Originally, I didn't open a single chapter, but today I talked to an author about the time to write a book, and I said that I wrote for 4 years, but I didn't achieve anything, and then I sat in front of the computer and cried.

It's been 4 years since I entered this industry. From graduating in 2009 to now in 2013, it took 4 years to give up a good job and a normal life just for my dream of fiction.

No one knows how twelve has spent these years, in order to eat, I have worked part-time in the middle, only eat two meals of porridge a day, and I dare not buy anything other than noodles when I go to the supermarket.

When opening a new book, if you want to go all out, you can only save money and support it with three or four hundred living expenses a month. In the most difficult month, Twelve ate rotten vegetable leaves every day, even if the vegetable leaves were rotten, astringent, bitter, and sour, Twelve gritted his teeth and ate them, telling himself that if he didn't eat enough, he wouldn't be able to code words. As for the fish...... Twelve can only smell the aroma of the stir-fried vegetables next door, which can be regarded as satisfying hunger, and because of this, Twelve lost dozens of pounds.

Everyone knows the continuous high temperature in the southern summer this year, the high temperature here for two consecutive months, and there has not even been rain in the last month, and it has maintained a high temperature of 38~39, or even 40 degrees. Twelve had no money to buy an air conditioner, let alone use it, so he could only blow an electric fan with a hot wind, and sat in front of the computer sweating profusely and tapping on the keyboard.

When asked, Twelve could only awkwardly say that I was going to exercise my willpower. Actually, it's twelve without money.

I remember the happiest time, I was always frugal and didn't dare to buy anything, and once I gritted my teeth, took out 3 yuan, and ran out to buy a bottle of ice Coke. When I drank it, I was so cold that I was completely refreshed.

Recently, except for going to the temple once, I basically haven't gone out, and I get up at 6 o'clock in the morning every day to read, ideate, and code words, which lasts until more than 11 o'clock in the evening. Every day, I read books, I study, and I code words.

Twelve has no talent, so he can only start by learning, imitating, and then groping for his own experience little by little. Twelve is not as good as those authors who become gods or become popular quickly.

Sometimes I see those good authors who mix well in a year or two, most of them are a few years younger than twelve, as an old author who has been on the street for four years, looking at these juniors, I am really envious.

But Twelve knew that they had also put in their own efforts.

It's been four years.,Twelve is no longer a rookie author.,Usually not pretentious.,Everyone feels good when they read the book.,Twelve will be happy with Huile.,And I really thank you.。 Seeing that it was unhappy and scolding, everyone could also see Twelve's reply, all of which sincerely accepted the opinions and thanked them, and never did anything to scold back.

Because Twelve understands that he is just an author who has been on the street for four years and has achieved nothing.

It's been four years, and Twelve is not the kind of newcomer who is just starting out, and he can't tolerate a little scolding. On the contrary, as a so-called old author, Twelve will patiently interpret why book friends scold and what points are not well written. If Twelve is really wrong, Twelve will work hard to change, and it may not be effective immediately, but Twelve is sincerely learning to change.

The so-called deep pain of love, I dare not say that book friends love this book a lot, but I must hope that this book is written well, and I hate why the author of Twelve doesn't write better.

After four years of hitting the streets, the blow to confidence can be imagined. Twelve was on the street again and again, enduring the ridicule and ridicule of many people, silently gritting his teeth, and he could only swallow tears back into his stomach alone. This is really not nonsense, Twelve is a child from the countryside, and everyone likes to compare how their children work, how their daughters-in-law are, and whether they have bought a house...... And Twelve has nothing...... Who wouldn't laugh at the twelve is whimsical.

What's more, it's been four years, and I haven't made any achievements.

But Twelve is still young, loses, is not afraid of hardship, can save money, and Twelve will study hard and make progress little by little. Twelve firmly believes that Twelve, who has made a little progress, will definitely stand up one day.

The reason why I say so much is that I hope you will collect and support the book [Death Paradise] for the sake of an old author who has now been very sincere in code words.

Twelve knows that there are still many deficiencies, and I implore everyone to give more opinions, as well as encouragement, and tolerance, and is willing to give an old author like Twelve a chance, so that Twelve can continue to write diligently.

――[An old author who has been on the street for four years, Uncle Twelve]

2013.08.19