When Grandma Liu was sent back by car, it was almost dinner time. She brought a large bag of materials with her, and she also bought a new book for Nangong Sima by the way.

"The Legend of the Condor Heroes?" Nangong Sima looked at Grandma Liu curiously, "Grandma, I thought you were going to buy me textbooks." ”

"What a textbook to learn!" Grandma Liu sat and rested while drinking tea, "Grandma is different from them, why do you have to learn textbooks first?" Read this and still be a good person! ”

Nangong Sima gave a thumbs up and smiled. He hadn't read anything since he was a child, and after being adopted by Grandma Liu, although Grandma Liu taught him to read and break sentences, he had a headache about reading and going to school.

What's more, he was 13 years old at that time, missed the age to go to school, and was not allowed to transfer to the school in the middle, so in a fit of anger, Grandma Liu taught him the truth by herself, using the miscellaneous books that Nangong Sima was interested in and what others said.

"Do you know why you're being told to watch this?"

Nangong Sima Zhengse said: "I know." The great man of chivalry is for the country and the people. ”

Grandma Liu smiled with satisfaction. "Grandma has nothing else to ask for, as long as you are promising, healthy, and beneficial to society, grandma has no regrets!"

Nangong Sima was in a bad mood in the game, and when he heard Grandma Liu's words, he couldn't stop feeling sad when he looked at her gray hair on her sideburns. Forked: "Grandma, what do you want to eat, I'll do it!" ”

"It's better for grandma to make your favorite steamed dishes." Grandma Liu got up with a smile and walked to the back kitchen.

Nangong Sima mentioned the materials that Grandma Liu bought from the supermarket, picked up the book and went to the back kitchen together.

Thinking of Grandma Liu's words, he remembered a question that he couldn't answer: What is the future? What is your future?

What is the future of a person who has never been to school, who has never read a book, who has spent the first 13 years of his life in hunger, cold and fighting, who has no true friends and relatives.

A person who has been fierce and brave in fights and sells steamed buns neatly, what future does he have?

Me, what is the future?

But when Nangong Sima saw Grandma Liu's eyes looking at his expectations, and when he saw the bits and pieces of life that Grandma Liu had done for him, he felt that he would have an answer and a non-answer.

If you keep selling steamed buns, what will be the future? If you do something else, what will be the future? Or play games, what will be the future?

While thinking about these questions that I had never thought of, I pretended to be casual and chatted with Grandma Liu to cook, eat together, and wash dishes.

Learning to disguise this is growing up, Nangong Sima thought to himself.

After dinner, it was fine, Grandma Liu asked him to rest and rest, and Nangong Sima, who was in a state of confusion, said that he wanted to go out for a walk. Under the advice of Grandma Liu, Nangong Sima closed the door of the store and walked along the street.

Cities in summer are always livelier at night than during the day. People who have been busy all day can finally let go of many identities at night, hide into the night, and be a true self.

Who is the me more than 10 years ago, who is now, who is the real self?

Perhaps, the past is an unavoidable past, the present is an unevaluable future, and the game is your own destiny.

Maybe it's neither, I used to be young and ignorant, but now I'm at a loss, and I'm confused in the game.

In the distance, a mother was calling her child's name and calling for her to come back for dinner. The child happily ran back, pointed to the traffic light and said to his mother, "Mom, look, the star I planted has woken up."

Hearing this, Nangong Sima suddenly felt a shock in his heart, yes, they woke up!

What about me?

Street lights, neon lights, as well as the moon and stars, all wake up at night.

Imagine them falling asleep during the day, or being woken up by a human car and lying on their stomachs, looking at humans with lazy eyes, and they should be as cute as humans.

When they wake up at night, they perform their duties, dutifully guard their posts, and live their lives in a dull way. What about obscurity, being able to be plain is a kind of greatness.

Looking up at the sky, it is rare to see a few sparse stars. There was a regular flickering light that flew into the distance, and it was the strobe light of the plane.

How much like a star, a star on its way to its destination.

What is my destination?

Grandma Liu always gets old one day, and the steamed bun shop always closes the door, so what about me?

Do I want to make a living selling buns all my life, or do I break out of the world in online games, change my own destiny, and even be strong enough to radiate the fate of others!

There was a stray cat licking the residue of food by the sewer, and when it saw people passing by on the roadside, it did not run away, but licked more quickly, looked at it vigilantly, and bowed down to run away at any time.

Nangong Sima suddenly remembered how much he was like this cat when he was a child, trying to find ways to get a meal, sometimes begging, sometimes stealing, and sometimes helping the store wash dishes and dishes......

When he squatted outside the store in the cold winter, the hot water boiling in the large basin in front of him, and he laboriously scrubbed the dishes with his bare arms, he never dared to look up.

Every time I pass by, I think about how warm he is and how full he eats dinner.

Whenever a customer comes out of the store, I will smell him and guess what he has ordered and whether he has drunk sweet wine.

But he never looked up.

I would rather bow my head to your eyes of pity and sympathy than expose my eyes to the vision driven by your morbid curiosity.

I can make my figure the object of your sympathy, but I will never let my eyes give you the opportunity to satisfy your inner sense of superiority!

"Heh......" Nangong Sima let out a sigh of relief, as if the things that had accumulated in his heart for thousands of years had finally been cleared, and he felt much more comfortable now.

How far away and so close in the past. Maybe it's because I know the warmth and coldness of people, and I hide myself, and what I live in the world is just the skin of fighting and stealing food.

So now, it's time for this soul to awaken!

