He Lu slapped the imperial list on my desktop, bared his teeth and grinned: "That little white face is really ambitious! He abolished the emperor there, and he is your imperial grandson, hahahaha...... I thought he would ask for a beautiful woman and not a country! Who knew that in the blink of an eye, it was only a year, and he couldn't wait to establish himself as the emperor!"

I looked at the imperial list in a daze, but I couldn't see clearly what was written on it in front of me, and I could only vaguely see what was "enthroned", what "amnesty" was, and what "changed the yuan...... Coldly with a pain in his jaw, He Lu pinched my face and smiled: "Sad? Do you feel that you are infatuated and wrong? Didn't you ever think of abandoning him and going back to sit firmly on your position as the empress dowager, so that your emperor and grandson will no longer be at the mercy of others? He is a man, of course his ambition is greater than yours, and without your restraint, he is happier than anyone else!"

Is this really the case? It's only been a year, and Enlightenment forgets me and chooses power?

Does he know that I have been infected by He Lu, and that I am a remnant 'flower' and a willow, so he doesn't want to see me again?

It must be so! It must be so! He blames me for not keeping himself, he must hate me!

A breath of air came from nowhere in my 'chest', and I suddenly got up, pushed away He Lu, and rushed out of the tent.

Jumping on the greyhound and kicking the horse's belly hard, the greyhound rushed out like an arrow from the string. I headed in the direction of the 'jade' and 'gate'. At this time, the north wind is howling, mixed with goose feathers, and the snow is falling one after another, and it is almost impossible to see the road ahead.

I only saw that the future was white, and the cold wind blew on my face like a knife, and it was freezing to the bone, but the breath in my 'chest' turned into a fire, burning my blood all over my body. 'Pumping' the horse's ass again and again, just hoping that it would run faster!

I don't know how long I had been running, when the greyhound suddenly stopped, neighed uneasily, and the horse's hooves fell backwards and whirled. Only then did I realize that the snowflakes were bigger than before, and I could barely see the road around, except for the white 'color' or the white 'color'. I had a sudden feeling in my mind: 'lost'!

I jumped off the horse, the snow was not in my knees, I took a few steps with difficulty, my feet slipped, and I fell into the snow. But I didn't get up right away, and I was buried in the snow. The icy snow 'flakes' burrowed into my neck, and the outermost leather jacket was soaked with snow. I closed my eyes, and my heart was like ashes.

As soon as Leng Buding's collar tightened, my whole body was lifted, and He Lu's angry face was right in front of my eyes.

I looked at him expressionlessly, and in the snow, although it was close, I felt that his face was also blurred.

He yelled, "What are you crazy about! Do you know that it is about to snow, do you want to die?"

I said coldly: "I want to die, why do you want to run out to see how I died, I'm not afraid that I will give my 'life'!"

"You ......" he was furious, and raised his hand high, and I simply craned my neck, hoping for him to have a good time!

The sky was getting darker, and the hurricane took us into a valley where the snow was lighter, but the light was darker. He Lu jumped off his horse, found a mountain 'cave', went in to check it, and came out and said, "It should be a mountain 'cave' for hunting and sheltering from the wind and snow, come in!"

There was hay in the 'cave' of the mountain, and ashes from the burning of branches, and it was evident that it had been inhabited before. But the snow was so heavy these days that the hunting didn't come out. The hay was piled under a large protruding boulder one man high, and the haystack was dry. There is also space on the rocks, but it takes some effort to climb up.

He Lu 'touched' my leather jacket, and it was all wet. Frowning, he said to me, "Take off your clothes, or you will freeze to death if you soak the clothes inside!" When I looked back, I was still stunned, and immediately shouted, "Don't take it off yet!"

I sneezed at the wrong time, my body trembled, and he strode up to me, took off my fur jacket, and hung it by the fire. He 'touched' and 'touched' my inner clothes, and a small jacket was already wet, and he scolded and helped me take it off and roast it on the fire, and then pushed me down on the haystack, and took off his big coat to wrap around me.

The oppressive wind in the valley was like the howl of a wild beast, and I huddled in a corner wrapped in a big haul, staring at the mouth of the 'hole' in a daze. Enlightenment, you have finally fulfilled your wish and rightfully owned the world.

He Lu took off his boots, roasted his frozen toes, and said without looking back: "Don't think about him, he won't want you anymore, people are emperors, not to mention the three thousand beauties in the harem, that is, the whole world, what 'woman' does he want? How can he want you to ......do this?" He looked back at me twice, and said contemptuously: "Little ''/'woman'." ”

I was touched by him, and suddenly I was furious, threw the big aside, jumped up and scolded: "It's all you! It's all you! You must have told me that I was ...... You **, that's why he will ...... Aren't you a king of the Turks? What the do you want, don't you have a 'woman'! Why are you biting me and not letting go!"

