Sun Chengyuan, male, 25 years old, from a wealthy family, went to Italy in July 1997 to study architecture at the University of Milan. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

He wasn't a veteran fan, but he was exposed to some sports as a child due to his good physical fitness. When he was in China, his college career coincided with the peak of the professional league, so he was exposed to a lot of fan basics.

After studying abroad, the football atmosphere of Milan, the international capital of clothing, made him truly feel the charm of the sport. It's a pity that his age limits his football dreams, so the radiant names have become sustenance, and going to the scene to watch the football has become a must-have homework every week.

Of course, as a hot-blooded young man, he did not forget the domestic players who struggled to pass the football level after the posters of Robert Baggio were hung in the room.

When he was in China, he was also influenced by public opinion, and he was not ashamed of what You Mo and Lu Wei did, but fortunately, the environment in which he lived was quite cultural, and the information channels were richer than ordinary fans, so he just had an opinion and did not form a prejudice.

After studying abroad, he was quickly impressed by the performance of the two in Germany, and for a long time he was extremely proud of his countryman. It's a pity that as the myth of Kaiserslautern became a reality, the conflict between the two and the domestic football association also intensified to the point where it was difficult to reconcile, so the 98 World Cup, which he was looking forward to, became a bitter journey, which has made him difficult to let go.

Fortunately, even if the performance of the national team is unimpressive, the performance of the two in the Premier League is obvious to all. As an Inter fan, he is extremely proud of the world-class performances of the two men, and on the other hand, he is extremely eager for the team he supports to prove their wrong choice in the European arena.

would rather choose Arsenal with a low price and low salary, but would not like to come to Inter Milan with a high price and high salary, such a choice will inevitably make him resentful. However, when his compatriot actually arrived in Milan, his pride did not diminish in the slightest.

After all, this is the first guy among the Chinese to step into the ranks of the world's top stars. And now that he is not yet 20 years old, he has every reason to expect this guy to become a strong contender for the Golden Globe in the near future!

So under his leadership, a small group of more than 50 people temporarily gathered in Milan, ready to have a lively time while the other party was driving.

In addition to expressing support, this is actually not without a reminder.

Even if there is no place for you in the country. There are still us in a foreign country, don't turn a blind eye to the support of the fans because of the resentment of the Football Association, and don't treat everyone equally because of the overreaction of some fans!

Thanks to his conscientious organization and preparation, the operation was not mediocre because of the small number of people, and from the moment they hit the road, their country-style welcome attracted a lot of attention.

Until the arrival of the main owner and the welcome ceremony entered the climax, a scene that he couldn't figure out even if he scratched his head happened!

Due to his wealthy family, he has never experienced the part-time work experience of ordinary international students. Therefore, they are not mentally prepared for the various kinds of discrimination that are common abroad. So after that scene, he felt that his worldview was about to collapse in addition to horror.

How can this be!

As an organizer, he didn't want to be vulnerable at that time, but unfortunately he couldn't do anything about the status quo, and he even had the idea of escaping in confusion, feeling that everything that happened here was too unreal.

Fortunately, everyone was a little panicked, and no one blamed him for his lack of response when the crisis came, except for deep self-blame and confusion. He was no different from anyone else.

He was supposed to be at the front of the line and should have been the focus of the Italian police. However, due to his youth and good skills, after seeing the terrifying smoke spewed from the monster in front of him, his nimble body instinctively ran upwind, and except for a slight discomfort at first, he did not suffer any physical damage in the two attacks.

But psychologically, who can understand a hot-blooded young man. A guy with a simple worldview, how is he feeling at this moment?

What is he?

What is the passion he puts into Inter?

He can understand the excesses of ordinary fans, but what is the purpose of such a blatant abuse of power by law enforcers?

Realizing this, he didn't dare to think about it anymore. He was afraid that if he thought about it any longer, his seemingly solid faith would completely collapse and there would be no more support!

Yes, it's too obvious, such an obvious conspiracy is not strictly a conspiracy, it is the brazen use of power in hand to cause harm!

It turns out that wars in peacetime are not fair, and ordinary fans like civilians become victims, just to provoke their opponents!

