"You're awake", Hippo Hanyu walked to Tsunade's side with a glass of water, and did not shy away from sitting up at all, and slowly fed her water, "There is too much blood loss, take a good rest!" ”

Tsunade was really a little thirsty, and he didn't refuse such an affectionate action of Hippo Hanyu, and after drinking a few sips of water, his strength seemed to have recovered a little, "What kind of place is this?" ”

"Konoha Dojo", after Hippo Hanyu helped Tsunade to lie down, he put the cup back on the table

Tsunade was stunned, then shook his head and smiled, "You're really bold!" Aren't you worried about them coming? ”

"I'm waiting for them." Hippo Hanyu turned his head and smiled.

"You-", Tsunade was stunned, looking straight at Hippo Hanyu, trying to see what was going on in his mind.

"Why do you want to come back?" Hippo Hanyu asked, is it really just because of Naruto? Doesn't she know what she's going to face when she returns? It's not just the declining Konoha, but also him, a figure who is extremely dangerous in the eyes of others.

Tsunade didn't answer this question, didn't he want to answer? Still don't know how to answer? The only thing that is certain is that Naruto wasn't the only reason she chose to go back to Konoha.

"Tsunade, we've known each other for almost twenty years!" Hippo Hanyu smiled faintly, and didn't force Tsunade to answer that question anymore.

Seeing that Tsunade still looked like he was in his twenties, he said with some emotion, "Time flies so fast!" In the blink of an eye, I have been living in this world for almost thirty years. ”

"Huh??" Tsunade frowned, and Hippo Hanyu's words gave her a sense of vicissitudes.

"The life of a ninja is really cruel, and it makes me feel helpless that my heart is already overwhelmed." Hippo Hanyu is rarely relaxed, chatting about homely things, and telling Tsunade about his inner feelings. In his past life and present life, he was over sixty years old in his heart, but he couldn't be like a real thirty-year-old young man, full of ** about life.

In his previous life, he was a man who was born and raised in an era of peace, and his outlook on life and the world had already taken shape in that era, and the concept of humanitarianism was also deeply ingrained in his heart. He came to this world with his memories, although the environment of his life has changed, but the outlook on life and beliefs that have been rooted in his bones have not changed.

But the rules of this world forced him to be pushed by fate and enter that strange and cruel environment, this kind of life is not what he likes, but he has no choice.

He is not rare to become famous, and he doesn't care about the so-called power, he works hard to cultivate and kills people in cold blood, just to protect the people he wants to protect, and not let them live that kind of life that is always worried and precarious.

Even with this belief, at some point in the past, his spirit almost collapsed, and in the end, he thought of a way to split his schizophrenia into three parts, so that his true self shrank like an ostrich in a corner.

So in his heart, he kept telling himself that the sinister and vicious Yoshino Shota was someone else at all, and it had nothing to do with him, he was a good socialist young man who loved peace and loved life, and his ideal was just to live an ordinary life.

After the virtual character of Shota Yoshino disappeared, he really lived as he was, and at first, he also thought that he could really leave himself and Shota Yoshino clean, in fact, he was wrong.

That crazy life had planted the seeds of killing in his psyche, which continued to influence his character and behavior later in life. Once the sanctity of life is subverted, it is difficult to rebuild such a simple faith.

So he struggled, all these years, to live a peaceful and beautiful life, to forget the nightmare of waking up in the middle of the night, and he did so well that he thought he had really returned to his original self.

But when he heard that Tomoko Hippo had an accident, all of this collapsed, and the killing god who was buried deep in his heart rushed out again, slaughtering wantonly, slaughtering blindly, as if venting the dissatisfaction of being detained for a long time.

After the cloak of hypocrisy he wore before was lifted by himself, Hippo Hanyu had to face his bloody self, evil, cold, insidious, bloody, all of which impacted his soul, and he almost gave up on himself and allowed himself to be invaded by such beliefs.

But the death of Qimu Shuomao was like a hammer that woke him up. He used to think that the teacher's suicide was a kind of cowardly behavior, but he began to understand what he really felt at that time, and when faith was shattered, life lost the meaning of his existence.

"I hate killing, really hate. Even if it's an enemy, it's a life. Hippo Hanyu smiled at Tsunade, "In this world, life is too humble, and it always gives people a feeling that they can't grasp it." I've been trying to grasp and grasp, but I have been grasping too tightly, and it has killed other lives. ”

"I used to naively think that talking and laughing and killing people were very heroic and heroic, but being in it, I felt far less pleasant than I imagined, laughing is laughing, but that smile is more to hide my own weakness." Hippo Hanyu looked up into Tsunade's eyes, "I can't be a good ninja after all!" ”

"Hanyu-", Tsunade didn't know what to say for a while, and Hippo Hanyu's words made her empathize. Even if she has been educated as a ninja since she was a child, people who have been brainwashed can't do it to despise life, and finally escape killing through hemophobia, let alone Hanyu the hippo, who is a halfway monk?

