readx; The meal that Li Xianbiao invited us to eat at noon simply made me sour for a long time, and my mouth was full of Korean kimchi until the evening, but in the evening, Fang Hao invited us to a restaurant where we had eaten together before, and it was inevitable to have a drink, which was naturally lively and needless to say.

I fought with Fang Hao for wine, each of us fought five bottles of beer and still didn't know the winner, I felt that my stomach was about to burst, so I hurriedly used urine, thought of the toilet to vomit for a while, and then came back to fight with Fang Hao for three hundred rounds.

The private room we ate in was on the second floor, and the toilet was on the corner of the stairs on the first floor, so I had to go upstairs to the toilet, but when I stepped on the first staircase, an accident happened.

I once said that life is not as good as it should be, and there are always too many accidents that make people helpless.

Just as I stepped on the first staircase, perhaps because I had just drunk and my steps were vain, or perhaps because there was water on the stairs, and the stairs were slippery, I only felt my feet thump, and then the sky swirled, and there were bursts of sharp pain from all over my body, and my eyes went black, and I fainted.

In the darkness, some clips from the past began to emerge from my mind like a movie.

"What is **silk?" I asked my tablemates. The tablemate silently handed over a mirror, and I found the answer in an instant. "And what is a goddess?" I asked my table mate again. He snorted in one direction with his mouth, and I was stunned and silent.

That's where she's headed.

……

"Is it fun to snatch someone else's boyfriend? Kindness? Slut? ”

"I don't have ......"

"Slut! Dare to be hard-mouthed! It seems that I can't teach you a lesson! ”

"Why do you say so much!? I've been upset with this little goblin for a long time! Beat her up! ”

"Stop!"

……

"What are you crying about?"

"It's really strange to cry and laugh."

"Damn, what about the guys?"

"You shed a lot of blood, they were terrified and they all ran away."

"How long have I been dizzy?"

"Ten minutes...... I don't know ...... either."

"Holy! Aren't you afraid that I'll bleed too much and die!? ”

"What then?"

"Gotta get it! Please help me, shall we go to the hospital? I feel like I'm going to be here if I don't go to the hospital again. ”

……

"Drink this."

"I don't like milk."

"Gotta drink!"

……

"Handsome! Wait! ”

"Dashuai, send me home."

"Is our house on the way?"

"By the way, my home is on xx road."

"Nima, where is this way!? 108,000 miles away! ”

"I'm afraid."

"Let's go."

……

"Marshal, are you there? How are you doing? ”

"I'm fine."

"Do you have time tomorrow?"

"There's time."

"Can you accompany me to the hospital tomorrow?"

"Okay."

"Thank you, Dashuai, I'll wait for you at the First Hospital at nine o'clock tomorrow morning."

……

"Dashuai."

"What about him?"

He ...... Very busy. ”

……

"Now, you said that people's lives are so short, why do these people have to go in such a hurry and refuse to stop to take a step to see the scenery along the way?" That evening, we sat on a bench on the side of the street, looking at the pedestrians on the side of the road, and I asked her.

"It's because life is short." She looked at the pedestrians on the street, and I stole a look at her side face. "So everyone hopes to fulfill their dreams in a short life. So they are working hard for this dream of their all the time, so of course they don't waste time on the scenery on the side of the road. ”

Her side face is beautiful, and the beauty almost suffocates me. "That'...... What are your dreams? I asked. Her eyelashes flashed: "My dream...... It's still far away...... But I'll try! I will definitely fulfill my dream, definitely, definitely! ”

……

I suddenly cried, crying very sadly, and finally I couldn't stop crying when I knew the truth.

In a daze, I vaguely heard someone talking, and there were many of them.

"Look at it, Brother Lei, he's crying......" This was Feng Jun's voice.

"Little ...... Handsome! Are you awake? This is Lao Huang's voice.

I struggled to open my eyes, and finally opened a slit and saw the situation in front of me clearly.

Lao Huang, Fang Hao, Liu Feng, Feng Jun, Zhang Zirui, Zhang Yanan, Li Xianbiao, all of them were in front of my hospital bed.

"Dashuai, how are you feeling? The doctor said that you fell down the stairs this time and the head hit was the worst, but they didn't find any damage to your head after a CT scan, which really surprised them. Lao Huang said with a smile, but his eyes were a little red and swollen, as if he had cried.

