, I still think that this will remind me of the previous events." ”
In an instant, a large number of memories of that night poured into Beyoncé's mind like a spring, turning the heart that was originally like water upside down. At this time, Beyoncé finally saw that person clearly, it was really Su Yang himself.
"Yang, are you still alive? You're alive?! Beyoncé wept with joy to the point of appearing a little clumsy as she climbed over the guardrail.
Su Yang spread his hands, "I almost died, after all, the wing was broken." If I hadn't woken up before I fell into the sea, maybe I would have died! As he spoke, he sat down at the stone round table and looked at her very calmly, "You eat first, and while you eat, I'll say at the same time." ”
Beyoncé picked up the bowl and devoured it, completely oblivious to any image to speak of.
"Things have come to this point, you and I know what's going on." Su Yang said, "First of all, I only love Natasha alone, and this has never wavered. The reason why I have been able to get along with you for so long is also because of various compulsions. ”
"I ......"
"Beyoncé Mary King, a combatant under a medium short-range gunboat commanded by Artis before the Interstellar War. After the Interstellar War, he joined the United Army as an SV-51 fighter pilot in the 23rd Wing, and retired in early 2011. Soon after retiring from the army, he was recalled by Artis to become an agent of the Anti-Union Army, codenamed 'Little Bird', and traveled through all walks of life and obtained a lot of information. ”
While listening to what Su Yang said, while silently eating the noodles in the bowl, Beyoncé's tears flowed out of her eyes one by one and fell into the bowl.
"Later, he formally dated Perry Perkins, a former pilot of the 23rd Wing, but secretly obtained a large amount of military information from it, which directly led to his murder by Yatis, and then the theft of military equipment." Su Yang eased up, "I shouldn't be wrong." ”
Beyoncé, who had eaten the last bite of noodles, put the bowl down, "It seems that you already know the rest." ”
"I'm afraid the purpose of your contact with me is also to obtain direct or indirect military information. For example, the battle of New Rowell this time, and the battle of Mayan Island. ”
"Well, then, it's time for you to send me to the Intelligence Bureau." Beyoncé spoke and stood up, "After all, I lied to you. ”
Su Yang got up and walked to Beyoncé's side and pressed her back into his seat, "No, because I knew you were Yatis's spy from the beginning, that's why I came into contact with you." In other words, I lied to you, so you don't have to blame yourself for it. ”
Beyoncé sneered, "I see! I see! I see! …… So what are you waiting for, get me up quickly! Don't say anything more to me! Anyway, I'm ruined and have nothing! ”
"If you were to be arrested, you would have been arrested after the Battle of New Rowell, and you wouldn't see me here." Su Yang put it on Beyoncé's shoulder, "Because when I knew that you were not a ruthless and unrighteous person, I decided to save you." ”
Hearing this, Beyoncé glanced up at Su Yang and found that Su Yang had already handed the handkerchief to him.
"Let's wipe my face first." Su Yang said softly.
Smelling the handkerchief stained with the scent of the cologne that Su Yang loved, Beyoncé's tense heart gradually softened.
"I can go to the restaurant where my ex-boyfriend celebrates your birthday every once in a while, and order two steaks and a bottle of red wine according to the menu at that time." Su Yang said, "If you love someone, you can't pretend to be so perfect anyway." Besides, there is no need to pretend like this, because there is no audience to watch it. ”
Beyoncé bowed her head.
"On the eve of the Battle of New Lowell, as a native of Meltranti, I don't think you should have any religious beliefs, at least you won't go around begging God and worshiping Buddha as if you were in a hurry to seek medical treatment. To whom are you praying for peace? Su Yang pressed Beyoncé's shoulder, "It's impossible to pray for the safety of Yatis, who also doesn't believe in any earth religion." ”
Beyoncé, who raised her head, looked at Su Yang with wide eyes, "I know that I have done a lot of unforgivable things. You don't have to put so much thought into me anymore. Doing so will only delay your future. ”
After that, Ansi, who was about to leave, suddenly hugged Su Yang behind him, "Let me lean on for a while." Beyoncé whispered, "I know I'm probably going to have this only one chance in my life." ”
Su Yang, who thought he would push it away, didn't expect to gently stroke Beyoncé's hair and whispered, "I know." There are many things that you and I can't control. What you did to Artis, what I did to the United Army, these are things that you and I can't change. But you have done a lot for me beyond that, but I can't give you any love anymore. My love has been given to Natasha in its entirety, and there is nothing left for you. So, I want to save you! ”
"Thank you!" Beyoncé whispered.
"Don't follow Attis anymore! It's only going to hurt you, and it's going to make me miserable. Su Yang said.
Before Beyoncé could speak, he saw four or five men in black suits come up from all sides and stopped three or four meters away. Immediately followed by a female officer in a military uniform, she also walked out of the darkness and stood in front of the man in black.
Beyoncé followed the streetlight to see the woman's face.
"Natasha......" Beyoncé slowly pushed Su Yang's away, as if she had made a mistake.
Natasha slowly walked towards Beyoncé and looked at her with a solemn expression. Suddenly, Natasha stretched out her right hand and slapped Beyoncé in the face.
Smack. Beyoncé's face suddenly flushed and swollen.
"You!"
"It's okay! I deserve it! Beyoncé hurriedly stopped Su Yang, "If she doesn't do this, it means that she doesn't love you." ”
Sort out your emotions a little, "I'm sorry, I borrowed your Su Yang's shoulder and used it." Now I can go with you
"Miss Beyoncé, we'll count you as turning yourself in." The man in black pulled out the handcuffs from his waist.
Stretching out her hands, Beyoncé walked up slowly. The man in black neatly put it on with his handcuffs, and took off his shirt to cover his hands.
Just before Beyoncé was about to be taken away, he suddenly turned around and shouted at Su Yang: "Have I never had a place in your heart?" ”
Su Yang, who was silent, did not have a trace of expression on his face.
Beyoncé, who seemed to have reached the answer, turned around with satisfaction, and sang softly: "The crystal breeze flutters to the window reflected in the dusk." When I breathe in the wind and look at the glow of the sky, even if my heart is dyed with sadness and melancholy, I can recolor it with an angel's brush. Whatever you want. ”
Beyoncé was taken into the black car and disappeared into the endless night, leaving only Su Yang and Natasha who had been staring for a long time.