He slowly stood up, his back to the firelight, unable to make out his expression. He walked up to me and said coldly: "Why do I want you, okay, I'll tell you clearly! Because you are the 'female' of the Han emperor, I just want to '' you! Can the Han emperor ''? Why can't I! The prosperity of the Guannai is Han Chinese, and the money and food are also Han people, but we can only survive in this bitter cold place! Why? Hmm? You two men are emperors, so you deserve to be '' by me!"

"Smack!" I slapped him hard with all my strength, and he was staggered by me, stood still, 'touched' the blood on the corner of his mouth, laughed angrily, and pointed at me: "Good, good, very good!"

My palms trembled, and I was numb, and it took me a while to feel the pain before I knew I was afraid. He walked towards me, and I sat down on the ground with my feet on my feet.

He pounced, pressed me against the haystack, and sneered, "Now I know I'm scared? Who gave you the guts to beat me, hmm? Am I a man who can be beaten by you casually!"

I gritted my teeth and said, "It's you talking too much!"

"Excessive?" he sneered, "You are a 'female' slave! Everything I say to you and do is a matter of course, not excessive!"

I closed my eyes in frustration, and no matter what I did, it didn't work out!

He started to pull my clothes again, and I snorted coldly and let him do whatever he wanted. Anyway, it's not the first time, isn't it like this every time! Resistance, struggle, and indifference can't escape, so let him toss!

When he had finished venting, I dressed myself and sat down by the fire, adding some twigs to it. The wet clothes were dry, so I put them back on, hugging my knees and watching the flames.

He Lu handed me the water bladder, I shook my head, and he sat next to me and took a big sip with his head up.

"You should be dead hearted," he said lightly, "I know that you won't be able to accept it for a while, but you will forget it after a while." It's like at first you'd faint in pain, but now you're used to it?"

I stood up, and he grabbed me and sneered, "Don't pretend to be like a holy woman!" I shook him off and went to sleep on the haystack. He laughed twice, took another sip of water, and said, "Don't bear it next time, since you are comfortable, call out, no one will talk about you." I closed my eyes hard and covered my ears.

In the middle of the night, I woke up to the cold, the fire had long since been extinguished, and there was no heat at all. Even though He Lu held me in his arms, I still felt my bones tremble and moved, but He Lu held me down: "Don't move." There was vigilance in his voice.

I was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?" As soon as the words fell, as if I heard something coming from the mouth of the 'hole', I looked back, and suddenly a 'excited' spirit sat up. Clusters of green light are approaching, it's wolves!

Without saying anything, He Lu stood up and held me up and carried me up to the protruding stone, and I sat down in panic and clung to the stone wall. He Lu was also about to jump up, but before his hands could be supported, the wolves behind him pounced, and he let out a low shout, but he didn't come up, as if he had been bitten by a wolf.

I was so frightened that a glimmer of light came through the hole, and I watched his hands grasping the stones, and the thought of killing him flashed through my mind! Push him away and let him be dragged away by the wolves! But I quickly dismissed the idea, if he died, I, as his 'attendant' concubine, would only be occupied by other leaders, and the gains outweighed the losses!

Thinking of this, I rushed over and grabbed him and shouted, "Climb up!"

He Lu kicked on the head of the wolf that was biting him, and took advantage of the momentum to rush up, the wolf was kicked lightly and rolled aside, and the other wolves took a few steps back, roaring and not daring to come closer. The stone was more than a man tall from below, and there was no place to draw on it, so they couldn't jump up.

I quickly smelled a smell of blood and asked in a low voice, "Are you hurt?"

He Lu said: "It's nothing, it's not once or twice that I've been bitten by wolves" He quickly took off his boots, tied the injured area with a cloth belt, and then said: "You can ignore me just now and let me be eaten by them." ”

I thought about it for a while and told the truth: "If you die, don't say that I can't get out of this icy and snowy place, even if I go back, I will be insulted by those tribal leaders!"

He snorted and laughed twice and said, "This place is not far from the 'Jade' and 'Gate' passes, you can go back to the pass." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and then my mind was racing, and I didn't even have the idea of going back! He smiled and said, "Don't you want to go back anymore?"

What am I?

I'm probably just an abandoned 'flower'!

Leaning on the stone wall tiredly, the coolness from the stone wall made my body even colder, He Lu also leaned over, hugged me in his arms, rested his chin on the top of my head, and said, "Forget him! From the moment he ascended the throne, he had already decided to abandon you." ”

Tears fell unexpectedly, what he said was also what I thought in my heart, but I didn't dare to face it!

He Lu said again: "The princess he married before is now the queen, what kind of folk selection will come in a few months, and when the time comes, a large number of 'women' will flock to him, who will remember who you are!" He rubbed his chin against my head and muttered: "How do you think I still think I'm better than him, at least I'm the only one by my side." ”

I grabbed him by the hem of his shirt and wept bitterly.

(PS: Today's shift, I wonder if I can last until the end of the month.) Group number: 118038475, knock on the 'door' brick: Queen Mou)