I struggled to sit up, but my whole body ached, and Lao Huang hurriedly came over to help me sit up, using a pillow to put on my back.

"Thank you, Second Uncle." I said to Lao Huang.

Lao Huang was shocked, no, not only Lao Huang, everyone was shocked, looking at me blankly, the boss with his mouth open.

Lao Huang was stunned for a long time before he muttered: "Big, handsome, you remember??" ”

I smiled and said, "Second uncle, don't call me handsome, that's just my game ID, you still call me by my name, Huang Lei, no!" You are still the same as before, just call me Xiao Lei. ”

Lao Huang's lips trembled uncontrollably, and finally he couldn't hold back the old tears, and said, "Okay! Good! Good! It's good to think about it! It's good to think about it! Elder brother! Sister-in-law! Come on in! Xiao Lei, his illness is all cured!! ”

The door of the ward opened suddenly, and four people came in from outside the door, Xiao Rong and my father held my mother's hand and walked in slowly, and the person standing next to my father was Qiu Yu.

Seeing my parents again, my heart was full of pantothenic acid, tears overflowed my eyes again, and I said in a snorkel: "Dad, Mom, my son is not filial, this short time has made you worry, I ...... I'm sorry you guys......"

My parents were already in tears, and hurriedly said: "Xiao Lei, you are our son, we don't worry about you, who do we worry about, if you want to say that you are the most sorry person, it is still Xiao Rong!" ”

I looked at Xiao Rong, my heart was mixed, full of emotion, I didn't see it for a few days, Xiao Rong became haggard, and his delicate face was slightly tired, which made me feel distressed.

"Xiaorong, I'...... I'm sorry for you......" I stretched out my hand and grabbed Xiao Rong's hand tightly, I finally knew why I didn't feel Xiao Rong's hand at all before, because of these hands, I have held it countless times: "I promise you, in the future, I will never forget you for the second time, absolutely!" ”

Xiao Rong shook his head and said, "No, you don't have anything to be sorry for me, if you hadn't suffered that brick to save me, you wouldn't have left hidden dangers, when you graduated from college...... So, all of this is actually caused by me, and I'm sorry for you. ”

"You know what." I said to Xiao Rong: "The first thing I thought of was not me, but you, Xiao Rong. ”

"There is no so-called 'she' at all, because that 'she' is you, Xiaorong, as for those explanations, what local tyrant boyfriends, all of them are all imaginary by me, but...... I have something I want to confirm. ”

"What's the matter?" Xiao Rong asked me.

"The day's ...... Abortion, is it real? I looked into Xiao Rong's eyes and asked in a begging tone.

Everyone was silent, my mother suddenly whimpered and cried, and Xiao Rong replied to me very calmly: "It's true." ”

I froze for a few seconds, then suddenly raised my right hand and slapped myself.

"Smack!" It was loud, but I didn't feel anything, and the pain in my face couldn't compare to the pain in my heart.

Again! I raised my right hand again, but this time my hand was grabbed by Lao Huang.

"Dashuai...... Oh no, Huang Lei, don't be like this...... At that time, there was no way to do it. Liu Feng persuaded me.

I bowed my head and cried heartbreakingly, yes, I remembered everything, everything remembered.

My name is Huang Lei, I used to be a happy **silk, why do I say I am a happy **silk, it is because I have a beautiful girlfriend, her name is Fu Jingrong.

Although she doesn't look so amazing to the world, how sunken the fish and geese, and the moon is shy of flowers, but it is by no means something that I can touch like **, but she still became my girlfriend, because when I was in junior high school, in order to save her, I was subjected to someone else's moving bricks and lived in the hospital for a week.

That's right, the cliché hero saves beauty, so the two of us fell in love, I loved her very much, and I have always been very good to her, from junior high school to college.

But after I got to college, we began to quarrel, because I was obsessed with the game of League of Legends for a long time in college, and I didn't want to make progress, and I abandoned my studies, Xiaorong often quarreled with me about this, and I also promised her countless times to quit masturbation, but I couldn't control myself every time.

The only thing to be thankful for is that we didn't break up because of a fight.