Not daring to think about it, but thinking of this, he turned his head and looked at the bus that had once been full of hope. He didn't have the courage to enter the field of view of his compatriots again, he wanted to hide in the crowd, and no one would recognize him again, but the conscience in his heart made him not move his steps, but just stood in place, like a bystander.

The bus that didn't stop was left with only a back for him, getting smaller and smaller in the afterglow of the setting sun, and was about to disappear into Meacha's bloody mouth.

He shook his head, feeling a little ridiculous.

How can it be?

The game is about to start, and even if he sees this scene, that guy will definitely be persuaded by his teammates and coaches to turn the game into a revenge with an angry heart.

Of course, that's the best ending, and it's more likely that the mind is blinded by anger, and the disillusionment is more complete with a loss.

After shaking his head, he just wanted to look back to see how his compatriots were doing, but the corner of his eye made him discover the abnormality!

Well?!!!

Although he didn't see what was happening clearly at that moment, a strong premonition made him quickly twist his neck and stare at the bus.

The car didn't stop, the person jumped out of the window, why?

Could it be that their reminders are so redundant, that guy's heart is far bigger than everyone thinks?

Under the afterglow of the setting sun, the guy's eyebrows and eyes were a little blurred, but the running posture would not change, he just glanced at it, and the tears couldn't help but flow down, and he didn't know where to go.

Who says tears are bitter?

His heartbeat began to pick up as the other man's footsteps followed. Until the guy drowned behind a wall of people lined up by the Italian police.

Although he didn't know what would happen next, his courage had risen from the bottom of his heart, and he immediately turned around and got busy.

After his heart was steady, time slipped away quickly, and when he didn't pay attention, the guy who had made him raise his arms and shout countless times was already standing beside him.

He is quite tall among the countrymen. The block is not very conspicuous, and the usual athlete dress, the familiar eyebrows and eyes make him a little strange because of the seriousness. can be serious and serious, and there is still no aura that makes people stay away.

What should I say to break the silence?

He was a little frightened, for he saw that some of his countrymen were looking at him from time to time, but what should he say?

Remind this guy that everything that happens here is a naked conspiracy, and if you are angry, you will be fooled!

To say this is to ignore the feelings of the compatriots, especially those who cough and vomit all over the ground. Now there are still people who are squatting on the ground and don't get up.

Tell this guy to beat the opponent hard and help us out of this bad breath?

If football were a one-man sport, it might be able to say the same, and revenge is the easiest thing to deceive the mind, so if you really say so, you may be doing your opponent a favor!

If you can't say anything, just shout.

I hope this guy can understand me and understand our good intentions!

With this in mind, he quietly listened to the rest of the speech.

Very good. Very sensible, just a little disappointed. It seems that adding fuel to the fire is what he is most looking forward to, not the scene in front of him.

However, after he really calmed down, that scene flashed in front of his eyes from time to time.

Jumping directly from the moving bus, is the race that starts right away from this guy's consideration at all?

Thinking of this, he was a little relieved.

The greatest pleasure of football games. It lies in the uncertainty of victory and defeat, and it is very simple to speak wildly, but in this case, to speak wildly?

If you are not sure of something, even if you say it and then adapt to the situation, it is still irresponsible!

Perhaps this is where the true leadership qualities lie. Being able to endure the unimaginable anger, unwillingness, and temptation that makes people unable to move can lead a group of people to success.

Instead of being alone and using a bunch of honors to prove that you are superior!

After figuring it out, he no longer dwelled on it when watching the game. It's a pity that it didn't take long to watch it, and even bigger entanglements came to my heart.

This kind of thing is mostly done by the shady guys in their hearts, and the players are probably innocent.

With good intentions, he saw the ugly side of the team he once supported. Inevitably, he linked the scene in front of him to the scene before the game and came to the same conclusion.

Even if this kind of thing is not instructed by the club, if these familiar faces are insiders, probably no one will take the life and death of these outsiders seriously.

Not to mention feeling it.

The guy who really takes them to heart and fights for them, there is only one person in this game!