Such a topic seemed a bit heavy, so heavy that the two didn't know how to continue.

"Uh-, there's someone, I'll go out and have a look." Sensing a familiar aura approaching, Hippo Hanyu stood up and walked towards the door.

Tsunade silently looked at the back of Hippo Hanyu leaving, her eyes flickered, she wanted to scold him well, but when she heard Hippo Hanyu's inner monologue, all the anger disappeared.

As Hippo Hanyu said, there are too many helplessness in living in this world, whether it is the struggle of youth, the struggle of youth, in short, the ideal! Faith! Responsibility! Bonds! These invisible things always control her life and make it impossible for her to escape.

Many times, she has to suppress her true thoughts in her heart, say insincere words, do things that go against her original intentions, and in the face of a lot of truths, she herself has become the least important factor.

"You're here?" Hippo Hanyu looked at Kakashi who was sitting on a wooden bench in the courtyard, walked over slowly, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "What about being angry?" ”

Kakashi twisted his shoulders slightly, as if the intimate movements of Hippo Hanyu made him uncomfortable, "I'm sorry, I don't have time to be angry with you, Tsunade-sama?" ”

Hippo Hanyu smiled and shook it, Kakashi's intention, he was naturally clear, coming to Tsunade may be one of his purposes, but it is definitely not the ultimate goal.

"I know it's not my fault that I deceived you, but I promise you, this is the last time. And, except that the shadow clone is fake, everything else I said is true. Hippo Hanyu clasped Kakashi's shoulder, keeping him from moving.

"Hmph", Kakashi turned his head to the side, simply pretending not to hear his assurance.

Knowing that Kakashi's temper would not be extinguished for a while, Hippo Hanyu smiled helplessly, Kakashi is such a big person, how can he still be like a child, so willful!

"It's okay if I apologize to you!" Hippo Hanyu simply coaxed Kakashi as a child.

It's rare for Hanyu the hippo to be so low, but Kakashi didn't buy it at all, still pulling Zhang Yaobian's stinky face, and responded lukewarmly: "You should apologize to Hong, not me, can't you see that she has been scared of you all the time?" Speaking of the back, Kakashi could no longer pretend to be calm, and his whole person was like an exploding volcano, roaring at the hippo Hanyu.

As long as he thought of Hong's worried expression when Hippo Hanyu suddenly disappeared in front of their eyes, Kakashi couldn't wait to beat Hanyu hard, Red is a special time now!

"Know", Hippo Hanyu was silent for a moment before replying, although Hong didn't say anything, but this wordless support has always given him a lot of spiritual motivation.

And this time, it was precisely because of the news of Hong's pregnancy that he would temporarily change his mind, because he didn't want his child to live like Naruto, so he had to bring all of this to a happy end.

But this, he didn't want to talk to Red or Kakashi, he didn't want to drag them into a dilemma. And what he owes to Red, he will use the rest of his life to compensate.

"You're just in time, and I'll need you to help inform the three generations and Jiraiya, I'll be waiting for them at the dojo." Hippo Hanyu didn't want to dwell too much on this matter, and quickly changed the topic.

"And you want to avoid us, aren't we family? Are we so untrustworthy? What are we in your eyes? Kakashi's barrage of artillery bombardments, and he, who had long been familiar with Hippo Hanyu's set, was unmoved. He came today just to clarify one question, that is, what is he in Hanyu's mind? Look at Tsunade, that's just the least important excuse.

"Kakashi-", Kakashi rarely has such gaffes, and the determination that flashed in Kakashi's eyes made Hippo Hanyu realize that if he didn't face Kakashi's problem, there was a high chance that there would be an irreparable rift in their relationship.

Hippo Hanyu straightened up, slightly taller than Kakashi, his gaze moved down slightly, and met Kakashi's exposed one-eye, "Kakashi, I'm your brother, I hope you will always remember this, as an older brother, it's my responsibility to shield my brother from the wind and rain, it's not about trust." Hippo Hanyu solemnly explained that he would only answer this question once, and whether Kakashi understood it or not, he would not elaborate further.

"Brother-", the light in Kakashi's eyes slowly became hot, as if he had found a spiritual support. Kakashi knew that Hippo Hanyu would never say such a thing under normal circumstances, because he was a person who liked to express his true feelings with practical actions, so it was against his consistent principles to be able to give such a formal answer.

"Brother?" Tsunade leaned on the doorpost and looked at the brothers in the courtyard, listening to Hippo Hanyu's answer, which reminded her of that morning a few years ago, Hippo Hanyu's sentence "Sister Tsunade" made the final positioning of their relationship.

Sister and brother! If my original attitude was a little looser, it would be a different ending!