Part.35

In the drizzle, the VC-27 transport plane gradually stopped on the runway. A cold wind blew across the empty runway, making everything look bleak.

Su Yang held an umbrella to shelter Natasha from the wind and rain under his cloak, and the two were silent, looking quiet. But his mind seemed to go back to a week ago, the afternoon before the ring was purchased.

Natasha sat alone on the edge of the roof again, leaning against the fall-proof wire, staring aimlessly into the distance, her face full of melancholy.

"You don't have to persuade me anymore, I'm just a little depressed." Natasha glanced back at Su Yang, who was walking towards her.

Su Yang walked up to her, "I know you, you're still blaming yourself." ”

"No, I've figured it out. Isn't there an old Chinese saying that says? Do your best, obey the destiny of heaven. Natasha said in Su Yang's tone, "I think I've done my best, although I'll still hate myself a little." ”

"Natasha, you're comforting me by saying this." Su Yang sat next to Natasha, "You are blaming yourself for your lack of ability, and you are doubting whether you are really suitable for the profession of fighter pilot." ”

Natasha fell into Su Yang's arms, "When I desperately joined the flying team in order to avenge him, it only turned out that I was just a fool. Clumsy, I barely became a pilot as the last one to be promoted. Unfortunately, in the ensuing battles, I just kept causing trouble for others. ”

"To be alive is to win the greatest victory." Su Yang stroked Natasha's cheek, "You don't need to blame yourself. All the people who help you want you to live well. If you can do this, it means that you have lived up to them. ”

"Nope! That's not true! Natasha suddenly roared, "I know, I'm just a fool!" A fool who keeps causing trouble for others! I'm not fit to be a pilot at all. My best ending would have been to die during the interstellar war and be engraved on my tombstone. If I had died sooner, there would have been no him, no him, and no death for him! If they don't die, they may save more and more people. ”

"If you die like that, at least I'm not going to stand here." Su Yang hugged Natasha tightly, "Is our relationship so unworthy of your cherishing?" ”

"I~~~~I~~~~" Natasha closed her eyes, not knowing how to answer.

"Now you have reaped my love for you. In any case, please don't give up! I may not be able to give you glory and riches, but I can make you the happiest woman you can be. Su Yang whispered softly in Natasha's ear.

"No matter what kind of identity you have for me, you are first and foremost a soldier, a high-ranking officer, and you have many, many responsibilities and obligations." Natasha said: "I want a happy and warm home, and when I'm at home, he will come home from work on time every day. When I was pregnant, he would be by my side all the time; When I gave birth, he would be there to watch over me; When I ......"

Su Yang's hand relaxed slightly, but he immediately hugged it tighter.

"I'm sorry, as a soldier, I can't give you this!" Su Yang roared: "But I really love you......"

"There are always a lot of things that people can't help themselves." Natasha's tone seemed to comprehend everything, "Yang, I love you too!" I know you won't abandon your military identity, but I don't even have the ability to silently protect you and assist you. It's really a torment for me like this. ”

As the gangway was lowered, Su Yang's thoughts returned to reality, looking at Natasha in his arms, he didn't know what to say.

"Don't look at me like that, I'm just going to the flight training base for some refresher training." Natasha said strongly, "If I can't get stronger, I can't stay by your side." ”

Su Yang's expression became flustered, "Yes~~~"

"So is there anything else you want to tell me? I'm about to board the plane. Natasha lowered her head.

Su Yang put his hand into the pocket of his windbreaker and began to play with something, "That~~~ That ~~~~~"

For some reason, he began to become hesitant, and the words that he put on his lips seemed to be indescribable, so that Maao, who was not far from him, became anxious.

"Really, how did it become like this at a critical moment. It doesn't look like a man! "Ma Ao was a little angry.

Su Yang took a deep breath and plucked up the courage to say, "Pay attention on the road, don't forget to call me when you arrive." ”

Natasha was stunned, and then her expectant eyes became very lost. She picked up her luggage, silently left Su Yang's shelter, and boarded the plane without looking back.

The plane flew away, leaving only Su Yang and Mao on the runway.

"What are you hesitating about? Do you know how much she needs this to keep her going? Mao said angrily.

Su Yang took out the ring box in his pocket, looked at it, and put it back again, "I know when to say it." ”

With that, he left without looking back. As he was about to enter the enclosed hangar, he saw Colonel Claudia waiting for him with an umbrella, but he did not greet him.

"As a woman, my heart is also like a knife." Claudia muttered to herself.

Su Yang stopped, turned his back to her and said, "After completing this task, I think it's time for me to retire." I have to make it up to her with all my heart. ”

"We can give you a vacant position in the staff department, so that at least you don't have to worry about making a living."

"......" Su Yang didn't answer and left silently.