Chapter 53 In the dead of night, we all think
In the early hours of the morning, the sky gradually brightened, and the Mito family house, traveling around the room.
Zhou You was lying on the bed covered with a quilt, turning over and couldn't sleep, he reached out and gently touched his forehead, feeling that there was still a small protrusion there, and the tip of his nose could still smell the faint smell of wine on his body now, Zhou You began to reorganize all the events.
Because the misunderstanding with Ayuna last night led to all kinds of things today. First of all, because of the traces left by Ayuna, he had to wear a mask in the morning, plus he was in a playful mood.
So I had to meet the drunk Kai because of cospaly, if I hadn't met Kai, I wouldn't have seen Naruto Uzumaki's lonely back, and I wouldn't have won the reason because of emotion and tried to "flap my wings". There will be no more encounters after visiting Sunset's house, and there will be no self who is now tossing and turning and making difficult choices.
Thinking of this, Zhou You turned the back of his hand over, swiped his palm up, and gently grabbed the hair on his forehead.
It seems that this grasp has made Zhou You's thinking clearer, but the unwillingness in his heart has become stronger. Zhou You instantly thought about what happened at the dinner table of the Red family at sunset, although it was useless to think about it at this point. But I always have some uncomfortable feelings in my heart, and I finally fell in love with a woman, but I had to give up because of age concerns and other reasons, maybe this is also a common problem for many otaku.
Traveling around your past life always thought a lot and did very little. He has a lot of friends of the opposite sex around him, but he always has all kinds of inexplicable concerns. He stopped his pace of preparing to move forward. But these are not the main reasons, maybe Zhou You is buried deep in his heart, and the inferiority complex that is usually imperceptible is the main reason for Zhou You's current this.
He always felt that he was not worthy of others; He doesn't believe that anyone can like his humble and introverted self; He doesn't believe that there is a person of the opposite sex who is willing to accompany his poor self to the future.
Giving up is the longest way to travel around yourself. I don't know when he learned to look at everything around him rationally, including various problems such as human feelings.
After 2 rebirths, there are fewer and fewer incidents of "giving up" in Zhou You. After more than 20 years, it is now time for Zhou You to rationally remind him to "give up" again, but only this "giving up" makes it difficult for Zhou You to choose.
Because this time the emotion stood up to stop Zhou You from giving up, but if he didn't give up, his life might be in danger.
The root of it all came from the mutual apology and conversation with Asma Ape Fei after dinner today.
Zhou You, who returned to the living room to prepare for dinner, was embraced by Sunset, Zhou You recalled his sister in his previous life, and also remembered how his confused state just now caused the current misunderstanding.
But in Zhou You's own heart, these two people can't be generalized, Zhou You's sister is his sister, and Sunset Red is Sunset Red.
Sunset Red is the first woman to fall in love with her in the past 20 years since her death and rebirth, and her lonely heart has quietly opened because of the time she has studied with Sunset Red. Zhou You likes the way she looks; I like her serious expression; I like the tone in which she teaches herself; I like her to move myself with her enthusiasm, and this one has a little throbbing because of her.
If it weren't for the fact that the age of the body is too young, plus the fear of change if you are familiar with the plot. Zhou You will definitely abandon all kinds of thoughts and concerns in his previous life and choose to pursue her seriously. But in the end, reason once again prevailed, so Zhou You didn't interfere too much with the relationship between Sunset Red and Ape Fei Asma, and he didn't think about what it would affect. It's just because of simple unhappiness and jealousy, so he chose to go against Ape Fei Asma.
But this does not mean that Zhou You is willing to the fact that Sunset Red has become his sister. Because in Zhou You's heart, he may have thought that there would be a chance in the future, but after the two became sisters and brothers, all this possibility was wiped out in an instant.
At that time, it was difficult to sort out and understand the feelings in your heart.
Although he tried his best to resist a few times later, under the expectant eyes of Zhou You's eyes, like sisters, lovers, and relatives, Zhou You finally nodded and acquiesced to this relationship.
Because Zhou You couldn't explain why he suddenly called Sister Sunset Hong just now, and he didn't want the people he cared about to be sad at all.
However, Sunset Red regarded Zhou You's actions as Zhou You's subconscious and regarded her as his sister, so he forced Zhou You, who thought it was just a tsundere, to admit all this.
Later, at dinner, Sunset Red was very happy and excited all night because of the extra Zhou You, the righteous brother, and the meal was boring.
Probably because he knew that Zhou Yu was coming to visit today, although the dishes at the dinner table were very rich, but Hong and Asma didn't drink, so the dinner ended early.
Zhou You endured the feeling of uncertainty in his heart, saying that he had no objection to this matter, but he had to inform Mito Menyan, so he chose to leave early.
Soon after leaving, he was caught up by Sarufei Asma, and at the suggestion and invitation of Sarufei Asma, the two came to the barbecue restaurant where Sarufei Asma had salt-roasted saury and broad beans in his mouth.
Since dinner time had already passed, there were few people at the barbecue restaurant, and the waiter and the owner began to prepare for the closing of the restaurant after the customers left.
Writing here, because of the limited pen power, I have to switch the perspective, and this perspective backtracking is really difficult to write.
The two chose a location close to the door of the store and sat down.
"Two bottles of sake, a salt-grilled saury, a sausage, and broad beans," Asma said to the waiter.
