488 Jian Ling's love

Jian Ling rarely showed a gentle smile: "Have you forgotten? Yue'er, her favorite thing is those fluffy little beasts, every time she sees it, her eyes will light up a lot." ”

Wen Jue paused: "How could you forget ......" Jian Ling noticed Wen Yue, isn't it because the two of them have the same little hobby?

Wen Jue sighed: "Yue'er is so smart, how can you not see that you like her, but you always refuse to say no, it's really ......"

Wen Jue didn't directly refuse because of his sister Wen Yue, and thought that Wen Yue actually had a heart for Jian Ling, so he didn't prevent Jian Ling from continuing to come to Wen Yue, who knew that so many things would happen later?

However, before Wen Jue finished speaking, he was interrupted by Jian Ling: "Your own sister, can you still not understand? Your brothers and sisters are the same, they have always looked gentle, but in fact, they are all decisive people, especially when it comes to feelings, since they can't start, they won't leave extra hope......

As he spoke, Jian Ling's tone gradually turned bitter: "When she noticed my intentions, she approached me to inquire, and after getting confirmation, she bluntly refused, it was me...... Didn't tell you. ”

"After all, if you know that she has actually rejected me, you will definitely gradually reduce my contact with her, so that I will not be embarrassed to see her, and Yue'er will not feel guilty when she sees me...... It's not comfortable. ”

It's just that he wants to see her, and he doesn't want to completely lose contact with her because of a rejection of a confession, and from then on, he can only occasionally learn about her from her brother.

Although Wen Yue only had a trace of guilt when he looked at him, and he was ruthless, although Wen Yue would never turn guilt into love, Jian Ling still wanted to see her.

Jian Ling stared at the table with lowered eyes: "But I didn't expect that in order to avoid me and to deal with the catastrophe, she actually left directly to practice......

Later, it was Wen Yue who fell for love, and he never saw her again.

"Over the years, I have been regretting it, regretting why I confessed it in the first place, and why I didn't stay away from her after admitting it, so that in order to avoid me, she actually ran to the lower plane, and finally ended up in ashes and soul......"

After Wen Jue listened, he poured himself a cup of tea with an unchanged expression: "Sure enough, Yue'er has already refused." ”

Jian Ling was stunned: "What you said just now was deliberately deceiving me?"

Wen Jue took a sip of the teacup and put it down: "How can I not know what kind of person Yue'er is? If she didn't reject you, how could she be with that mortal?"

"So I know she must have rejected you, but you didn't tell me, and you didn't let her tell me. ”

Jian Ling nodded and smiled bitterly: "Yes, I told her that she didn't have to tell you, I would naturally tell you." ”

Although she didn't like to hide it from you, she nodded and agreed because of the guilt that she had rejected me and made me sad. ”

I agreed, and when she saw me again, she knew that I had not told you the truth, so she sighed and left after a while. ”

Jian Ling looked at Wen Jue: "Since you have thought of it a long time ago, why did you mention it today?"

Hearing this, Wen Jue sneered: "Do you think I want to? When you come back to me and get drunk, you keep saying over and over again that you can't live with me, you can't stop Yue'er, and you won't say anything if you ask you carefully." ”

"That's it, anyway, I know that with your temperament, you won't really do anything to be sorry for our brothers and sisters...... But didn't you realize that your demons are serious and imminent?"

"Now it's another catastrophe of heaven and earth, and the way of heaven is unstable...... If you continue to continue, sooner or later you will be destroyed by the demons in your heart. ”

Saying that, Wen Jue paused: "...... More importantly, you have to understand that Yue'er died of love, and she had no way to face the grief of losing her beloved, and chose to die by herself, which has nothing to do with you. ”

Hearing this, Jian Ling was silent, and when he spoke again, his voice was dumb: "You are really cruel enough, you refuse to leave me a little thought, I deceived myself and blamed part of Yue'er's death on me, I just wanted to have some involvement with her, but you just want to break the ......"

Wen Jue listened to the unconcealable despair in his friend's tone, and a trace of unbearability flashed in his eyes: "Actually, you also know it, don't you? Otherwise, how could you say the words 'she is avoiding me and responding to the robbery'?"

Jian Ling was a little stunned: "...... Did I say that? yes, I did......"

His eyes were red, and his voice was choked.

Seeing Wen Jue's expression of wanting to speak and stopping, Jian Ling couldn't help but tug at the corners of his mouth: "If you have anything else, you can say it together." ”

Wen Jue was ruthless: "I hope you can understand that Yue'er, she, has never thought of leaving you with any thoughts." ”

"You're my friend, she's my sister, so you know each other, and in her heart, you've always been her brother's closest friend, that's all. ”

It is true that Wen Yue is a gentle goddess, but her heart has always been cold, and what can make her put it in her heart is her own brother Wen Jue, who is in love with her.

