For the next few days, I stayed at home and didn't go anywhere, playing League of Legends with my brother all day.

In just a few days, my younger brother was promoted from Bronze 4 to Bronze 1, of which I naturally contributed a lot.

Then, it's the New Year.

On the 30th day of the 30th month of 2014, the last day of 2014, Chinese New Year's Eve.

Our family had a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, watching the Spring Festival Gala together in the living room, my father's mobile phone kept receiving New Year's greeting text messages, but I only had a few.

One is from the autumn rain, and the other is from the old yellow.

I sent a text message of blessing to Qiuyu and they all replied, and then sent one to Xiaorong as well.

I hesitated for a moment, and then sent a blessing text message to "her" on QQ, I send her a blessing text message every year during the Chinese New Year, and I replied a few times, and a few times I didn't.

Now that I think about it, it should have been her changing numbers, and I don't know.

Xiao Rong quickly sent me a message, densely packed with a lot of blessings, I glanced at it, and turned it off.

It was close to twelve o'clock when fireworks and firecrackers suddenly went off outside, and I walked out onto the balcony, looked at the fireworks in the sky, and suddenly sighed.

I started to get a little lost, and I didn't know if I had chosen the right path to play professionally.

Although it was my dream, I couldn't have it both ways.

As my dad said, I'm not too young anymore, I can't just think about myself anymore, I have to think about my future.

The path to a career is very difficult, and it does not necessarily mean that as long as you persevere, you can succeed.

I think of the five guys on the DJMC team who dedicated their youth to esports and ended up getting nothing.

And that class reunion also gave me some stimulation to a greater or lesser extent.

Although they all seem to be suspicious of pretending, they are undoubtedly much better than me.

If I dedicate my youth to esports, and then I get nothing like the people on the DJMC team, then how will I come back to my parents?

This is a single-plank bridge, and there are thousands of people on the other side of the bank who want to cross the bridge, and after crossing the bridge, you can jump into the dragon gate and become famous in one fell swoop, but once you can't cross the bridge, you can only fall into the boundless abyss.

And the chance of crossing the bridge is only one in one, or even one in a thousand!

Is it to move forward and keep going!? Or do you want to stop at the precipice and change jobs quickly!?

My heart was very entangled, and I really didn't know what to do.

Moreover, I didn't tell any of my relatives and friends about my career, and I didn't even have anyone to talk to.

The fireworks on the horizon suddenly exploded, bursting into countless brilliant fireworks, but they disappeared in a blink of an eye.

……

"Happy New Year!"

"Happy New Year!"

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, I played at home for another day, and in the next few days, I followed my father and younger brother around to pay New Year's greetings, and my mother stayed at home because of her inconvenient legs.

Uncle, second uncle, third uncle, brother-in-law, eldest aunt, second aunt, uncle, eldest aunt, it just makes my head big.

And what bothers me the most is their "care" for me.

"Oh, handsome, have you found a girlfriend!?"

"Well, not yet."

"Oh, handsome, you're not too young, it's time to find one, by the way, where are you working now!?"

"Working at a computer company in XG City."

"Oh, how's the salary?"

"One month...... More than two thousand. ”

Every now and then, I always keep my head down, because I know they're going to start shaking their heads right away and saying why are they so low? Then he began to say which big company his son and daughter work in, how much the salary is, and how much the benefits are.

I couldn't do anything about it, I could only bow my head silently, grit my teeth and endure it, while my dad could only listen to those relatives show off in embarrassment.

I'm such a fucking piece of shit! I scolded myself a thousand times in my heart, and I was annoyed that I had made my father lose face in front of my relatives.

My dad is a very good person, he was handsome when he was young, he was also very good to my mother, and he didn't smoke, didn't drink, and his work was also very smooth, and he had always been a good man role model in the eyes of his relatives, but at this moment, this good man role model couldn't hold his head up in front of his relatives because he was not a son.

When I got home, my dad didn't say anything, but I could tell he wasn't very happy.

Dad sat on the sofa and pondered for a long time, and said to me: "Dashuai, it's really not okay, you can change jobs, I'll find some connections and find you a job with a higher salary." ”

My hand on my phone shook visibly, I gritted my teeth and didn't speak.

My dad knows my temper very well, and if I don't speak, it means that I don't agree, but I don't know how to say it.

Dad sighed, got up and walked to the room to accompany Mom, I looked at Dad's back and found that he was really old.

