Chapter 837: The heart is like ashes

Wu Ruotang was in a state of turmoil, his hands and feet were sore and uncontrollable, and he couldn't pick up the hairpin that Ya Qianrou threw on the ground several times. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 In order to divert Xiao Tingyu's attention and make him no longer doubt himself, he consciously brought up Ya Qianrou's question. Sure enough, a few casual words easily dismissed Xiao Tingyu. He walked to the window and looked at the bright moon hanging high in the sky, only to see that the bright moon was like a hook, and the bright moonlight swayed down faintly, as if with a trace of chill to the bone. In the distance, several horses' hooves sounded, and the crisp tapping sound hit the ground, but it seemed that someone was hitting Wu Ruotang's heart with a sledgehammer.

Ling'er, are you finally gone? Suddenly, Wu Ruotang's originally tense straight back relaxed, his face became pale as paper, his hands behind his back were no longer controlled, and he kept trembling, his eyes were full of endless sadness, and the sadness was so thick that even the bright moon outside the window could not dissolve it.

ā€œā€¦ā€¦ Since then, Xiao Lang has been a passerby...... Hey! Since then, Xiao Lang has been a passerby...... Meng Caiyi, Meng Caiyi, do you think I, Wu Ruotang, will really believe your words? Now that my scruples behind me are gone, I am already alone, no matter what tricks you and Huo Tian have, it's a big deal that I, Wu Ruotang, will give up this life and fight to the death with you! Wu Ruotang sighed and suddenly shouted: "Shop! Store! Bring the wine, ask for the strongest wine ......" An imperceptible bitter smile floated on his cheeks, and he muttered in a low voice: "If you don't get drunk tonight, I'm afraid that I won't have a chance to get drunk in the future......" A gust of wind swept through the window, with a trace of cold air rushed straight into Wu Ruotang's room, and its whimpering sound seemed to be crying for Wu Ruotang.

The night is deeper.

On the official road, Ya Qianrou accompanied Zhao Ling'er to sit in the carriage. The wheels are rustling, the cold wind is cold, and the bright moon shines on the land of northern Hunan Province, but it can't illuminate the hearts of the people in the car.

Zhao Ling'er curled up in a corner without saying a word, clasped her knees with her hands, staring at a certain place in the carriage with empty eyes, and her cheeks, which were as warm as jade, were not bloody. The poignancy and grievance between her eyebrows made Ya Qianrou, who was sitting beside her, feel heartache and worry. Ask the world, what is love? Ling'er is wholeheartedly infatuated with Wu Ruotang's wolf-hearted guy, but she is abandoned unprepared, how can she bear it? I'm afraid her heart is going to break.

"Hey~~~!" Ya Qianrou sighed. Gently hugged Zhao Ling'er's weak body and said, "Ling'er...... Forget about him! There are so many good men in this world, why do you take him to heart anymore like Wu Xiaotang, a ruthless and unrighteous prodigal son who likes the new and hates the old? ā€

Zhao Ling'er's body leaned softly in Ya Qianrou's arms, and murmured like a dream: "Forget him? …… Forgot about him? …… My heart has been given to him a long time ago, how can I forget him? Sister Xiaorou, please. You teach me...... Tears moistened her eyes, sorrow obliterated her brows.

Ya Qianrou was silent. Sometimes, forgetting a person is often many times harder than killing someone.

Zhao Ling'er seemed to be immersed in a dream, and didn't care if Ya Qianrou answered her question. Or, she didn't ask Ya Qianrou but herself. She then whispered, "Sister Xiaorou...... Do you know? I don't want to think about Brother Wu, but his shadow is always flickering in front of my eyes, and I can't get rid of it. I...... I'm really uncomfortable! ā€¦ā€¦ā€

Ya Qianrou said gently: "Don't think about it if it's uncomfortable...... My sister is talking to you...... Ling'er, do you remember? When I first met you, you were a thirteen or fourteen-year-old girl. That day, Xiao Tingyu took me to the Yueyue Tower in Penglai Immortal Pavilion to find you. You deliberately lit a benzoin to trick me......"

Zhao Ling'er smiled and said: "I remember, you were frightened at the time, thinking that you had hit some kind of 'scattering power'...... Alas, when I first met Brother Wu, I also used benzoin to restrain him and Lu Dongcheng of the Tianshan Sword Sect...... At that time, I beat him to the point that his face was blue and purple, but he still didn't care, and he smiled at me. I looked at his smile, my heart was flustered and confused, and my body was a little soft. Later, it became lighter and lighter...... Sister Xiaorou, I didn't know why this happened at that time, but I found out later, it turns out that I already liked him at that time......"

Ya Qianrou frowned and said, "Why are you still mentioning those old things now?" ā€

Zhao Ling'er didn't seem to hear her. With a smile on his lips, he continued, "...... The days of recuperating in Granny Ying's cottage were the happiest times of my life. At that time, Brother Wu was seriously injured trying to save me...... I stayed with his bed every night, took care of him and served him, burned firewood, cooked and did all kinds of work, but I didn't feel tired at all. There is an indescribable joy of peace in my heart...... At the time, I even thought very selfishly. If only Brother Wu's injuries could not be healed for the rest of his life, then I would be able to accompany him like this for the rest of my life...... Sister Xiaorou, am I very bad? But that's exactly what I thought at the time......"

Ya Qianrou said bitterly: "Ling'er...... You...... Don't talk about it, just take a break. ā€

Zhao Ling'er shook her head and said, "No, you let me say it, I feel a little better when I say it...... Later, Brother Wu finally proposed to me. In front of Granny Ying, Uncle Ying, Qin'er and many other people, he borrowed ten taels of silver from Granny Ying as a dowry...... He said to me, 'Ling'er, your eldest brother Wu is a poor ghost, and he doesn't even have a penny on him, if you are willing to marry me, this ten taels of silver will be regarded as my dowry, and I hope you will accept it'...... I'm really happy, I think I'm the happiest person in the world. What's so important about money? What matters is his love for my heart...... Sister Xiaorou, do you know? Whenever Brother Wu looked at me, my heart kept beating, as if it was about to jump out of my throat. When he hugged me, my body was light, as if floating into the clouds, and I only hoped that Brother Wu would hold me like this for the rest of my life and never let go......"

The more Ya Qianrou listened, the more thrilling she became. This stupid girl keeps saying that she wants to forget Wu Ruotang, but her mind is full of sweet memories with Wu Ruotang in the past, immersed in it and unable to extricate herself.

Ya Qianrou looked down at Zhao Ling'er in her arms, only to see her hands entangled in her chest, her eyes looking at the void in front of her, her eyes were gentle as water, as if Wu Ruotang was in front of her eyes, she kept muttering, when it came to the emotional place, her body couldn't help but emit a burst of heat, and when she said the sad place, her body was cold like ice. In this way, the body is sometimes cold and hot, and if it goes on like this, even the iron beats the man can't stand it, not to mention Zhao Ling'er, a slender woman? (To be continued.) )