Chapter 300: Eight Hardships in Life
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"What verve?" Su Yanbing asked subconsciously. She was not surprised by Ye Tian's compromise, all this was in her expectation, even if she stripped naked and lay on Ye Tian's bed tonight, Ye Tian did not dare to have any disrespectful behavior towards her, she knew Ye Tian too well, although this guy was not afraid of heaven and earth on the surface, but he was still a righteous gentleman in his bones, and he also had a bit of a deep-rooted traditional concept.
Ye Tian put down the coffee cup, smiled mysteriously, and said, "The Mocha here doesn't have the taste of Su Yan Bing!" So it's not very pure, but with Su Yanbing's company at this time, the taste of this cup of coffee is already top-notch. ”
When Su Yanbing heard his naked praise, a touch of red couldn't help but fly on his face, and he said shyly: "You have won the prize, Su Yanbing's taste may not be the best taste, the best taste is the taste that can make you feel happy!" ”
Ye Tian restrained his smile when he heard this, looked at Su Yanbing's face with sharp eyes, and said with great affection: "Like Su Yanbing is a kind of happiness!" ”
Su Yanbing's heart was deeply touched when she heard this, she lowered her head, didn't dare to look at Ye Tian, and said softly: "Ye Tian, why are you so troubled!" ”
"The eight sufferings of life, birth, old age, sickness, death, love and separation, resentment and hatred, unwantedness, and the five yin are blazing, and these eight sufferings are especially the most bitter in love. Love parting means that you love someone and are forced to leave, this kind of suffering is the most bitter, so if you ask me why I suffer, I can only answer you the most bitter! You will never understand how bitter my heart really was the moment you left me! Ye Tian said sincerely, his eyes were already red before he finished speaking, his words contained Buddhism, which he saw in a book, at that time he thought that the most bitter of the eight hardships in life was not to ask for it, that is, he could not get what he wanted, and then he understood that love and parting was the most bitter!
I can't ask because I didn't get it, so even if it hurts, it won't be painful for a long time, and love parting is already emotionally separated and separated, this kind of suffering is very cruel suffering, and it's the most unbearable! As for birth, old age, sickness and death, it is the law of nature, and there is no way to do it.
After listening to Ye Tian's words, Su Yanbing's eyes couldn't help but become wet, and crystal tears flashed, she secretly wiped her eyes and said, "Ye Tian, I am very embarrassed by your persistence like this. I know you're a good man, you're good in every way, and I have a good impression of you, but do you really think we're right together? I've tried it before, but it doesn't feel like being in a relationship at all, don't you think? ”
"I feel that way, but you don't. I don't get a response to my enthusiasm, that's why you don't feel that way. You don't know how happy I was the moment you agreed to have a relationship with me, I thought I had the whole world, but in fact I was just a fool in a dream. It's a bad feeling to have a lot of ups and downs. Ye Tian was very self-deprecating.
Su Yanbing was very guilty when she heard this, it was true, Ye Tian was very positive at the beginning, but her performance was very cold, and she couldn't set off the atmosphere of love at all, speaking of which, she attached too much importance to her feelings at the beginning, and she didn't give Ye Tian a chance at all.
"I'm sorry!" Su Yanbing sincerely apologized, Ye Tian shook his head, and said, "I don't want you to be sorry, there is no one right or wrong in emotional matters, only likes and dislikes." If you don't like me, you'll leave me, that's right, there is no happiness and no future if you are barely together. Okay, I want to see you today and think I'm going crazy, but I'm not here to get back together with you, I don't want to pursue you again, I just want to see you, I can't tell what it's for, maybe I just want to relieve my lovesickness. After I came back to Chengdu, I had to train every day, and I didn't have time to go to the café to see you, and you didn't go out on the street much, so although we were all in the same city, there were very few opportunities to meet. It's rare to meet you in Shanghai, I feel that God still treats me well, and now that I see you, the burning flame in my heart, the irrepressible impulse has finally dissipated, and I think I should go back to sleep! ”
Ye Tan said a lot of things in one breath, and after he finished speaking, he felt that he was a little incoherent, and it didn't matter whether Su Yanbing understood it or not, he took the coffee cup and drank it all, the taste of chocolate was so sweet that it was sad, he took out a napkin and wiped his mouth, took out his wallet, took out a hundred yuan, put it on the table and pressed it with the cup, and then got up to leave.
Su Yanbing kept her head down, her long hair scattered in front of her forehead to cover her pretty face that was enough to captivate the country and the city, the moment Ye Tian left the table, she suddenly raised her head and shouted: "Ye Tian." His voice trembled a little, with a faint cry.
