Hurried off the stage, through the crowds, and only the enclosed lounge could breathe a little easier.

When he arrived at the lounge, Ye Zijie patted a few people on the shoulders one by one, but did not speak, at this time the comfort was in vain, only relying on a few people themselves.

Quiet lounge, quiet and frightening.

"I'm sorry." Lin Xing sat on the sofa, holding his head in his hands, and said with extreme guilt.

The more familiar you are, the harder it is for you to say sorry or thank you to someone you can say to a stranger.

Lin Xing didn't know how many times he said sorry. For three whole games, he was killed or suppressed by sing online due to his lack of personal strength, and sing, who could not be suppressed and was good at using TP to bring rhythm, directly made Shenwei repeatedly fall into a disadvantage.

In the three games, he said "I'm sorry" the most, and the infinite self-blame in his heart even made him collapse.

He knows very well in his heart that he himself is a professional player who is not in the stream, although he is usually known as one of the three legs of Hanbok, but there is still a lot of gap between him and the world's top teams like TC.

The Shenwei team was proposed by him, and Ye Zijie and others were also recruited by him to join

However......

Today, however, he failed to protect even his teammates.

"Don't blame yourself." Fuyuko said, "There's no way around it. ”

There has never been an invincible person in the world, even Jayker has been killed twice in a game, and the gap between them and TC is not only in individual ability, but also in the tacit understanding of the team.

How long have they been teaming up?

How long has TC been?

………….

"Where is the hope for Chinese LoL?"

"The Chinese team has failed miserably again, who will break the 3:0 curse?"

"Beidou is just in vain, and he has proved that Rank is not the same as the competition. The so-called robbery with jayker55 is just a children's robbery......"

"TC won the championship again and created an unprecedented esports miracle. South Korea is invincible! ”

"Why doesn't Shenwei measure his own power......"

"Beidou's identity is very high, and he is actually a college student, begging to form a team to watch."

"Retire, jump like this, and be beaten so badly, what kind of e-sports are you playing? Why don't you retire and sell cakes as a winner in life? ”

"Kamui's other points are pretty good, but Beidou is really a little unbearable, even if his data is very good, but I heard that Kamui is headed by him, and with such an inflated core, others will definitely be affected. That's why I think Kamui was planted because of him. ”

"The above analysis makes a lot of sense, it's not. The Shenwei team played well in the LPL, it was really a grain of rat feces that spoiled a pot of soup. ”

……

In the college classroom, Gao Shiqi was mad at these overwhelming posts, and she was angry. Finally, I pressed off the phone angrily, and then I felt a little better.

It's been nearly a month since the Asian International League, but the public opinion about Shenwei being TC 3:0 has not passed. There are all sorts of ridiculous posts coming out every day, and it seems to be never-ending.

She finally understood what Ye Zijie said to her at the beginning, in the e-sports industry, except for the champion, all other rankings are crimes.

Runner-up. Third place, semi-final, quarter-finalist?

None of this is worth mentioning!

When a few members of the Shenwei clan returned to China, they were greeted with not comfort and? Instead, the mob on the Internet finally found an outlet, and countless vicious curses were aimed at the Shenwei team.

Of course, the first to bear the brunt is Ye Zijie.

Because from the beginning, the reason why many people paid attention to this team was because of Beidou. There is a misconception in the hearts of many people that heroes cannot lose and supermen cannot shed tears.

If he falls one day, the former praise will in an instant turn into the most vicious slander.

The darkness of human nature is vividly reflected at this moment.

Moreover, Ye Zijie's performance before the game. It also makes these trolls feel more and more that all the faults of Shenwei are because of Ye Zijie alone, taunting before the game, all kinds of jumps, what is the result? The result is not yet 3:0!

Just like the seed team of S5, Shenwei is also under the same pressure as they were at the beginning, especially Ye Zijie, who is criticized against him all the time.

What makes Gao Shiqi feel most angry is that now even the people around her who called themselves "diehard fans of Beidou" have also defected after this, and when they mention Beidou, they will say with disdain, "Oh, it turned out to be the guy who was slapped in the face after jumping before the game!" ”

Gao Shiqi naturally knows the truth, but it is precisely because she knows the truth that she feels particularly sorry for Ye Zijie.

Why. Why do you have to carry all the pressure alone? Does he just care about his reputation?

It's hard for her to imagine how Ye Zijie is spending these days.

