Dinner was rich, but none of us ate much, and the atmosphere was very depressing.

After eating, Xiaorong was ready to go to work, I hesitated for a moment and said, "I'll take you to the bus stop." ”

Xiao Rong didn't speak, so I followed.

It's still this dusk street, today is New Year's Day, there are a lot of people setting up stalls on the roadside, and the street is bustling.

Xiao Rong walked very slowly, as if waiting for me, and I also walked very slowly, always keeping a distance of half a meter from her.

I said, "I'm sorry. ”

Xiao Rong suddenly stopped, turned around, and stared at me.

"Why do you want to apologize? Why do you want to say sorry!? ”

Yes, why should I apologize, but what can I say if I don't apologize? Do you really say that I lied to Liu Feng, but in fact, I like your kind of words?

I bowed my head and didn't speak.

Xiao Rong looked at me for a while, turned around and went into a small shop next to him, and when he came out again, he had a pack of cigarettes in his hand, the eighteenth "Blue Building".

She opened the cigarette case, took one out and put it in her mouth, and handed me one.

"There's no brand I like to smoke, remember, you can only smoke it, you can't eat it." She said.

I hesitated, took it, and said, "Smoking is not good for your health, so let's smoke less." ”

She pulled out a small lighter, lit a cigarette in her mouth, and said, "I haven't smoked in days, do you remember the last time I smoked?" ”

I thought about it for a moment and said, "I don't remember." ”

Xiao Rong smiled, then turned around and continued to walk in the direction of the bus stop, I hurriedly chased after her, walking side by side with her.

I opened my mouth to say something, but I didn't say it.

But unexpectedly, she was still seen by the attentive her: "Say whatever you want, don't be awkward like a girl!" ”

I opened my mouth and said, "That...... You haven't given me a lighter yet, I don't know where I lost it. ”

Xiao Rong laughed again, this time with a pompous smile.

She took my hand, put the small lighter in my palm, and said, "This lighter is for you, this is my favorite ......."

Before I could refuse, she left, very fast.

There was a bus at the bus stop, and she got on the bus without looking back at me, but I clearly remembered that the route of the bus was different from the one he was going to take.

The tiny lighter lay quietly in the palm of my hand, and it seemed to still have her temperature and smell on it.

I slipped the lighter into my close pocket, patted it, took one last look at the bus that was already far away, and turned to walk back.

I didn't rush back to the base, but sat by the flower bed downstairs in the community and lit the cigarette with Xiaorong's lighter.

I only took one puff of this cigarette, and when the smoke passed through my lungs and exhaled again, I felt that I was not smoking cigarettes, but life and youth.

I decided to quit smoking.

Actually, I don't have to quit, because I don't have a smoking addiction, but I think it's better for me to never smoke again, the brick family said that every minute you smoke, your life will be reduced by 60 seconds, this sentence is really right.

I only took one puff of that cigarette and burned the rest on its own.

I thought a lot as I looked at the burning cigarette butt.

Some people say that love is like smoking, once you become addicted to smoking, it is too difficult to quit, just like love is getting stronger and stronger, and it is more and more inseparable.

But I smoke but I don't know why I can't get addicted, does this mean that my love is not destined to be vigorous?

I looked at the burning cigarette butt and suddenly felt that love was indeed like smoking.

When it burns, it is when both parties are in love, and what there is at that time is all enjoyment, and it is all the sweetness of two people. But once the burning is finished, the passion retreats, and the two of them are left with only ashes and endless emptiness.

Go fucking in love! I blew lightly, blowing all the ash off the ground and flicking the butt of the cigarette into the trash.

Love is a luxury, only rich people can afford to play, like our **silk, where do we have time and money to play? Will there be girls who will look at us!? Is it really time to wait until you reach your age, and then go on a blind date and find someone you don't know well to make do with your life?

I'd rather not live like this.

Only when we succeed and reach the top will we be qualified to fall in love and pursue the person we love.

As for now, I can't give anything to my loved ones, so I'll be honest and train for the next races!

I've been thinking about all this all day long, and it's like I'm so experienced.

When I returned to the base, Wu Ge gave me a complicated look and didn't speak.

I ignored him, but took a shower while no one was using the toilet, then sat down in front of the computer and opened a forum.

