I closed my eyes, and a messy change of face surged towards me, and under a black and white picture, I saw two bright red words, "Failure!" ”

I don't know how to face this outcome, I don't know whether to cry or laugh, I'm already numb to this situation, so you can't see any expression on my face.

I have two names, one is called "Smile" and the other is called "Broken Dreams".

If that game called Qifan hadn't been consumed by profit, maybe it wouldn't be the world of League of Legends now, or maybe I would still be the smiling but invincible peasant machine.

That year, I was expressionless, my hands tapping quickly on the keyboard and mouse, manipulating the rapid movement of the task.

Under the moon, three spirits, dazzling dance. Flying shoes. Optimus Armor, Soul Seal Dark Iron, three demon hammers, I glanced at the equipment, and my eyes radiated a faint light, faint and sharp.

On the other side of the river, five enemy people walked in a group, and from their movements, I saw the shadow of fear. Looking at my opponent who had been hesitant to step forward, I shook my head and rushed out.

Fifteen seconds later, the game ended, the opponent stood up from the computer, came over to shake hands, his eyes were full of fear and fear, I enjoyed this look and felt bored at the same time, then I understood the sentence circulating on the Internet, invincible is also a kind of loneliness.

I took off my headphones and watched all this indifferently, unaware that I had won the national championship with this team called "North Hades". My teammates shouted excitedly, they grabbed my shoulders excitedly, and looked at me with blazing eyes, "Brother Cheng, will you continue next year?" ”

I stood up. The whole placket is indifferently terrifying. I shook my head and left the stage in amazement.

"I don't want to fight." On the phone. I don't know how much effort it took to say this to her, my only source of income is the prize money, and the only thing that can be recognized by my family is this prize money, and not playing a game means that I am nothing now.

"Don't you drink too much?"

"I don't want to fight."

"Where are you? I'm coming to you. ”

Over there, I drank and told her a lot, but Xiaoyan just listened silently, coaxing me to be happy, maybe I drank too much that day. The only thing I can remember now is what she said: When you encounter setbacks, just smile.

If nothing had changed, perhaps I would have been the peasant soldier machine called the Broken Dreams forever.

If nothing has changed, this is the most ridiculous assumption I've ever heard in my life.

That year, I gave up everything I have now and switched to League of Legends, and my girlfriend Su Xiaoyan also dragged in without hesitation and quit her job as a commentator and endorsement.

When Principal Wang didn't go into e-sports, this road was much more difficult than expected. I've been transforming League of Legends for a long time but have no income, and Xiaoyan and I spent all the bonuses and endorsement fees. I began to get confused and question myself as wrong about this decision. But Xiaoyan didn't give up, she still smiled and said to me: "When you encounter setbacks, just smile." It will pass. ”

If someone asks me now. I don't believe in Buddhism, or I don't believe in God. I'll tell him you're an SB. I believe in Joker, the mysterious power of the East, you know?!

JokerJ was a light at the lowest point in my life, as bright as the Buddha's light, and he called me and wanted to invite me to join WE.

WE？！ A thunderous name, speaking of domestic e-sports clubs, IG? OMG？ EDG？ You've never heard of a team that has passed before, but you'll know WE! The e-sports club where SKY is located!

Joker wasn't the first person to call me, but he was the angel at my lowest point and most confused, pointing me to the signpost called "WE".

WE is a well-known electronic club, and the greater the fame, the more he has a strong foundation and can pay salaries. That's why I accepted the WE invitation instead of the smile invitation. Because CCM I really haven't heard of it. Even now I don't regret my choice, because I feel like if I went to CCM, I probably wouldn't have played the AD position, so I wouldn't be where I am now, Tyrant really thief J8.

……

Standing in the front row and using mercury ribbon to absorb damage and forcibly carry EZ of teammates is the reason why Joker takes a fancy to me, I saw a post when I was in S2, saying that I was the one who really became ADC with strong AD, in fact, I didn't have such a great idea at the time, I just wanted to win, I wanted to stay on the stage, but I didn't trust anyone.

I've just been here for three months, everything here seems to be chaotic, the big nose called Ruofeng is playing with airplanes and EZ, I watched silently next to me, and smiled coldly in my heart, I can play ten of this EZ, but I didn't say much, I didn't even bother to do guidance, because I knew he was my teammate, and time would prove that his position was mine.

Day after day, Ruofeng played with these two heroes every day, and later I wanted to vomit when I saw his screen. But even so, in the professional arena, he is still the most obvious breakthrough, a human flesh ATM, and a killer gear enhancer.

At that time, more than half of S1 passed, and we were playing chaotically, but we were pressed under the feet by the unstoppable IG, without any reflexive ability. That's when I learned about CCM, no! IG！ Failure after failure hit my nerves, you know, in the beginning, I can't tolerate a failure, but now, I am a little numb. Despot? No, is the dream chaser strong? I really didn't feel it at the time, he gave people the feeling that he was a bastard, lying down to win.

At the end of S1, Oumei Laobi FNC won the first S-Series championship, and we are quietly making a change.

Night Dream Book retired, Xiao Fan left the team, and the passer-by Wang Strawberry was invited, and the rebirth of a team is often only a matter of moments.

We completed this somewhat painful transition in the offseason, from top laner to ADC, I started to get strong and WE started to get unstoppable.

And our old rival IG has fallen into a trough, white broke out of the scandal, was expelled, tabe chose to leave the team, the dream chasing boy is in a sluggish state, and Xiaoxiao has begun to lose his hair.

The day before the start of S2, IG's internal reform began PDD, posture, children joined the team one after another, and the shadow returned to the team. I shook my head, feeling sad for this dream-chasing boy, I can see it, he is not in good shape, can't IG see it? With three new players joining the team this time, then one of them will definitely not be able to play, and it is obvious who this person is. (To be continued.) )

PS: I would like to use this article, the smile I appreciate the most so far has resisted those who wrote "Death Knife".

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