Fortunately, because of Ye Zijie attracting the attention of those trolls, and the performance of the Shenwei team in the first few weeks of Hanbok, the rest of the Shenwei team was relatively less under the pressure of public opinion.

finally got out of class, Gao Shiqi didn't even pack up her things, so she went straight to the Shenwei base, although it was said to be the base, in fact, the place was in the Internet café opened by Chen Zixu's family.

Familiar with the car came to the Shangwei Internet café, just as Yan Luo was moving things inside, seeing Gao Shiqi coming, Yan Luo stopped what he was doing, and said helplessly, "You are here again, hey, you comfort and comfort him, although he seems to be fine, but I understand that he must not feel good in his heart." ”

As a professional player, what I am most afraid of is those abuses and doubts on the Internet, and no one can be hard enough to be inviolable.

It was okay when he played power training, because the game LoL was not so popular at that time, so naturally it didn't have such a high degree of attention, and winning or losing would not cause too many repercussions.

After that, LoL gradually became popular, and his achievements were also a kind of qualification, so people respected him more.

On the other hand, although the treatment of professional players is better, the pressure on their shoulders is also much greater than that of them back then.

"Hmm." Gao Shiqi nodded.

After walking into the base, the others were training seriously, and no one noticed Gao Shiqi's arrival.

Pushing open the door of a small room with a bathroom, in the dim little dark room, only a computer was on, and a teenager with messy hair was smoking a cigarette, his fingers crackling on the keyboard.

"You're here." Ye Zijie said, rubbing his tired face, "I'm on the live broadcast, and I still have a handful of tasks that should be completed today." ”

Gao Shiqi's eyes flashed with a hint of regret, put the fruit in his hand on the table, and glanced out of the corner of his eye, just saw the barrage-

"What kind of profession do anchors have when they are so good? Let's go back to raising pigs! ”

"The anchor is so powerful, why don't you go to the Shenwei team to play professionally?"

"What kind of self-confidence can make you make a stupid move in 1v2?"

"It's inflated, it's too inflated, and I think I'm invincible in the world. However, after being taught to be a man, it is also the world's first calamity, and I think it is almost the same as a children's calamity. ”

"After all, it's 3:0, and I can do it!"

"Lose the face of our Chinese!"

"You brain-dead trolls, people are going to kill Jayker anyway, can you do it?"

Yo, you guardian dog, I can't say it if I can't do it? Do I have to be able to refrigerate a refrigerator? ”

"That's it, teasing. jumped so much before the game, and said that he killed Jayker alone, but he was slapped in the face instead of pretending to be forced, this is retribution! ”

"He's a cancer in the Shenwei clan, what are you doing in Shenwei now? Eating and waiting to die? ”

The ridicule on the screen rolled over, and Ye Zi turned a blind eye, while Gao Shiqi was puzzled in her heart, what kind of tenacious heart can still stand here despite so much abuse? Still persevering to this day?

"Stop going live!" Gao Shiqi couldn't look at it.

"Hehe, what about the mission. If you don't finish it, you will have to deduct money. Ye Zijie laughed, "And I don't watch the barrage, the sound is also off, they can't interfere with me." ”

Just lined up, Ye Zijie typed to ask for a position, "5L mid-single, thank you." ”

However, as soon as he spoke, a harsh sentence immediately came out, "5L is still an honest assistant, I want to be a mid-laner in 1L, let you see the robbery with jayker55!" ”

"Haha, 66666, after all, people can hit the second hanbok, can you give people a little face?"

"That's right, people say that they also crossed the line with Jaykerr, and he's still a professional player!"

Ye Zijie looked at the ridicule of his teammates, and typed again, "Then I'll fill in the position." ”

He was used to it, or rather, numb.

"yes, that's what it sounds like. You lie down well, brother will take you to win. The first floor laughed wildly.

"I'm going to grass you! What kind of thing are you? Do you have a part to say here? ”

Dongzi, who was on the fourth floor, suddenly became angry, "You bunch of garbage are less yin and yang weird bb here, believe it or not, Lao Tzu hung up your machine?" ”

"Yo, isn't that a class support with only one hammer stone in that hero's bowl? Double-rowed? On-hook? Do you dare to hang? Don't forget, you're a pro, can you hang one up for me? The man shouted triumphantly, and at the same time stopped the hammerstone.

made it clear that he was not afraid of Lin Miao hanging up at all, and he looked like he was afraid that the world would not be chaotic.