And obviously, the weight of her lover in her heart is heavier, for the sake of her lover, she searched for heaven and earth, lost her lover, and after she killed the enemy, she destroyed a lower plane, and finally had no interest in life, and was willing to die.

As for Jian Ling, it has never been in her heart, and there is a little bit of guilt for Jian Ling, just because he is a friend of his own brother.

To be precise, it is not so much the guilt of Jian Ling as the guilt of his brother, after all, sandwiched between his sister and friends, Wen Jue will also be embarrassed.

After listening to Wen Jue's words, Jian Ling only felt as if he had been pierced by a sharp sword, and then stirred it up again, causing his internal organs to hurt.

Jian Ling involuntarily bent down slightly, covered his lips with his hand and coughed.

Wen Jue smelled a smell of blood, and in the next moment, he saw blood dripping from Jian Ling's fingers.

His expression changed, and he hurriedly got up and went to Jian Ling's side to support him.

Jian Ling waved his other hand: "I...... Ahem...... I'm fine. ”

Wen Jue didn't listen to him, and went straight to probe a trace of divine sense into Jian Ling's body, but fortunately they had been friends for a long time, and they had lived and died several times, and they trusted each other very much.

Otherwise, if he hastily probed his divine consciousness into Jian Ling's body, not only would Jian Ling be injured and injured, but the divine spiritual power in Jian Ling's body would also expel the divine consciousness that did not belong to him in Jian Ling's body because of the protector, and attack the master of the divine consciousness - Wen Jue along the trajectory.

Wen Jue probed Jian Ling's situation and found that the spiritual power in Jian Ling's body was rioting, and at this moment, Jian Ling's heart was damaged by one percent, the meridians were damaged by forty percent, and the dantian was damaged by three percent...... It really hurts a lot.

Wen Jue withdrew his hand with a complicated expression, took out a few pills, tore off Jian Ling's hand covering his mouth, and stuffed the pills into it, completely ignoring Jian Ling's almost choking because of his rough movements.

The pill melted in his mouth, turning into a warm current flowing through his internal organs, and the situation in Jian Ling's body suddenly improved a little.

Jian Ling was stunned and hesitated: "...... This is, Ninth Order Divine Pill?"

Wen Jue nodded: "I didn't expect you to react so much." ”

Jian Ling didn't answer this topic: "This ninth-order divine pill was refined by your apprentice, right?"

"Who else but her...... Don't change the subject. Wen Jue sat back across from Jian Ling.

Jian Ling didn't look at Wen Jue, and looked up at the sky: "What do you want me to say? Didn't you already know? I love her, I'm obsessed, isn't it natural for me to react?"

Jian Ling's tone was empty: "If she lives well, is happy with others, and has no doubt about her affection, I may be able to let go of it for a long time in the future, but ...... She's dead. ”

"So suddenly, she died, and since then, she has become the most serious wound in her heart, she can't get better, she can't let go, she can't forget ......"

"Wen Jue, I know that you want me to let go, for my good, because Yue'er has never loved me, never given me hope, and never cared about me, and when she died, there was no me in her heart. ”

"But, again, I love her, and even though this love has long been desperate, I still love her. ”

"This love, unconsciously, has become my belief and support for my life...... Wen Jue, you can tell me lightly, she doesn't love me, so I don't love her. ”

"However, if I don't love her, how can I live without faith and support?"

"I don't even dare not love her, because if I lose my love for her, I will die, but I dare not die, I am afraid that if I die, it will disturb her and her beloved......"

The corners of Jian Ling's lips didn't know when a smile was raised, but it seemed to be crying: "In this world, since she left, there is no color, everywhere you look, there is her, but it is not her." ”

Wen Jue's lips moved slightly, but she couldn't say anything.

Jian Ling was obviously very awake, but he would rather pretend to be asleep and willingly deceive himself.

When you meet the wrong person at the wrong time, you become obsessed with it, and you die without repentance, and you miss it for life.

Wen Jue couldn't stand it, he hoped that his friend could let go of his sister and find true happiness, because his sister had always had something else to love, and what his sister cared about, from the beginning to the end, there was never a Jianling.

But as far as today's events are concerned, Wen Jue completely understands that even though he is in great pain, Jian Ling has never been willing to let go of Wen Yue, and the name Wen Yue is engraved on his heart and melts into his soul, so that he can no longer see others.

For Jian Ling, the phrase 'Zi is not a fish, but you know the joy of fish' is really appropriate.

After a long time, Wen Jue said helplessly: "That's it, I won't mention these things in the future." ”

Jian Ling lowered his head and took a sip of the tea that had already been cold: "It's okay, I really want you to bring up this matter all the time." ”