That night, when Qian Xiaolan went home, Yang Zhen served her a supper that had been prepared a long time ago and warmed in the pot.

It's out of apologies for her!

Anyway, Yang Zhen felt that he should treat her better than before, so that he could feel a little better. Otherwise, he will feel in his heart that he likes the new and hates the old.

A claypot rice cooked in a casserole.

The casserole rice is covered with a layer of side dishes stir-fried by Yang Zhen himself.

Stir-fried with sliced meat, fried tofu, shrimp, ham, and garlic, it is very fragrant.

Qian Xiaolan was very surprised to see that Yang Zhen made her a supper tonight, but after the accident, she was happy.

Watching her happily eat the supper she made herself, Yang Zhen finally felt a little better in her heart.

In the afternoon, after driving to the suburbs for an hour or two, he made a very shameless decision in his heart.

A decision that is spurned in today's society.

This decision is destined to be unspeakable, but Yang Zhen is the decision.

…… On the third day after being killed in the game.

That is, on the morning of the second day when Yang Zhen and Chen Jing broke through that relationship, after Qian Xiaolan went to work again, about half an hour later, Yang Zhen was sure that she should not stay at home because she forgot something, and suddenly came back, raised half of her body from the quilt, half leaned on the back of the bed, picked up the mobile phone at the bedside and dialed Chen Jing's number.

"Hey ......"

After the call was connected, Chen Jing heard a different "Hey" from the mobile phone.

In the past, Yang Zhen had occasionally called her, but on those occasions, Chen Jing's tone was not so inexplicable, as if he was waiting for him to take the initiative to talk about the topic.

"Fan Sujuan and Tao Jing are now ...... Is it out? ”

After hesitating for a moment, Yang Zhen still asked this question according to what he thought before making this call.

"Well, they're all out."

Chen Jing didn't ask Yang Zhen why he asked this question, as if he was still waiting for Yang Zhen to say something.

Her tone made Yang Zhen feel that she seemed to be waiting for him to go upstairs to find her at this time, as long as he spoke, she would definitely agree.

It was the same as his original purpose.

So, after a little hesitation, he said, "I want to come and see you, is it convenient?" ”

Then, Chen Jing's voice of agreement came from the mobile phone.

"Well, come on! I'll leave you the door. ”

I'll leave you the door.

Soft voice, many years ago, I heard this sentence with ambiguous meaning in a TV series, which made Yang Zhen's heart flow a warm current.

I felt that there was nothing wrong with the decision I made yesterday when I was going for a ride.

…… When Yang Zhen washed up, dressed neatly, ate two pieces of bread and drank a cup of yogurt, and came to the fifth floor to push the door of Chen Jing's house, the door was really as Chen Jing said, leaving a door for him, and as soon as he pushed it, it opened quietly.

Yang Zhen was stunned at the door for only a second, then entered the house through the crack in the door, and then gently closed the door, making it look like cheating.

Although he and Chen Jing already have that kind of relationship, he really didn't come here today to cheat.

He was not so shameless as to come to Chen Jing early in the morning to do that.

"Chen Jing?"

After entering the house, Yang Zhen unexpectedly didn't see Chen Jing's figure in the living room and kitchen, so he called her in a loud voice.

Then he heard Chen Jing's voice coming from her and Fan Sujuan's room.

"I haven't gotten up yet, come in by yourself!"

Haven't gotten up yet? It's past 8 o'clock, right?

If it were him, Yang Zhen would feel normal if he hadn't gotten up at this time, because he was a night owl who had accumulated years and fell asleep after 12 o'clock in the middle of the night all the year round, and he didn't have to go to work early in the morning like other office workers, so it was normal for him to get up at 8 or 9 o'clock in the morning.

But when this matter rested on Chen Jing, he felt strange.

Chen Jing and Fan Sujuan had never woken up so late when they rented from him.

Yang Zhen pushed open the door and saw a big bed, Chen Jing was really dressed in pink pajamas, hugging the quilt and half-leaning on the head of the bed looking at him at the door.

Yang Zhen saw that her originally white nose was actually red.

"You have a cold?"

Yang Zhen frowned and asked.

"It's okay, a little cold." A sudden sneeze betrayed the words that Chen Jing had just spoken.

"Have you taken your medicine?"

After Yang Zhen walked in and sat down on the edge of her bed, he frowned and touched her forehead, and found that her forehead was also a little hot.

It seems that she not only has a cold, but also a fever. No wonder she hasn't gotten up until now.

"It's okay, I'll be fine if I sweat on the bed."

Chen Jing avoided answering like this, and Yang Zhen knew that she hadn't taken any medicine. At that moment, he pursed his lips and patted her on the shoulder, stood up and walked out, striding away while saying, "I'll buy you medicine!" I'll be back in a moment. ”

…… Yang Zhen went out to buy a bunch of medicine and meals for Chen Jing and came back, and when it was over, he carried the thermos in their room and found that there was no boiling water in it, so he boiled another bottle of boiling water for her.