This forum is an XG City League of Legends enthusiast exchange forum that Lao Huang told us,Although there are not many people,Only a few thousand people,But there are a lot of people in it every day.,It's different from the post bar.,It's all our friends in the city.,It feels more intimate than the post bar.。

The most discussed thing in the forum these days is, of course, about the competition.

When I entered the forum, I was shocked!

Almost half of the posts on the front page of the forum are talking about the little crazy!!

I clicked on a random post and looked at it, and then I knew why the madness was so popular all of a sudden.

It turned out that just after we left, in the second match of the QVOD team, Crazy Little Crazy used an ADC that none of us expected.

Card Master!!

In fact, speaking of which,Card Master was the definition of an ADC at the beginning.,AP cards that were developed later.,But obviously,Later, AP cards became mainstream.,ADC cards are gradually eliminated.,Not to mention elimination.,Sometimes you can play it in the entertainment bureau.,But if it's an ADC card used in the game.,It's a little non-mainstream.。

But the madness used it, and it won, not just won, but also super-god!!

Crazy little crazy fight to become famous!!

On the homepage of the forum, almost half of the people are discussing him, saying that he is a new generation of geniuses, the first ADC in XG City, what is the hope of our Chinese e-sports, etc., etc., etc., are about to blow more awesome than the king of dogs.

I didn't find a post on the homepage about our team's game, and I turned back to the third page, only to see that there was a post called "WBW team's jungler is really SB", I clicked in, and saw that there were only a few replies scattered around, looking at the time of posting, it was when we played the first game.

I followed it with a post: "Yes!! This WBW team's jungler is really SB! I don't know if it's gold!! Then he shut down the forum.

I suddenly didn't know what I was going to do, everyone was not training, Feng Jun was listening to music with headphones on, Liu Feng was chatting with his sister, Qiu Yu was watching the movie, "Batman III", and Wu Ge was in a daze there, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

I don't know if you feel this way, that is, one day, you don't want to play games anymore, but you don't know what you should do, so you have to play games again.

I don't feel like we're playing a game, we're being played by a game.

In fact, we're tired of playing League of Legends, really.

There may be a lot of people who envy us professional players, saying that you play games every day, and you have money to get, it's so cool, etc., etc., but I will tell you, are we almost throwing up when we play this game?

Really, in four years of college, I played almost 20,000 League of Legends, and I didn't play vomit, but I joined the team, and after two months of training, I played and vomited.

When the game and the profession are hooked up, everything changes.

If I'm just playing a game, then I don't have to care too much about winning or losing, I don't need to be so tacit and cooperative, I just have fun.

But when this becomes a profession, then you have to think about the team all the time, you have to think about whether every step you take is good for the team, you have to rack your brains and spare no effort to win, but it's really tiring, very tiring.

Those who can persevere, all of them are people who love the game League of Legends!! That's the one who really has a dream and dares to chase it!

That's why I admire the field manager!! He held out for three years!!

I was stunned for a moment, then reopened the site and watched the anime.

A lot of people say that I'm so old, why do I still like watching cartoons so much!?

I can't tell them what the difference between anime and anime is, I just know that when I watch anime, I can forget all the worries in reality.

I'm a strong person in the eyes of outsiders, no, I should say tenacious.

I remember one time when I was in college, I lost my money, but there were still two days before my living expenses came, and I didn't like to borrow money from others, so I spent those two days without eating rice, so I relied on drinking water and playing League of Legends to get by.

My roommates found out afterwards and joked that I shouldn't be called a cricket, I should be called a cockroach!

However, I am such a tenacious person, but when I watch anime, my tears become strangely low.

I don't remember how many times I watched the Hokage cry, I just remember, I cried when Asma died, I cried when Jiraiya died, and I cried when Itachi died.

There is also an anime by Makoto Shinkai "The Garden of Words", this anime is only a short forty minutes, I watched it many times, watched it and cried again, whenever I encountered something annoying, or when my heart was very blocked, I would watch "The Garden of Words" again, cry a lot, and then the mood was much smoother.

But the only regret is ...... So far, I haven't met a domestic anime that can make Ben Dashuai cry, and I don't know if I can see it in this life.

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