Ye Tian's expression moved, and he hurriedly looked back, only to see Su Yanbing's long hair messily sticking to his face, a tear stain on his face, and a pair of beautiful eyes that were red from crying, he couldn't help but feel distressed, and said softly: "What's wrong?" ”
Su Yanbing wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with a napkin, then straightened his hair again, and said, "I want to confirm one thing, I hope you can answer me truthfully, okay?" Don't hesitate, it must be your heartfelt feelings! ”
Ye Tian had probably guessed what she was going to ask, and he was vaguely excited in his heart, but he was a little embarrassed, and he finally nodded. Su Yanbing looked at his eyes and said, "Do you really like me now?" ”
"Hmm!" Ye Tian replied without hesitation, simple and clear!
"And if we start over, will you still accept me?" Su Yanbing lowered her head a little embarrassed after speaking, and her face felt hot, this was simply a public confession, especially for a girl like her.
Ye Tian was very excited in his heart, but he didn't show any emotion on the surface, just sighed: "No!" You're saying this too late! I already have a girlfriend now, but I'm very grateful for you to be able to say this, this sentence is very important to me, at least I know that I am not completely without place in my heart, I am very relieved, but unfortunately we are not able to be together, this is probably the biggest regret of my life. But as a man, I have to take responsibility, I can't betray my girlfriend, I'm already very sorry for her when I see you in private today, I don't want to hurt her anymore, I don't want her to be sad! ”
Su Yanbing felt a pang in her heart when she heard this, she didn't expect her to be rejected by Ye Tian! Now she understands that she has really lost Ye Tian, everyone is like this, only when she really loses does she know how to cherish it, if she didn't let go, Ye Tian would definitely stay by her side, but unfortunately this good man is now by the side of another girl, sheltering her from the wind and rain for the rest of her life.
She propped one hand on the coffee table, held back the tears that were still rolling in her eyes, broke into laughter, and still said elegantly: "I should have thought that such a good man as you would definitely have girls like it, well, I wish you eternal happiness, sincerely!" ”
"I'm sorry!" Ye Tian finally made up his mind to leave here, he was afraid that he would change his mind, after all, Su Yanbing's words were too tempting for him, and it was a fatal temptation, he dreamed of being with Su Yanbing, it was really together, not the kind that was only superficial.
After saying sorry, Ye Tian resolutely turned around and walked outside the café, where soft music had been playing, and at this time it happened to switch to a song that could express Su Yanbing's mood at this time.
"Recalling the past, I can't forget the painful lovesickness, why do you still come to beat my heartbeat. How can I love you, you should know tonight, fate is difficult, love is difficult......" The melody of "New Love" is a little sad, and it makes people want to cry when they listen to it at night.
Su Yanbing couldn't understand why Ye Tian came to her, and didn't give her any chance, stirring her heartbeat but turning to leave, which was really a bit excessive and cruel. She returned to her place and took a sip of coffee from her cup, perhaps only the taste of mocha could dilute the bitterness in her heart.
She has always been a strong and independent woman, and it is the same at this moment, she has not let her tears fall again, and this world has not collapsed. She calmed down and thought about it a lot, she suddenly understood the mood of Ye Tian when she snubbed Ye Tian and caused the two to break up, maybe Ye Tian just wanted her to feel that kind of pleasure!
She smiled self-deprecatingly, then cut her hair, and put on a most beautiful smile, and said to herself: "You have made the family taste pain, and now it is your turn, this is fair!" If you still want to save him, you should cheer up, he is not married yet, there is a choice! ”
Ye Tian returned to his room in despair, lying on the bed and remembering Su Yanbing's smile, he didn't feel sleepy at all. Su Yanbing's last words also deeply stimulated him, and he couldn't help but boldly assume that if he hadn't been with Da Mi, then he would definitely agree to Su Yanbing today, and he would definitely start over with her, because there had been separation, so they would definitely cherish each other more, and they would definitely get along better than before!
Eight hardships in life, Ye Tian experienced another hardship tonight, and he couldn't ask for hardship! It is especially painful that he does not get what he asks for, and that he can get it but does not dare to get it. He couldn't help but re-examine the relationship between himself and Da Mi, he recalled a lot of things, and after the most reluctance, he found that he actually still liked Da Mi, and he was very comfortable with Da Mi, there was no burden at all, this was the way he liked to get along.
In fact, all men with a little connotation know how to choose, Da Mi pays wholeheartedly, and Su Yanbing just gave a promise that he is willing to pay, and the man who still chooses Su Yanbing without hesitation in the face of these two girls must be a decision made by the lower body.