"Thank you."

When Yang Zhen held a cup of hot boiling water in front of Chen Jing, Chen Jing said softly and thanked, some people said that when a person is weak, if someone gives them a little care, this person will be very grateful and dependent in his heart, Chen Jing seems to be a little moved at this time.

Therefore, when Yang Zhen took out an agricultural bank card from her arms and handed it to her, her face changed slightly, not only pushed Yang Zhen's hand away, but also asked with red eyes: "What are you doing?" Do you think I'm in it for your money? Do you treat me as a daughter or a second wife? ”

"There's 100,000 in this card."

Yang Zhen didn't put away the bank card because of Chen Jing's grievances, looked at Chen Jing's eyes, and said quietly: "I know you don't want my money, if you really want my money, I won't give it to you, I won't even touch you, and now I won't sit in front of you." I just got married and I have a good relationship with her......"

Speaking of this, Yang Zhen suddenly felt that he couldn't go on, because he found that when he said this, he already felt his shamelessness, and he couldn't say the rest of the words.

Chen Jing seemed to feel his thoughts, and he was still resisting just now, but at this time he also quieted down, quietly looking at his gaze that moved to the side with soft eyes.

"I can't give you anything else now, this 100,000 yuan for you, I just hope to make your life better, I will have more savings in the future, and I will give it to you one after another, Xiaojing, don't refuse, someone's way to express love is love letters, flowers, and vows, giving you this card, is the most I can think of to give you, it represents my feelings for you, I didn't want to treat you as a girl and a second wife......"

Yang Zhen directly skipped a large part of the plan in the middle, and there were two sentences in the back, but Chen Jing reached out and took the card in his hand when he said this.

"This represents your affection for me......"

Muttering softly, she held the card in the palm of her white right hand and put it under the covers.

Use money to express love, I don't know if those people who make a second wife do this, Yang Zhen didn't think about treating Chen Jing as a second wife, but he did it, using such a vulgar thing.

However, Chen Jing accepted it.

If such a thing spreads, who would believe that there is not a relationship between a rich man and a second wife?

After sitting here for another hour in Chen Jing, Yang Zhen saw that the time was almost 11 o'clock, and went back.

When he left, although Chen Jing didn't say anything, a small white hand stretched out from below and pinched the corner of Yang Zhen's clothes, Yang Zhen looked down strangely at the corner of her clothes, and when he looked at her face again, he saw attachment and reluctance in her eyes.

She still didn't say anything, but her little hand holding the corner of his clothes and the attached eyes made Yang Zhen understand what she wanted to say.

She was reluctant to let him go now.

But it's almost 11 o'clock, and Fan Sujuan and Tao Jing, who went out on a date, may be coming back.

"Good! Come and say that Fang Chang. ”

Yang Zhen patted her little hand pinching the corner of his clothes soothingly, and under his reassuring movements and eyes, Chen Jing finally let go of the corners of his clothes little by little.

When he left the door of the house where Chen Jing and the others lived, Yang Zhen had that heavy feeling in his heart again.

After the average man gets married, he has the responsibility of a family, but he has to take care of two women.

He can also be like those cheating men, just looking for pleasure in Chen Jing, and kicking away when he gets tired of playing, in that case, he will be a shameless and dirty man.

But he just wants to be a responsible man.

wants both women to be his lifelong companions. Therefore, he must take the initiative to take both responsibilities.

In this society where the law is monogamous, to be such a man.

Morally, he is still shameless and filthy, and even adds a "wishful thinking" evaluation.

But that's what he chose.

When no matter how he chooses, he is shameless and dirty, he no longer minds having more negative words.

At least by doing so, he would feel a little better in his heart than just shamelessness and filthiness.

I have to say that the breakthrough in the relationship with Chen Jing has also made a breakthrough in Yang Zhen's morality.

Not an upward breakthrough, but a big downward breakthrough in the shameless direction.

It's hard to say how much of an impact this breakthrough will have on him later in life.

It has been said that if you do too much injustice, you will be killed.

Some people also say that if you do bad things, you will go to hell.

But there are also people who say: meanness is the pass of the mean, and nobility is the epitaph of the noble.

There are even more direct statements: murder and arson of gold belts, repair bridges and repair roads without remains.

So, it's really hard to say in this world.

Maybe it's right to be a good person, perhaps, be mean, be a bad person, in order to live a better and more nourishing life.

Yang Zhen didn't think so much about himself, he only knew that when no matter how he chose, he couldn't be perfect, he chose to follow his own heart and no longer care about right or wrong. Because it would be wrong to choose something else.

(To be continued)