Memories are the best way to eliminate strangeness.

Two people, lying on the bed, even if there is no physical contact, chatting together for a long time, the atmosphere will soften and become relaxed.

Lu Wei didn't elaborate on their situation in Germany, nor did he ask her much about her current situation, but just followed her train of thought, extended, spread out, and analyzed the undercurrents under the waves in the past. In a plain and sad tone, he tells all kinds of twists and turns and hardships under the glory.

Hurting, fighting, investigating, calculating, scheming

More than half of these things Zheng Zhi didn't know, and he only felt creepy at this time.

"Why is the football world so messy?"

"As you see tonight, the forest is too big, there are too many bugs, and there are too few birds. It's obviously not a bird outside, but when you put on a layer of feathers, you want to come in; The birds inside don't worry about eating and drinking, so they naturally don't have to get up early and be busy at night; The caretaker of the forest is unwilling to lose his benefits, so he naturally wants to use the power in his hands to set some thresholds, do some tricks, and seek some benefits for himself. ”

"That's why you chose to play abroad?"

"I guess it's the main reason. A sport, without a good foundation, without fierce competition, but has a very high degree of interest and attention, in this case, in a short period of time, can still be controlled, after a long time, if there is no fundamental improvement, the possibility of smashing their own signboards will be greatly improved. ”

"What about abroad?"

"In fact, match-fixing, black whistles, malicious injuries, off-field means, these things cannot be completely eliminated in any national league. Abroad, especially the German league we are in now, we are doing better in this regard. It didn't take long for us to go. There are the same malicious hurts, the same conflicts between the players and the manager, and the locker room also has to sit in order and row the mountain. ”

"Then why do you still give up ready-made opportunities to steal other people's jobs in unfamiliar places?"

"The youth system in Germany is excellent. Young people are also much more likely to have access to opportunities. The level of the Bundesliga is not much different from the level of the domestic first division, and it is a good platform for us to show our talents. Also, there are higher leagues, more goals that are worth fighting for, and these things are extremely valuable for athletes who are on the rise. ”

"Oh, does it mean that staying in China for a long time will wear out your mind and lose your motivation?"

"It's not all. At home, all kinds of off-the-field events can greatly interfere with our concentration. Without a better youth training system, our level can only be slowly improved in actual combat, and the style has not yet been fully formed, so it is very likely to follow the trend. ”

"I'm sorry, my thoughts may have been too selfish."

"It's not your fault, and it has nothing to do with selfishness. You've been staying in the country, and your vision can't surpass them. The tennis world is much simpler than the football circle. I don't say why, you understand. ”

"Well, I'm a little unbalanced today. Especially when I saw the happy face of the swallow. The heart is even more twisted. She used to go to Jinmen alone for Zhang Xiaorui's dissuasion, despite the dissuasion of the coach. At that time, we were all giving her ideas in private, wanting to help her with something, and we were especially envious of her courage to pursue love. As a result, you will see it today. Her dress and figure must be ready to give up tennis and become the wife of a rich man. Love can't be forced, and if you are separated for too long, not everyone can stick to it. I can work hard for many years to exercise. Is it just for the money? ”

"What about you? Are you sure you want something you can find on the tennis court? ”

"I used to be sure, but now as I grow older, I'm starting to have some doubts. When I compare with them today, this suspicion begins to worsen, and my whole body feels bored and unable to arouse my previous interests. I don't know what I'm going to pursue, what I'm after. Even if I had gone with you, and I had gone over there and relied on you to earn money for my education or training, I don't think I would have been really happy. ”

"What are you going to do here if you don't play?"

"Who said they wouldn't play?"

"My mind is gone, no matter how hard I practice, I can only linger in the second rate, what's the point of persevering?"

Zheng Zhi, who was immersed in thoughts, suddenly froze!

Lu Wei and You Mo's choice to play abroad has brought her great trouble, both psychologically and in life, which has made her feel a deep gap. After a long time, it is inevitable to become resentful, or buried in the bottom of the heart, or in the chest.

The experience of the evening aggravated this gap, making her unconsciously begin to doubt the path she had traveled and shake her long-standing faith.

However, the idea of giving up has never been born!

But what Lu Wei said echoed in her ears like a demon.

"What's the point of not wandering around in the second rate?"

They are all professional athletes, they all have top potential, and this kind of thing is all easy to do.

If you don't have enough interest, lack enough motivation, and don't even have the desire to get ahead, then the point of persevering is really messing around!

"Don't jump to conclusions, calm down and think about what you really want to pursue and what you can do. Don't be deceived by what is in front of you and see your future. Lu Wei sensed the fierce conflict in her heart, and slowly spoke, speaking slowly.