In this case, what else is there to worry about, he can continue to like Robert Baggio, but in his heart, he may be the same as Ronaldo, facing a team full of people and facing a constantly changing court, he has long been downplayed.

The only ones who are really worthy of his dedication to support are those who have them in their hearts, things that will never fade in their hearts, and those who can accommodate Baichuan in their hearts!

Maybe it's not enough to have a national brand logo in front of your name, but it's enough to have a national brand logo in your heart!

Maybe it's because I have them in my heart that there is no need to make any hasty promises!

Perhaps it is because of a strong sense of responsibility in the heart that behind all actions is not for the immediate pleasure!

It's just that if he can complete such a game with a victory and a perfect performance, how happy should his compatriots who have been hurt be?

Thinking of this, he hated it a little.

I hate the strength of Inter Milan and the weakness of Arsenal.

Fortunately, the eyes brought by watching football all year round are still there, and looking at it, he realized the truth earlier than the enthusiastic fans.

Inter Milan was constrained by the situation that they could qualify with a draw, and they were worried about the threat of the opponent's counterattack, and the further the game went, the more they were tied up. Arsenal seems to be impatient, but in fact, both the attack and the defense have already planned, and the final stage of the game is the moment to really let go of the attack!

This obvious tactical intent opened his eyes.

In his impression, all the teams in the Premier League except Arsenal are not technically adequate, including Arsenal, all teams lack tactical awareness and like to be intimidated.

All of this turned his previous views on the rise, and by the way, it also made him seriously study the rest of the team for the first time.

Those players who were once disdained by him and thought that guy was a pearl secret cast.

Bergkamp, who was repeatedly kicked down but persevered until the last second, Ljungberg, who did not hesitate to get yellow cards for his teammates, Vieira, who was like a tower, Overmars, and Garde, who was old and strong......

One by one, the names were remembered by him, making him forget the guy he should care about the most.

Until that moment came, he became the happiest man.

The night after the race, after attending the celebrations of his compatriots, he couldn't sleep at night, tormented by the thoughts in his heart, so he got up in his clothes and began to write something for himself.

Perhaps the word "diary" is more appropriate, but who can guarantee that this is just a diary?

“...... The longer you stay abroad, the more envious you are of the ordinary fans, because no matter how small the place is, they will still have their own team. Their neighbours may have a world-famous club, but they are unimpressed and continue to support that obscure team. ”

"Maybe it's football culture, not the kind of culture that you can't understand when you're in it. Perhaps it is the obscure teams that are made up of their supporters that bring such a solid cohesion. ”

'When we're at home, we like to talk about the salaries of the players, we like to claim national honour from them, we like to cheer when they're doing well and scold when they're bad.

"Maybe as an ordinary fan who will never be able to stand on the professional stage, we just envy them and feel that since they have the opportunity to stand in the place of their dreams, they should devote themselves to bringing fun and glory to everyone."

"But reality often tells us that the easier it is to get something, the less we will cherish it!"

"They did put in the effort, otherwise they wouldn't have been the 22 people out of 1.2 billion people. However, what kind of fluttering fairy will the stars bring to the moon? After getting higher and higher, how many can still stick to the original intention? ”

"These are the questions that bother me, I don't know how to be on top of the world, but today I saw it."

"There is no world in my heart, and the world naturally does not belong to me. In the same way, if there is no room for anger in the chest, there is no need to be calm in the eyes, and there is no unhappiness in the mouth, there is no foresight, and it is impossible to never get tired on the way up! ”

"As a regular fan, I left a team that I used to love today. It may be a bit of a stretch, but I don't regret it, because in my opinion, the soul of the team is injected into a living life, and without those great names, the history of football would be nothing more than a boring volume of data. ”

"Like the teams that represent the honor of the country, if the people in them are not worthy of respect, then everything is illusory, or rather, a joke."

"The times create heroes, and there is a higher level of existence than heroes, which is the leader. So I want to say that the leader is the ultimate destination of heroes, otherwise they are just lonely or tragic heroes. ”

"It's another sleepless night, and I hope to see in the near future that our heroes are no longer confused, and our leaders are no longer lonely." (To be continued.) )