Chapter Eighty-Three: The World I'm Burying

"Who are you?"

"I am me."

"Who am I?"

"You are me."

In the endless multicolored world, a vague figure stood in front of me.

"I ...... It's you? ”

"Yes, you are me, I am also you, I am part of what you have buried deeply."

The figure in front of me gradually became clear, it was my appearance, the same handsome and chic, the same jade tree in the wind, and a pair of charming eyes seemed to be able to fascinate thousands of girls.

The colorful world suddenly turned wildly, and then, with me and him as the dividing line, divided into two worlds.

He spread his hands: "Look, look, this is my world, this is the world buried by you!" ”

I looked at the world behind him and froze.

His world is full of her pictures.

The stairwell in the school that summer, her torn love letters, and the teenager's stunned face.

That night, I woke up, and she hugged me and cried, but she burst into laughter.

That evening, on a bench on the side of the street, I stared blankly at her beautiful suffocating face.

And that day, when she was pushed out of the operating room, her face was bloodless, pale but poignant......

"Why hide these? Aren't these what you aspire to? Look at your world again...... It's so ugly!! It's so dirty!! ”

Minecraft ...... I looked up at my own world.

I saw me in the dormitory for four years of college, spending all day playing games in my dorm room.

I saw that when I graduated, the teachers and classmates sneered at me.

I saw that during the Chinese New Year, when those relatives compared their own children with each other, they used me as a negative teaching material.

I saw me being beaten to the ground by Fang Hao's people, and my face was full of painful and distorted expressions.

I saw my mother crying for me in the middle of the night.

I've also seen the whole team lose because I was alone.

What do I see? I saw myself as a failure.

This is my world, this is who I am.

"He" held out his right hand to me: "Come, come into my world." ”

"There is no ridicule here, no failure."

"There's someone you love here, that's what you've always longed for, isn't it!?"

That's what I aspire to...... There is no ridicule and failure, there is no suffering and tears......

Is that...... O man I love......

I slowly stretched out my right hand and tried my best to touch it forward, as if I wanted to touch the world......

Touched the ...... Got it!!

I woke up suddenly, and the first thing that caught my eye was Xiao Rong's slightly surprised face, as well as ...... It was my hand that touched her face.

Xiao Rong's face flushed slightly, "Smack!" He knocked off my hand and said angrily: "You big pervert, sister, I am kind enough to take care of you, you still dare to take advantage of me, touch it randomly, and say!" When did you wake up!? ”

I was stunned, sat up immediately, and asked her, "How was the game!? Be...... Is it a loss? ”

Xiao Rong said angrily: "Win!" Although you fainted, you still won the team battle, and the four of them directly pushed the opposite side in waves. ”

When I heard Xiao Rong's words, I suddenly breathed a long sigh of relief, and a big stone in my heart finally fell to the ground, only to realize that I was lying on the hospital bed, and Xiao Rong was sitting on my lap.

Xiao Rong said again: "You had a fever of 40 degrees yesterday!" You still go up to play, you're really not afraid of death. As she spoke, she reached out and touched my forehead again.

Her hands were very cold, I looked at her face and suddenly remembered the face touching incident just now, and finally couldn't help but laugh out loud, not to mention, her face was quite smooth and tender.

Xiao Rong muttered: "It's not hot anymore, it seems that the fever has subsided......" She saw me looking at her and smirked, glared at me, and grabbed my ear: "You pervert, you still have a smile, it seems that you can't teach you a lesson!" ”

I hurriedly begged for mercy: "Don't don't, misunderstanding!" It's all a misunderstanding!! I just dreamed about it...... I dreamed of Mr. Cang, oh no, it was Mr. Hata......"

Xiao Rong's face turned even redder, took a sip of me, and said, "You big pervert, go die!" The old lady doesn't take care of you anymore, you go to Liu Feng to take care of you yourself! ”

I felt that I was almost better, and asked Xiao Rong, "Lao Huang, are they at the base?" You can help me contact them and get me out of the hospital as soon as possible. ”

Xiao Rong hesitated: "Now......"

I smiled and said, "Of course it's now, I'm almost fine, this hospital is not a good place, of course, the sooner you get out of the hospital, the better, is it possible to stay here for the New Year." ”

Xiao Rong glanced at me and said, "But it's more than three o'clock in the morning!" ”

"Huh?" I was stunned for a moment, only to realize that it was pitch black outside the window, and it was black and rumbling.

I was suddenly moved, and my snot was wanton: "Xiaorong, you...... You've taken care of me so late, woo...... I'm so moved, Xiaorong, I want to make a promise to you! ......" said I'm going to hug her.