"Tennis is a sport that has a very narrow audience in China at this stage, and the income is also very low. If you insist on developing in China, you can only aim for the National Games first and improve yourself more through actual combat. If you go to Germany with me, there is a more complete training system waiting for you. However, at home, you may still rely on those meager income and possible fame to support yourself. If you get there, you have to pass the language barrier at least and have a short adaptation period before you can play the game and earn something that you think is important."

Zheng Li's violently beating heart slowly calmed down with his words. After lying flat for a while, he rolled over, naturally stood on his side, pulled out his arms, and put them on his quilt.

"Where you are now. Same as domestic football. It is a long-term development or a short-term choice. To choose long-term development, we must sacrifice immediate interests in a large way. If you choose to achieve results in the short term, the possibility of long-term development will be much lower. It's up to you to decide what to do. ”

Lu Wei found the hesitant hand, so he lifted the quilt. Invited her whole person in.

"What?" Zheng Yan closed his eyes and let him move, but after confirming that he was lying in his arms, he couldn't help but open his eyes and look at him secretly.

As a result, as soon as the eyes met, they closed again in fright.

The calm eyes became scorching, and the love hidden in them was so urgent, the enthusiasm that she had never felt before, roared and swept her mind

The grievances suffered over the years. With the familiar and unfamiliar actions between the two, it became unstable. By the time the breathing became heavy, the body became soft, and the eyes no longer dared to open, I didn't know where to fly. When the body and soul are truly united, when the pain and anticipation rush together wildly, new hope, like life. In the body, in an unknown place. Root, sprout, thrive at a speed visible to the naked eye!

Long.

"Why don't you ask people, it's so direct?" Zheng Zhi lay lazily in his arms, but his two hands were not honest. Sneaky but direct.

"I've been scolded by you, if you don't take the initiative, you really have to be the same as a swallow."

"No wonder those guys look mysterious when they mention it, this kind of thing is really weird," Zheng Qi said halfway. Sensing the reaction in his hand, the whole person became excited.

"Doesn't it hurt?" Lu Wei cooperated and adjusted her posture, so that her idea of exploring the truth could be realized.

"Of course it hurt at first, but it wasn't as bad as I thought. Later, I felt weird, maybe it was a psychological effect, not only did it not hurt, but I was a little looking forward to it. Well, at the end, I'm embarrassed to say it" Zheng Yan said as he spoke, and suddenly his last shout sounded, so he closed his voice and concentrated on his business.

"Actually, before I left last time, I felt the hesitation in your heart." Lu Wei didn't let her be busy alone, his two hands roamed back and forth on her smooth body, and he stopped when he touched the sensitive *sense, until a comfortable moan sounded, and then he went straight to the next target with satisfaction.

"Is it to test me? No wonder you didn't do anything last time when you had the opportunity! Zheng Li's consciousness gradually blurred, but he still struggled to express his opinion after hearing this.

"Of course not. Your personality has a competitive component, but for various reasons, it is not enough to support you through your entire career. If you are too smooth at a young age, your achievements will obviously not be too high. Lu Wei slowed down the movements in his hands, leaned over to the side, and cooperated with her movements, allowing the two to unite again.

"Is competitiveness that important?" Zheng Zhi was a little self-taught, with his back to him, his waist twisted slightly.

"Look what it's used for. Tennis, an individual sport, does not have an arrogant spirit, and it cannot overwhelm the momentum of the opponent. ”

"Why don't you have it on you?" Zheng Zhi is worthy of being a professional athlete, and her perennial waist and abdominal strength training has made her quickly proficient, and her movements have become faster quickly.

"Tap, tap!" Lu Wei was not very worried about the new driver, so he quickly reached out to hold her waist that twisted like a water snake and helped her step on the brakes.

"Huh?"

"Everyone is a novice on the road, can you understand the mood of the passengers?"

"Oh, no wonder it was so fast last time, was it because I followed at the end?" Zheng Yan only felt that his body was hot and soft, but it was still itchy somewhere, so he couldn't help but move again.

"Yes, of course this kind of thing requires the cooperation of two people."

"You haven't answered me yet!" After being reminded by him, Zheng Zhi also paid attention, slowed down his speed, increased the amplitude, and then experienced it carefully.

"Of course, competitiveness is a must-have element for athletes, but in team sports, the one who plays the role of the brain naturally doesn't have to hang on his face all the time and do it for others to see."

"Mmmm, it's very comfortable, what were you talking about?" Zheng Yan snorted with his eyes closed, listening to him as if he was saying something, so he asked casually.

"Say that you have talent, you can drive a good car without a driver's license."

"Well, are you complimenting me?"

"Of course, slow down"

"Che thought you were so good!"

"Be careful that you can't get out of bed tomorrow!"

"No, what is such a little exercise!" (To be continued......)