Ye Zijie frowned, and chatted with Dongzi privately, "Forget it, I'll fill in the position." ”

Immediately, Dongzi's angry voice came from outside, "Damn, this group of crumbs, you used to be able to kneel and lick them all in line, but now ****** are all like dogs!" Can you bear it? ”

After speaking, Lin Xing fell in seconds.

Ye Zijie shook his head, lit a cigarette, and began to row alone, "You go out, there is a strong smell of smoke here." ”

Gao Shiqi glanced at Ye Zijie, who looked haggard and tired, bit her lip, and finally turned around and walked out, gently closing the door.

As soon as she turned around, she ran into Lin Xing, who was busy.

"Lin Xing, why haven't you let Ye Zijie play for so long?" Gao Shiqi walked over and asked.

It's been almost a month since the LPL started, and Ye Zijie hasn't played a single game in four games a week, which worries her a lot.

Lin Xing was stunned for a moment, and a deep helplessness appeared on his face, "He is not suitable to play now, his state this month is also very poor, and he has struggled a little in the diamond game, I think a large part of the reason is because of his family...... The knot in his heart did not open. ”

Li Qianqian's heart ached, and she bit her lip and whispered, "It seems that he is not as strong as he imagined......"

Although Ye Zijie seems to be indifferent, in fact, everyone can see that he is very tired.

After returning from South Korea, he became reticent and even a little wooden in his daily life. He used to be just a little lazy. It's a lazy look at everything, and now it's ...... Rather, he became a little insensitive.

Lin Xing shook his head and sighed, "No one can be calm in this kind of situation. What I'm worried about now is that he won't be able to come out......"

Even those who are accustomed to seeing the rights and wrongs of personnel, when everyone is questioning and abusing him, no matter how strong his mentality is, he will be shaken and affected.

"What's wrong with his family?" Gao Shiqi asked nervously.

"After this incident, his parents were very opposed to him playing professionally."

Lin Xing said helplessly, "For this reason, I went to his house to visit his parents, but his parents really couldn't accept the scolding about Ye Zijie on the Internet, after all, no parent wants to see their son suffer so much criticism, they just want Ye Zijie to go back to school now...... What can I do? After all, Ye Zijie is their son. ”

The older generation has a very traditional concept, and Ye Zijie's previous brilliant performance has indeed changed them a little. But after this incident, they completely cut off their expectations of Ye Zijie on the road of e-sports.

Lin Xing could do very little, even if she said that her mouth was dry, the second elder was still stubborn, and even looked at Lin Xing with a suspicious look, which made Lin Xing feel a little guilty, and finally came back silently.

"That's ...... So what does he think of himself? ”

Lin Xing did not answer. Instead, he walked into the counter of the Internet café with Li Qianqian, took out a document printed on A4 paper from the drawer, and handed it over......

When Gao Shiqi saw the five words "retirement agreement" on it, her delicate body couldn't help but tremble and covered her mouth. Desperate not to let myself cry......

Why, why?

Are you going to push him to this point, O wicked people? Do you really want him to be as you wish, so that you will be happy?

Where has he sinned against you?

"He handed over this retirement agreement to me when he came back from South Korea, but I never handed it over to the alliance, but pressed it in my hands, and at the same time kept him with the contract with the live broadcast platform...... But in two weeks, the live broadcast contract will also expire, and I don't know how to keep him at that time. ”

Lin Xing couldn't go on.

He doesn't blame Ye Zijie for being too poor in psychological tolerance, but only for the people on the Internet who are too barbaric and ruthless. She has seen too many professional players ruined by these online mobs, and he really hopes that Ye Zijie can survive.

However, she also knows that Ye Zijie is now facing not only the rumors on the Internet, but also the pressure from the family.

Before Kamui was formed. He knew that Ye Zijie had never been able to let go of the obstacle in his heart, and that obstacle was his parents, until the Shenwei team had a little success in Hanbok, Ye Zijie was finally able to take that step, but now...... It's like a heart door that was originally shut, and it was finally opened, and now it is suddenly closed again, and it is ten times more difficult to open it again!

For e-sports players, a special professional group, what they value most is not the opinion of outsiders, but their family, if their family members are strongly opposed, full of doubts and anger, how can they settle down and bear so much pressure to move forward?

Therefrom. She didn't even think it was a strange thing for Ye Zijie to slip into shape. (To be continued.) )