Xiao Rong was in danger, he was angry, and he slapped me ten times with the wolf, knocked me down on the bed again, and said: "What are you doing in the Spring and Autumn Festival, sister, I just got off work, and I just came to see you, who knew that you, a big pervert, would take revenge, and take advantage of me and touch my sister and me, hum, I'm really angry." ”

I sneered and said, "Oh, I said it wasn't intentionally spicy, if I did it on purpose, it wouldn't be a face-touching, but a ......" As I spoke, I also specially aimed at a certain part of Xiaorong.

Visually it is B.

When Xiao Rong heard this, he was angry, his hands crossed his waist, he raised his head and chest, and said, "Ouch, okay, sister, do you dare to touch it if I touch you!?" Kindness!? ”

I gritted my teeth and said, "Don't force me, I'm not a casual person, but I'm not a person if I get up casually!" ”

Xiao Rong snorted: "Don't dare to say it directly, don't make so many excuses, it's really cowardly." ”

Ouch, I actually said that buddy I coaxed, and I didn't inquire, I think back then, I punched Nanshan Nursing Home, kicked Beihai Kindergarten, and all fell down under one meter, I stomped in the morgue, and no one dared to gasp!

No, this seems to be Liu Feng's line.

But that's pretty much what it means, when I heard Xiao Rong say that I was cowardly, I was a hundred dissatisfied.

I looked into Xiao Rong's eyes and said, "Don't believe it, you're in a hurry, I'm in a hurry, this handsome man can do everything." ”

When Xiao Rong heard this, his chest seemed to be a little stronger: "I still don't believe it!" "I can't see it, Xiao Rong's temper is the same as mine, like a cow, very stubborn.

I couldn't help it right away and stretched out two sinful hands!!

"Smack!" "Smack!" Gave myself two slaps in the face with a crisp ringing ear!!

Xiao Rong was stunned: "You ......"

I shook my head vigorously, smiled, and said, "I said earlier, I was in a hurry, but this handsome man can do everything, now believe it." ”

Xiao Rong smiled and said, "Okay, good, I'll take the spicy, I believe it!" I really can't stand you, and I really want to do it. ”

"Take it, hehe." I suddenly remembered something and said, "By the way, it's so late, aren't you afraid to go back alone?" Isn't there always news lately about female college students going missing? It's not a peaceful society right now. ”

Xiao Rong sighed and said, "Then what can I do, there are so many news of car accidents every day, why don't we all take the car?" Don't worry, I'll be careful and nothing will happen. ”

I frowned and said, "I don't have any opinion on the bar singer, I just think it's too dangerous to get off work so late, I support your dream, but I think that if you want to fulfill your dream, you can't only go by the bar singer, I believe there must be other ways." ”

Xiao Rong looked at the dark night outside the window, his eyes were full of confusion: "Of course I know that there are other ways, but there are few paths that suit me, and before I find other ways, I can only choose to continue, isn't it." ”

I opened my mouth, only to find myself speechless.

"That's right." She suddenly turned her head and said to me, "Can you tell me what you just dreamed about?" ”

I was slightly stunned and asked her, "...... you Why do you ask? ”

Xiao Rong looked me in the eye and said, "Because I just ...... You're crying. ”

Her eyes are clear and seem to be rendered untouched by the world.

I was silent and didn't speak for a long time.

Xiao Rong smiled slightly and said, "If you don't want to say it, then forget it." ”

It's not that I don't want to say it, it's that I don't know how to say it.

I opened my mouth, but I only said sorry.

Xiao Rong shook his head and said, "What did you say sorry to me, and you didn't do anything sorry for me." ”

I don't know why I'm sorry, everything seems to come out of nowhere.

The atmosphere was suddenly a little heavy, and we didn't know what to say, for fear of saying something that we shouldn't have said.

Xiao Rong stood up, pinched the corner of the quilt for me, and said, "I'm leaving, you can rest by yourself." ”

I wanted to keep it, but my mouth said, "Be careful on the road." ”

She looked at me deeply, turned away, and in a trance, I seemed to hear her sigh.

Watching Xiao Rong's back walk out of the room and disappear from my sight, my heart was empty for no reason.

This scene, as if I had seen it at some moment.

I remembered that it was that time when I was injured and hospitalized trying to save her, and then she turned away like that.

Time and space are staggered, the two scenes seem to overlap, and the figures of her and Xiao Rong also seem to have become one person.

What's wrong with me...... I slowly closed my eyes.

She is her, Xiao Rong is Xiao Rong, they are two people, two completely different people.

But...... I suddenly clenched my fists, why did I see Xiao Rong in another world......

Although there are only a few bits and pieces, it will never be wrong, in the world I am buried, there is indeed a picture of Xiaorong......

What the hell am I ...... What's wrong!?

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