When he was a child, he needed to look up, but he was no longer as tall as me, and the black hair in his memory was half white, and the only thing that didn't change was his straight waist.

Dad's waist has been straight for decades, and he has not been bent by life until now.

The days of going home are always short, and half a month has passed in a flash.

On the evening of the ninth day of the new year, I was cleaning my things when my parents suddenly called me into their room.

My mother reluctantly said, "Will you leave early tomorrow morning?" Can't stay two more days? ”

I shook my head and said, "No, I'll start going to work at eleven, and I have to go there tomorrow at ten." ”

Dad opened his mouth to say something, but he still didn't say it.

I knew what he wanted to say, but he also knew I wouldn't agree.

Mom nodded and said: "Dashuai, you are my son, I understand your temper, very stubborn, if your father asks you to change jobs, you will definitely not agree, so we will not force you, but you have to take good care of yourself over there, and remember not to do illegal things." ”

"Don't worry, Mom." I patted her on the shoulder, "I hope the next time I come back, you'll be able to get out of bed and bounce around." ”

My mother smiled and said, "Okay, if you have enough to eat over there, if you are short of money, tell me, I will ask your father to send you money, and bring me a girl back next time." ”

"Don't worry!" I smiled and said, "Mission completion guaranteed!" ”

A year, I gave myself a year.

If I hadn't crossed the bridge in a year, I'd come back, listen to my father, and let him arrange a job for me.

Just let me be willful for the last time, in a year, if I don't succeed, I will become a benevolent.

Early the next morning, my dad drove me to the station.

I bought a ticket to XG City and asked my dad to go back, and my dad shook his head and said I didn't have to worry about him.

I got on the bus to XG City, because it was not yet the departure time, so there were not many people on the bus, so I chose a window seat to sit.

I waved at my dad through the window and told him to go home again, but he turned away and went to buy me a bottle of water from the small shop in the station.

I suddenly remembered a text I learned in junior high school, Zhu Ziqing's "Back".

How similar this scene is, father's love is like a mountain, heavy and not easy to express.

I have not been an obedient child since I was a child, but my father is not like my mother, he rarely beats me, on the contrary, he always defends me when my mother beats me and stops my mother.

He didn't beat and scold me like my mother, but he was a different kind of harsh on me.

He didn't allow me to watch TV while eating, he didn't allow me to get up in the morning and be lazy and not brush my teeth, and he didn't demand my grades, but he didn't allow me to cheat on exams.

It can be said that my mother made me grow up, and my father taught me how to grow into a man, a man who tops the world.

When the departure time came, the car was gradually full, and there was a young girl sitting next to me, who looked pretty good, which couldn't help but make me feel a little uneasy.

I waved at my dad again, but he didn't move, but he also raised his hand and waved at me.

"Let's go back, it's cold outside." I say.

The old nodded, still not moving, but I noticed a little sparkle in his eyes.

"Horn ......" The driver honked twice, and then finally the train started, and my father stood there, watching me gradually move away from him, and the car turned out of the station, and I finally couldn't see my father anymore.

The next time I go home, I'm afraid it's going to be the Chinese New Year again.

I calmed down a little and got ready to sleep in the car, because I didn't fall asleep until two o'clock in the morning last night and woke up at six o'clock in the morning.

At this time, the girl sitting next to me suddenly patted me and startled me.

The girl was obviously also frightened by me, she quickly said: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I just want to ask you for a favor, can you change places with me, I'm a little sicksick, I want to sit by the window." ”

I've never had any resistance to girls' requests.

After I switched seats with her, she thanked me and began to close her eyes as well.

I took a closer look at this girl and found that she was still quite beautiful, although she was obviously wearing light makeup, but her facial features were also very exquisite.

At this moment, according to the plot in the novel, I should take the initiative to chat with the girl, and then become good friends while chatting, and then leave each other's contact information, after contacting a few times, the girl fell in love with me and couldn't extricate herself, and then we came to a love-hate relationship that shook the world and cried ghosts and gods.

But it's just a novel, and it's impossible for me.

You will meet a lot of people in this life, and 99% of them are just passers-by in your life, and only those 1% will enter your world.

What's more, it's impossible for me to go up and talk to a beautiful woman when I see her, what if she is really attracted by this handsome and handsome and graceful appearance!? You know, this handsome man is a very dedicated person!

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