"Get out! You shameless cat! "A kitchen handyman who came to dump the swill carried a bucket of unpleasant swill, and kicked a stray cat that refused to leave.

The cat dodged, jumped half a meter away, and wandered away refusing to leave. Its eyes looked at Nangong Sima, who had been standing next to him for a long time. Its eyes also look at food scraps dumped from buckets of swill.

Sorry man, I can't help you. Nangong Sima looked at the cat, because, this guy has awakened!

"Meow ......" The stray cat looked at the person who had stood for a long time but left suddenly, it felt something, but it still pounced on its own delicacy after the person who poured the swill left.

The air is fresh. How beautiful the night is. Nangong Sima couldn't help but show joy on his face.

There is nothing more joyful in the world, nothing more important and exciting than the question of who a person is and what he is going to do.

A group of people fell out of the door on the right, making a fuss.

Nangong Sima stood down and watched the seven or eight people fighting together a meter away. They greeted each other and the matrilineal relatives of the others, and occasionally the paternal relatives.

The door they fell out of was very large, more than three meters wide, and when they looked through the half of the door they were looking at now, the first thing they saw was a beautiful girl with a pampered expression sitting in the counter, and then a seated game warehouse full of eyes.

As soon as he looked up, Nangong Sima saw a large rectangular signboard hanging two meters high on the door: Feng Internet Cafe. Each word is as big as a real person, and the words are wrapped in small colored lanterns that flicker and flicker.

When I looked back, the matter here had been dealt with, and the five young men who looked back at the distance while walking away looked unconvinced, looking at the people who loved to find trouble when they walked.

There were still seven or eight young men standing at the door of the Internet café, some of them staring at the five people in the distance with fierce eyes, some scolding, and some sorting out their clothes after the fight just now.

Apparently someone is making trouble at an Internet café. Nangong Sima walked through the crowd and planned to continue walking.

"Wait, buddy." The two young men in front blocked Nangong Sima's way.

The man who spoke in the back came up, looked at Nangong Sima, and asked, "Why don't you fight when they fight?" ”

"Passing by".

"Passing by? excuses, I think you're in the same group as them, and if they can't beat us, you just pretend to be passing by and leave, otherwise why don't you even go in the same direction? ”

Nangong Sima turned his head to look at him, medium and thin, with yellow hair, a flower T-shirt and leggings, as thin as two bamboo poles tied together. Slender face, sharp mouth and big teeth. At first glance, I didn't get angry just now, and this will find fault.

Nangong Sima asked, "Have you ever eaten eggs?" ”

Huang Mao was stunned, "Who hasn't eaten eggs!" ”

"Can you be sure you're eating the same chicken's eggs?"

"What the are you trying to say?"

"Every time you eat an egg, do you have to ask the hen's butt to pout to a certain height and at the same time and in the same way?"

Huang Mao frowned and said, "What the is this mess, what the does it have to do with me asking you?" ”

Nangong Sima looked at the big fat man who came out of the door of the Internet café behind Huang Mao, and his eyes lit up. "Originally, the two have nothing to do with each other, I just want to tell you that if I want to entertain you, there are at least 134 ways to make you not know that I am entertaining you."

"Dare to entertain Lao Tzu, you are misanthropic, aren't you, brothers beat his uncle!"

Huang Mao's hand was held in mid-air by the person behind him.

"Boss?" Huang Mao saw the big fat man behind him, and immediately seemed to have a savior, pointed to Nangong Sima and said: "This person is the leader of the group of turtle grandsons who made trouble just now, I saw it, he answered outside, and those grandsons dared to go inside to make trouble!" ”

Syllable! The big fat man slapped the yellow hair.

Looking at Nangong Sima, the big fat man's expression fluctuated: "You and a friend of mine look very similar." ”

"Oh? Does he owe you a meal, so you remember it so clearly? Nangong Sima stared at the big fat man's eyes and asked.

"Yes, not just a meal, it's a lifetime meal." The big fat man opened his arms, "Without him, my tongue would be ruined, and I will never be able to taste the fragrance of food in this life!" ”

"It's good that you don't have to taste women with your tongue."

"Hahahaha!" Nangong Sima and the big fat man hugged each other, hugging them so tightly that they didn't know why people would think that they were a couple who were about to separate.

"Da Zhuang! Ha ha! ”

"Brother Nan!"

Huang Mao was stunned. Everyone understood that the yellow hair hit the muzzle of the gun. Huang Mao must have known that he was going to be beaten, so he turned around and quietly slipped towards the Internet café.

"Don't go, brother." Nangong Sima and Gao Dazhuang walked over, "Are you Huangmao?" ”

"Yes, yes, Brother Nan is good! Brother Nan is good! Huang Mao nodded hurriedly and greeted him with a smile.

Gao Dazhuang suddenly laughed and patted Huang Mao on the shoulder, "Don't come to this set, Brother Nan won't eat this, and he will definitely not hold a grudge against you." ”

Stretching out his hand to push open the door, Gao Dazhuang said, "Brother Nan, let's talk inside." ”

Nangong Sima followed the tall and strong, followed by a group of people, and when he entered the Internet café, he found that the Internet café had three floors, and there were about a hundred seated game warehouses on each floor.

Enter through a small inconspicuous door on the right hand side of the Internet café door, through a small living room, to a large hall with 13 high-end game warehouses in the center of the three rows.

Funangong Sima sat on the sofa, beckoned, and stood tall and strong with a total of 1 woman, 11 men, and a total of 13 people behind him, and said loudly: "Brother Bai Nan!" ”

"Brother Nan!"

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