Chapter 6: The pain of memories is too heavy
Her avatar is still bright.
I stayed for more than half a minute, fumbling with my hands on the keyboard for a long time before I typed three words: "I'm fine." "I sent it.
"Do you have time tomorrow?" She actually returned in seconds.
I'm going to train tomorrow, I thought. In his hand, he typed "There is time." ”
"Can you accompany me to the hospital tomorrow?"
I was shocked, and my typing hand actually trembled: "Okay." ”
"Thank you, Dashuai, I'll wait for you at the First Hospital at nine o'clock tomorrow morning." After speaking, her buckle head jumped and went black.
I closed the conversation window and looked at her blackened avatar, tears finally flowing.
Feng Jun, who had just finished taking a shower and was about to go to bed, was taken aback when he saw my appearance, and hurriedly asked me what was wrong. I shook my head and said, "Nothing...... I just thought that the Hokage was coming to an end...... I'll just ...... I'm sad...... Feng Jun was stunned, turned his head and walked into the bedroom, "It's over, it's over, what's so sad, it's really wonderful." ”
Tonight is destined to be another night of insomnia.
A week later, I was discharged from the hospital. Actually, I could have rested for a few more days, but I couldn't stand the smell of disinfectant water and boredom in the hospital, so I went through the discharge procedures early. Luckily, she came to see me almost every day for a week, otherwise I would have gone crazy if I couldn't play on the computer for a week. And in the more than a week of getting along, I found that she occasionally revealed a trace of a side that she couldn't see in front of people, gentle and sensual.
I went back to school, but sadly found that I hadn't come to class for a week, and no one asked me where I had been for the week, except for my pimple-ridden tablemate. Yes, I am such a person who is more ordinary than ordinary people. Who cares if there's a single sand missing from the ground? I was perfectly self-deprecating, looking down to clean up the mess of books on the table and in the drawers.
The classroom suddenly fell silent, and my tablemate's breathing suddenly accelerated, and the atmosphere was very eerie. "Is the old class here?" I looked up, but I met her eyes. Bright, calm, and with a hint of tenderness.
"Drink this." She stuffed a carton of milk in my hand and spoke in a soft voice, as if she were talking to a stray kitten on the street. I frowned and said, "I don't like milk." "Gotta drink!" Her tone was aggravated, with an unmistakable tone. I looked her in the eye, sighed helplessly, tore open the milk carton, and drank it in one gulp. I don't know why, but milk, which usually feels particularly unpleasant, is exceptionally sweet at the moment.
She returned to her seat satisfied. I wiped my mouth, only to find that almost all the boys in the class were staring at me dumbfounded, and their eyes were about to breathe fire. It's no wonder, it's as unbelievable as when you see a princess and a beggar talking and laughing together.
"Ahhh!!hhh The table mate gasped and shook me vigorously: "Damn, what have you been doing these days!" Be honest! Why is she so nice to you all of a sudden!! As I shook off his sway, I said, "Didn't I say it all...... I've been hospitalized for the past few days......" My tablemate stopped shaking at me, touched his chin with his hand and began to think: "Huh? Can being hospitalized make her treat you so well...... She is such a caring person...... Damn, I'll try it next time! I couldn't help but give him a middle finger up.
"Jingle Bell ......" The bell after school is always my favorite music, and it always sounds so pleasant. I shoved the comic book in my hand into the drawer, and was about to go home, when I heard her voice: "Handsome! Wait a minute! I turned around, and then I noticed that she was wearing a white dress, floating beside me like a snowflake, and smiled at me: "Dashuai, send me home." I scratched my head: "Is our house on the way?" She nodded and said, "By the way, my home is on xx road." "Nima, where is this stopping!? 108,000 miles away! ”
She stared into my eyes and said only two words: "I'm afraid." ”
Say no more. "Let's go." I said softly. If a girl says that and I refuse, am I still a boy? After speaking, regardless of the fierce eyes of the boys who chased her around her, he walked out of the classroom with her. Thinking about it now, maybe it was because I was too safe at that time.
Early the next morning, I put on my favorite dress I bought the year before, sprayed half a bottle of Liu Feng's perfume and half a bottle of Qiu Yu's hairspray, and took a look in front of the mirror.
"Huh! I'm more handsome than Leehom Wang! ”
I told Lao Huang that I was going to take a day off, and although Lao Huang was dissatisfied with me taking a leave of absence for training the next day, he still agreed to my repeated pleas.
I smiled with satisfaction and put down the kitchen knife that was resting around my neck.
I hurried to the First Hospital and checked the time, 8 o'clock, a full hour earlier than the scheduled time. There were few people at the entrance of the hospital, and when I looked at it, there was no her. I had no choice but to sit on the bench in front of the hospital gate and quietly watch the passers-by in a daze.
"Now, you said that people's lives are so short, why do these people have to go in such a hurry and refuse to stop to take a step to see the scenery along the way?" That evening, we sat on a bench on the side of the street, looking at the pedestrians on the side of the road, and I asked her.
"It's because life is short." She looked at the pedestrians on the street, and I stole a look at her side face. "So everyone hopes to fulfill their dreams in a short life. So they are working hard for this dream of their all the time, so of course they don't waste time on the scenery on the side of the road. ”
Her side face is beautiful, and the beauty almost suffocates me. "That'...... What are your dreams? I asked. Her eyelashes flashed: "My dream...... It's still far away...... But I'll try! I will definitely fulfill my dream, definitely, definitely! ”
Oh, yes...... She really worked hard to fulfill her dream, and in the end, I just became the scenery along the way, and it was not worth her stay for me at all.
A fallen leaf fell to my feet, I looked up, and suddenly felt that my literary and artistic fan had doubled, and I couldn't help but sigh: "Winter is coming, will spring be far away?" ”
"Dashuai." I heard someone whispering to me. I looked back and saw her walking slowly towards me. I haven't seen her for a few years, and her face is a little less green, a little more mature, a little less pure, and a little more elegant.
I glanced at the time, and at 9:31, her love of being late still hadn't changed.
"What about him?" I greeted it, and I had a thousand words in my heart, but I don't know why this sentence came out.
She was stunned, and the corners of her mouth pulled into a far-fetched smile.
He ...... Very busy. ”
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