"Good guest, please wait" Although the waiter was slightly dissatisfied with the two people who came to drink at this time, he still followed his professional ethics.
Zhou You looked at Asma sitting opposite him with a habitual smile on his face.
Then he took a detailed look at this barbecue restaurant, this barbecue restaurant has traveled around, the last three people had a dinner here before the death of Ape Fei Zangfeng, and then the three of them went to perform a C-level mission alone, and Sape Fei Zangfeng ran to death.
There are a total of four yakiniku restaurants in Konoha, and only one is an authentic yakiniku restaurant. The rest is just a barbecue with barbecue, and more often they sell other side dishes, and everyone will choose different stores to eat according to their preferences.
After a while, the waiter will serve the dishes and then retire. Asma took the sake and poured herself a glass before handing it to Zhou You.
"Asma-senpai, it seems that I am not old enough to drink."
"Hehe, don't pretend, you and Hinata Okita" Asma raised her eyebrows and said.
Zhou You heard Asma say this, and he didn't plan to explain anything, so he reached out and took the wine glass and took a sip.
After all, the drunkenness of Zhou Yu and Hinata Okita will be known to anyone who cares. That time, I was holding Hinata Okita, but I walked through most of the streets of Konoha Market.
Ape Fei Asma poured himself a cup and drank it all, ate a broad bean and said:
"Na So-kun, I'm sorry for this afternoon's incident, let's get along."
Zhou You, who was a little disturbed in his heart, looked up and looked carefully at the ape Fei Asma in front of him, although his heart was a little confused, but Zhou You didn't have to guess to know that Asma was very serious this time, otherwise it wouldn't be like this.
"Asma senior, I also had something wrong in the past, please forgive me."
"Haha, it's okay if anyone were going to snatch my sister, I would do the same. I really didn't expect this to be sorry at the time. ”
The corners of Zhou You's mouth twitched, and he laughed at himself in his heart, "Sister"? I loved it at the time! It's jealousy! I still like it! Bastard. It's just that now he suddenly became a younger brother like this, and when he thought of this, he was a little depressed and picked up the wine glass in front of him and drank it all.
Compared with the liquor that was forty or fifty degrees at every turn in the previous life, sake is really nothing for Zhou You.
"Senior Asma, I hope you can take good care of Sister Hong in the future," Zhou You nodded and said to Asma Asma on the side.
"Of course," Asma began.
Then the two began to talk slowly, starting from the common connection between the two, such as Sunset Red in addition to teaching Zhou You Illusion and treating him as an ingredient taste experiment, etc., and then to the various grievances that happened before the two. gradually talked about the days when Sunset Red and Asma were children.
The wine is eaten one by one, and the appetizers have been changed round after round. The sake bottles on the table in front of the two gradually increased, but in fact, Asma was basically drinking it later, and Zhou You was just accompanying.
When talking about the two of them when they were young, they had to talk about the instructor of Zhou You, Ape Fei Zangfeng.
He still has a lot of feelings for Ape Fei Zangfeng's travels, although the contact time is not long, but his death is honestly something that Zhou You never expected.
The death of Zang Feng made Asma, who was already a little drunk, feel a lot, and Zhou You, who was a little sad, also agreed with Asma's point of view. The two drank until the owner of the barbecue restaurant came apologetically and told him that it was time to close.
Asma was almost completely drunk, and Zhou Yu was also slightly drunk.
A handful of tearing off the sunset red help to cover the gauze on his face, the five fingers on his face were imprinted under the flushed face, which looked a little dazzling.
Zhou You's eyes were a little confused and said to the owner of the barbecue restaurant:
"Do you know me?"
"Of course I do, Mito-sama."
"I don't have enough money on me today, so I'll come to my house tomorrow to pick it up."
After speaking, he ignored the somewhat surprised boss, and walked towards the ape Fei Asma on his shoulder.
may be because Zhou You's height is much shorter than Asma's, and Zhou You is not particularly sober and didn't help Asma well, so not far from Ape Fei's house, Asma pushed Zhou You away from his side, lay on the telephone pole, and vomited.
Zhou You checked Asma's current state, took a few steps forward and knocked on the Ape Fei family's mansion. After Zhou You explained his intentions, a tall servant came to Asma's side with Zhou You and helped Asma into the house.
Perhaps because he was a little sober after vomiting, at the moment he entered the door, Asma shook off the support of the servants beside him, turned around and tilted his head to look at Zhou You outside the door and said:
"What if...... One day, I'll be like a ...... Zang Feng, you must help me protect it...... "After saying that, his body suddenly went limp, and he fell to the ground.
late at night
"Have you found Master Nai?" Mito Menyan sat in the hall, asking the servant who had just stepped into the house.
"I found it, the young master seems to be drinking with Master Asma in the barbecue restaurant, because Master Asma is there, the little one didn't go to disturb, so he came back to report." The servant spoke.
"How are the two of them together? Isn't there always a rumor that they don't deal with each other? Forget it, since there is no danger," Mito Menyan thought to himself, and then spoke:
"Well, you're doing the right thing, go down and get some rest." ――
ps: The identity of Sister Sunset Red is very important, and of course, there is Ape Fei Asma!
PS2: When I wrote it, I kept thinking, if Asma didn't die, would Kakashi still be the sixth generation?