Alan reached out and stroked the back of Ellie's white hand, and the warm and wide palm instantly wrapped the cold fingers, and a warm feeling was transmitted between the two hands. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

"When I get back that lost memory, you won't have to spend all day working on this armor."

Alan's tone was apologetic, but not obvious, as if he didn't want Ellie to worry too much about himself and hold back the pain of amnesia. Ellie doesn't understand, the two of them at this moment are like a community of memories. The part of Ellen's lost memory actually existed in Ellie's mind, but this memory was something Ellie didn't want Alan to recall anyway.

"You always call me stupid, are you stupid yourself this time? Memories are meant to disappear with the passage of time, so as long as you can live a normal life, why cling to the past? ”

Ellie turned to face Ellen, and her gaze was parallel to that of Ellen's slightly disheveled clothes, and a fiery red flame totem on his chest was imprinted on Eren's slightly pale skin - it was the mark left by the artifact Ikoris when he combined with Ellen, and this mark caused the Armor of Light to be forever bound to Allen's body and soul until the sealer broke the seal. So even if the armor is lost, others can't use it, but on the contrary, the power of the armor has completely belonged to Allen at the moment, if Allen's demon heart recovers, if the armor can't resist the dark power of the demon king, then this armor will become Allen's most powerful armor, and at that time, maybe no one can stop him.

Of course, this worry has been deeply buried in Ellie's heart, after all, it has not happened yet, and she always forces herself not to be suspicious, and now, she can only take one step at a time.

"Memories don't go away, they just accumulate and precipitate. Every day with you I want to remember that it was our past, and I don't want to lose it like that. ”

Ellen's serious eyes made Ellie unable to continue to look at him,

- He is not looking at me, please don't look at me like that again......

Ellie was struggling inside, she knew very well in her heart that Allen's words were not telling her, the heroine of the story would never be her, and even when Terry was still there, there was not much place for her in Terry's world......

"As you said, this set of light armor can help me recover my memory and help me practice, so I have been wearing it. So every time I break the seal with the armor, the burning pain in my chest, the suffocating feeling, no matter how strong it is, I am willing to eat it, because that is what you expect from me. So, Ellie, please stop saying that memories are indifferent things, even if it's to comfort me... I need not only the present, but also the past and our future. ”

Allen's expression was full of sadness, he held Ellie's delicate face in the palm of his hand, for some reason, the face in front of him, although so familiar, could not really overlap with someone in his memory. Seeing Allen's pain and confusion, Ellie broke free from her big warm hands and turned her back, no longer speaking, but her shoulders twitched slightly.

"I'm sorry... I'm making you cry again. ”

Alan put his arm to Ellie's cheek in a panic, and Ellie helplessly pulled his sleeve and wiped his cheeks wet with tears. These tears were the work of Ellie's deliberate work, and she knew that as long as she cried, Alan would never ignore them. These days, every time Eren looks at her with that kind of puzzled look, Ellie cries, because she doesn't want Eren to recognize who she really is, she also needs that dream shadow to protect Alan, and she even feels that the reason why Eren has restored people's hearts is entirely because of the existence of this shadow, and this thing is something she can never do.

"Alan, you know what? The day you woke up, I was really surprised. I always thought that you would sleep like this forever, but I never thought that you could really open your eyes again for me. When you asked me who I was, and you asked who you were, I didn't feel too sad, because for me, that you woke up was a favor from God. It's not that memory is not important, but compared with the happiness that has been imprinted in my heart, you really breathe, talk, eat, smile, and worry around me, these are more important, since the taste of memory has been deeply planted in our hearts, then just feel it, whether it can be recalled, there is really no need to care too much. ”

Ellie has strange feelings about Ellen, and when she first met Ellen, she liked it because he was a friend of Dusty and had a very polite conversation. Later, after recovering the Demon Heart, Eren brutally killed Charlotte, destroyed the city, and even injured Tia, pushing Dashti off the cliff and fighting Terry, forcing Terry to exchange his life for the Demon Sword and the Demon King's seal. After all these things happened, Ellie faced Alan again, and her feelings were extremely complicated. She had asked herself in her heart, why was it Allen who came back with her? Why were the two of them the last to survive? But the past has become a memory, and her existence must have a historical necessity, and she is the last seal used to protect Allen's human heart, so she must carry out her mission.

Ellie actually knew very well in her heart that Eren had killed Terry, even if he didn't remember it now, but the facts were the facts. To say that she doesn't hate him is to deceive herself, but in the face of Allen's current appearance, Ellie has a hard time making up her mind to hate him, and promised Terry that she must not abandon Allen and ignore it. So every day, Ellie's heart struggles, especially the look and tone of expression that Alan talks to her, so ambiguous, so warm, always full of apologies, always innocent...

- Terry, are you punishing me? Actually, you really want me to leave with you, don't you?

Ellie could only anesthetize herself over and over again, as if she was repeatedly igniting the flame of hope, but always blowing it out in the next second.

"I can understand what you said, okay, okay if you don't cry?"

"Well, I'm going to mend my armor, you can water the mint for me."

Ellie picked up her armor and walked towards the stone platform where there was already a fire on the side. There was a shallow crack in the side of the Armor of Light, the scar from the first day Eren had put on the armor. Ellie ramped up the flames, tearing the armor apart, picking up the cracked part with pliers and placing it on the casting table. Taking out the gems and cleads from her pocket, Ellie placed them on the brazier, and under the heat of the burning, the gems turned into two pools of pink water and fused together, and the cleats became piping hot. (To be continued.) )