However, when I was about to graduate, because of the constant quarrels between Xiaorong and me, as well as the pressure of graduation and employment, and the reality that I learned LOL in four years, I had an idea.

I'm going to play professionally!

However, this idea was opposed by both Xiaorong and my parents, no matter how much I tried to persuade them, they did not agree with me to embark on a career path in e-sports.

I'm crazy.

Of course, a normal person wouldn't get mentally ill because of such a little stress, but I'm not a normal person, and I've had a hard head hit, and although there was nothing abnormal at that time, there were always some hidden dangers.

I didn't know anyone except my parents, even Xiaorong and I forgot everything, and I was crazy all day long, shouting that I want to fight professionally, I want to fight professionally.

My parents took me to many hospitals, but those hospitals were helpless about my illness, I still remember that time I sent Xiaorong to the hospital for injections, and met a doctor who asked me in surprise: "Your illness is cured?" "Yes, yes, we went to that hospital before.

My second uncle is a psychologist, and he has another identity, which is a hypnotist.

The second uncle was helpless in all the hospitals, and finally thought of a way, that is, to find someone to act and realize my career dream.

So, there was Qiu Yu, Liu Feng, Wu Ge, and Feng Jun.

However, there is such a thing as a competition, it was okay to play those small games in Internet cafes at the beginning, but it was a big deal to find a few more people to accompany me to play, but when it came to those big competitions later, it was not good, we didn't have the ability to let the people from the City Hero Contest help us act, but the second uncle had his own way.

That's hypnosis, the second uncle directly showed me a video of someone else's game, and then hypnotized me, making me think that I was playing those games in person, after these treatments, my condition stabilized a lot, and the time interval between the onset of the disease became longer and longer, do you remember the onset time record sheet in the mobile phone of Qiuyu, I used to think that was the onset time of Qiuyu, but I now know that it was mine.

As for Xiaorong, I had completely forgotten about her, but I vaguely remembered in my heart that I had a girl I liked, so I imagined "her" by myself, a "she" without a name.

In order to take better care of me, Xiaorong specially asked my second uncle to hypnotize me and let her enter my life as my junior high school classmate.

The second uncle saw that my condition was gradually stabilizing, and began to try to tell me the truth, but they didn't expect that every time they told me the truth, my condition would attack immediately, and finally once when the disease attacked, they injured Wu Ge, which led to Wu Ge's withdrawal, which is also the reason why I found out that Liu Feng and they had something to hide from me, but they didn't tell me.

"Xiao Rong." I finally got tired of crying, held Xiaorong's hand tightly, and then gently kissed the back of her hand: "After being discharged from the hospital, let's get married." ”

Xiao Rong covered his mouth, tears fell like pearls with broken threads, and nodded desperately.

Outside the ward, I don't know whose mobile phone rang, playing my favorite song, Pu Shu's "Ordinary Road".

Wandering on the road, are you going to go, fragile pride, that used to be my appearance, boiling, restless, where are you going, mysterious, silent stories, are you really listening, I have crossed mountains and seas, and also through the sea of people, I used to have everything, and in the blink of an eye, it was like smoke, I was lost, disappointed, lost all directions, until I saw that the ordinary is the only answer, when you are still fantasizing about your tomorrow, will she be better or worse, for me it is another day, I have ruined everything in me, I just want to leave forever, I once fell into boundless darkness, I want to struggle, I used to be like you, like him, like the weeds and wild flowers, desperate and longing, crying and laughing, ordinary walking, just like thatCount what you have been given, go forward like this, even if you have been taken away from something, go forward like this, even if you will miss something, go forward like this, even if you will, I have crossed mountains and seas, and also passed through the sea of people, I once had everything and drifted away like smoke in a blink of an eye, I used to be lost, disappointed, lost all directions, until I saw that the ordinary is the only answer, I once ruined everything for me, I just wanted to leave forever, I once fell into the boundless darkness, I wanted to struggle and could not extricate myself, I used to be like you, like him, like the weeds and wild flowers, desperate and longing, crying and laughing, ordinary, I once crossed the mountains and the sea, and also through the sea of people, I once asked the whole world, and never got an answer, I was just like you, like him, like the weedsThis is the only way I have to go, time is silent, so tomorrow is in front of me, the wind blows in front of me, the road is still far away, where is your story