Xiao Rong didn't come to us today, which made us a little disappointed. But when I think about it, it's relieved, after all, others have their own lives, and they can't come to us every day to be our cooks.

Qiu Yu has already been promoted to the king, I paid attention to everyone's winning points again today, and I was horrified to find that I had become the bottom, even Feng Jun had reached 80 winning points, and I was only 76. Everyone is trying to improve, and I'm standing still, no, even pulling them back. I suddenly felt very sad and sad.

I'm a very ordinary person, never a genius. When I was in elementary school, everything I learned was very simple, plus I was honest and diligent, so my grades were good, and I always took the top 10 exams. Later, when I went to junior high school, I became obsessed with playing games online, and my grades plummeted, and I was always at the bottom of my class.

She also advised me to study hard, and I also tried hard. But I tried hard for a long time, but I found that they had left me far behind, and even if I ran forward desperately, I couldn't catch up with them, so I gave up again. But it was also because I worked hard that I was able to get into a second-rate high school in the high school entrance examination, so that I wouldn't even be able to go to high school, and she was sent to our best high school.

The graduation season is equal to the breakup season, and the students who have not grown much hair but have made a mountain alliance and sea vows will go their separate ways one by one when they graduate. Because she and I were often together at that time, although the two of us seemed so unworthy, there was still a lot of gossip. So at the time of graduation, many people were preparing to see the excitement of the two of us.

But they didn't expect, and I didn't expect, that we would be so peaceful. She doesn't have many friends, just me. I don't have many friends, only her. She said, "Handsome, happy graduation." I said, "Well, you are happy too." "It's like asking if you've eaten? I ate the same.

Am I expecting something? I asked myself. No, how could you expect anything, I answered myself.

Because we both know that we are not all the way. She is the bright and bright flower of the tree, and I am the filthy nameless sand under the tree.

But my heart was sour, as if I was in silent resistance.

After high school, we had little contact, and occasionally we did, and that was also on QQ. I almost never take the initiative to chat with her on QQ because I am afraid of disturbing her. She is a person with dreams, and she works hard for her dreams all the time. So at that time, I had a habit of staring at her avatar in a daze. Sometimes I can't help but want to chat with her, and the words have been typed out, but they are deleted one by one.

Because I know that the deeper you fall, the more painful it hurts.

Later, during the Chinese New Year, someone said in the junior high school class group, let's have a class reunion, and many people said yes, so it was decided. It was in a KTV, and a lot of junior high school classmates came, including me, including her. After seeing each other for so long, I thought I must have a lot to say to her, but when I met, I only said a happy new year. She smiled at me, Happy New Year.

I sat in the leftmost corner of the KTV and drank silently, and she sat in the rightmost corner of the KTV and watched everyone sing. Those lively boys were roaring and singing wildly, wantonly promoting youth. The boy who was singing had drunk a lot of wine, and he suddenly shouted, "XX, I like you!" Everyone was stunned for a moment, then burst into screams and cheers, and a few people looked at me.

I looked at her, and I didn't know what she was going to do. I couldn't see if her face had changed under the dim flickering lights of the KTV, but I could tell that she wasn't happy. The boy obviously didn't see it, or maybe the alcohol and everyone's coaxing made him emboldened, and he shouted into the microphone again: "XX, be my girlfriend!" I'm in the same school as you, and I'll be good to you! ”

I suddenly got angry for no reason, I don't know what I'm angry about, am I angry that I don't have that kind of courage? Or are you angry that you can't get into her school? I do not know.

I said, "That's enough, don't make jokes." The boy looked at me and said, "Who the is kidding you?" I'm serious! I finally couldn't help but burst into a foul mouth: "Recognize your paralyzed truth!" She doesn't like you again, what are you pestering about!? The boy was already dry after drinking, and when he heard my words, he immediately rushed over and pressed me to the ground, yelling at me: "You paralyze you again, what the hell are you dragging with Lao Tzu?" If she doesn't like me, will she still like you? Waste stuff! You see yourself worthy of him?? ”

I felt a rush of anger in my head, a punch in his face, and then the two of us got into a scuffle in an instant, which was the first and only time I had taken the initiative to fight someone.

Only then did my classmate react, and hurriedly came over to pull the frame and pulled me and him apart. I looked back, but I couldn't find her, and I couldn't see her in my seat. I saw that the door was open again, and rushed out.

It's a pity that when you go out and turn left, you're no longer there.

In an instant, grievances and sadness came to my heart, I didn't know what was wrong with me, I couldn't control myself at all, and tears flowed down. It was the first time I cried for her, and certainly not the last. When I got home, I logged on to QQ and she was also online.

"I'm sorry." I don't know why I apologized, but I felt like I should.

She didn't reply to me, and I was not reconciled. "I'm sorry." I sent her again, I waited for a while, and she still didn't reply to me.

"I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry."

I sent more than a dozen sorry in a row, and her avatar flashed and went offline.

I suddenly felt like I was going to suffocate, the feeling that I wanted to cry, but I couldn't. Why? Why? I asked myself, I had told myself a long time ago not to fall into it, but why, now I can't extricate myself deeply.

Since then, we haven't even had a few connections, and even if we did, it was just a holiday greeting. Ironically, however, the boy later became her first boyfriend and dated for two months. I cried for a long time when I heard the news, I always thought I was strong, but I never thought I would shed so many tears for a girl.

This news should not have been known to me because I didn't contact them at all. But fate is like this, it always has to tear your wounds open again and again, forcing you to see.

That night, I had just come out of an Internet café and was about to go home, when I heard someone calling me. I followed the sound and saw that the fat man at my table in junior high school was calling me at a spicy stall, and there were a few junior high school classmates around me, and the boy was there. I was stunned for a moment, but it passed.

The fat man beckoned me to sit down and said, "Whatever you eat, whatever you want!" I felt very uncomfortable because of the boy, so I said, "No, I'm going home." Unexpectedly, the boy was honest: "What are you doing when you go back so early, don't just because the two of us fought last time, classmates, don't hurt your friendship because of the fight!" ”

He said so, and it would be hypocritical for me to leave again, so I ordered something to eat and chatted with them. After a while, something came up, it was spicy, but I liked it very much.

At this time, someone suddenly asked the boy, "Where's your girlfriend?" Why didn't I come out with you? I smiled and asked him, "Ah, you all have girlfriends?" Who?? His face was a little unnatural, and someone next to him was quick to talk and said: "It's xx!" As soon as he finished speaking, he suddenly closed his mouth and looked at me in a daze.

I cried at the time, tears fell down one by one, and while I cried, I smiled at them and said, "This Malatang is so spicy, and my tears come out of the spicy one." ”

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