Ahh

He Xiaoshi opened his eyes suddenly, he looked around, and found that he was actually in a university dormitory, but it was obviously still in the middle of the night, and it was dark all around, only the computer screen under the bed was lit up with a long white light.

It turned out to be his roommate, who stayed up all night to fight the glory of the king.

He Xiaoshi felt that his head was very painful, it should be because he drank too much not long ago, it seems that everything that happened in that world just now was a dream.

It's just that this dream is too real.

Thinking of this, He Xiaoshi felt a little empty in his heart, but when he thought that he was still in this prosperous and happy world, he was extremely happy in his heart.

"This dream, after dawn tomorrow, must tell your best friend. Oh, and ...... her."

"But she seemed to have rejected me. ”

Thinking like this, He Xiaoshi felt very sleepy, so he slept very happily and comfortably.

Early the next morning, He Xiaoshi got up early, went to find his brothers and buddies, and told last night's dream to the next morning, He Xiaoshi got up early, went to his brothers and buddies, and told them about last night's dream.

What He Xiaoshi said was extremely detailed and specific, but his friends, although they listened carefully, but after listening to it, they laughed at him for reading too many fantasy novels.

After He Xiaoshi saw the reactions of these friends, he felt that it was normal, but deep down, it was empty.

It seems that there is a big hole in the chest, and it is constantly leaking air.

It's just a dream.

He Xiaoshi comforted himself.

On the weekend, He Xiaoshi went home, that poor but warm home, and saw his mother and lovely brother, he somehow burst into tears.

Finally, at his father's grave, he wept and babbled nonsense......

That dream was so real.

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Back on the quiet campus, He Xiaoshi, who was already in his fourth year, began to quit all his problems, study hard, and work hard.

He wants to be admitted to the civil service, repay his mother, take care of his younger brother, and live his life peacefully.

Time passed, the life of the senior year passed by in vain, and when he successfully passed the national civil service interview, the day of college graduation came as scheduled.

Graduation day, youth burial day.

He Xiaoshi drank too much, and he looked at his classmates and friends who had been with him for several years in a daze, singing and going crazy.

On the day he graduated and left school, He Xiaoshi was carrying heavy luggage, and while waiting for the crowded bus, he saw the goddess who rejected him indifferently and got into a luxury car.

The door of the luxury car slowly closed, and then the dust left, leaving only a disdainful smile for He Xiaoshi.

He Xiaoshi grinned, slightly bitter in his heart.

Youth collapses.

This year, He Xiaoshi was twenty-three years old.

Entering the society, everything has become a lot more secular and He Xiaoshi has worked hard, working overtime day and night, and his position has risen.

He became the pride of his mother and the role model of his younger brother. He became the pride of his mother and the role model of his younger brother.

Busy days, time flies extraordinarily.

Three years have passed, and he is twenty-six years old.

He Xiaoshi looked at the people around him, got married one by one, went home for the New Year, and his mother began to take him everywhere on blind dates.

He has seen many girls, but every time he meets, he always feels that there is something missing than the one in his heart.

At the age of twenty-eight, he could have gone to the next level in his career, but because of an accident, he stopped in his original position.

He Xiaoshi knew in his heart that the person who competed with him was a person with a background, and he was eliminated as a matter of course.

However, he was not disappointed, and still worked hard, even desperately.

At the age of twenty-nine, he was given another chance to be promoted, but because he offended the leader, he failed the evaluation and was not allowed to be promoted in the third grade.

And that leader is the goddess he was in college.

Since then, the unit has one more middle-aged man who eats and waits for death, and one less hot-blooded young man who is down-to-earth and willing to work.

At the age of thirty, He Xiaoshi met a girl who had a similar experience to him, and they chatted without a word.

The girl said, "You're not bad, like the one he used to be." ”

He said, "You're not bad, a lot like the one I think of him." ”

......

The two were dating like water, He Xiaoshi was not sure if he liked her or not, and the parents of both of them had already confirmed that they were married.

He Xiaoshi was silent.

A week before the wedding, he went for a drink with his best brother.

Drunk.

"I don't want to get married yet," he said. ”

The brother said, "You, you just think too much, all your life, who hasn't come over like this?"

He Xiaoshi got married.

The wedding is not big or small, and there are not many people, no less.

At the wedding, the master of ceremonies said to relatives and friends with a standardized business smile: "Do you want to let them kiss them?"

Friends and relatives shouted, "Kiss one, kiss one." ”

He Xiaoshi stepped forward, kissed him simply, and then the two returned to the position where they stood not long ago.

He said, "I love you. ”

She said, "I love you too. ”

He Xiaoshi didn't know if this was said to her, just like he didn't know if she said it to himself.

Weddings are not romantic at all.

On the night of the candles in the cave room, He Xiaoshi watched the bride carefully count the money, and somehow, he thought of the dream that he still remembers.

He Xiaoshi is thirty-three years old.

At this moment, he stood in front of his mother's grave, looking at the man-tall weeds growing on his father's grave next to him, and burst into tears.

My father had an accident and had been dead for many years.

My mother was old, so she left this world too.

Although it was just the natural withering of life, He Xiaoshi still felt so sad.

No matter how sad you are, you still have to live your life.

What's more, in the face of ruthless and cold time, all memories will eventually fade, and all the pain will eventually be forgotten......

He Xiaoshi is thirty-seven years old.

This year, his wife became pregnant, so she quit her job and raised the baby at home.

He Xiaoshi began to take on all the burdens of the family, and in order to survive, he began to work overtime day and night again, just for the pitiful overtime pay.

Every time he worked overtime until midnight, his wife always complained and was wronged on the other end of the phone, but He Xiaoshi couldn't explain anything, so he could only be silent.

At the age of thirty-eight, the child landed, and the cost of the hospital before and after was a large amount, and almost all the money he spent on overtime.

But this is nothing, when He Xiaoshi looked at the child with clear and bright big eyes in his arms, he was extremely happy.

Looking at the child as if he were a new born of his own.

This year is the most painful year, the child's every hour is noisy, and the huge pressure of work makes him only sleep three hours a day.

Every day I go to work in a daze, the leader says that he doesn't work at work, and his wife says that he doesn't work after work.

He Xiaoshi was always thinking, but he couldn't understand it.

"Who the is doing the work?"

It was only this year that the car seemed to have become his real home.

This year, He Xiaoshi no longer complains about road congestion, no longer fears that his work place is too far away from home, and he even hopes that the car will be blocked for a while and the way home will be longer.

This year, every day after work, the half hour of sitting in the car and smoking is his own time.

The front of the car is fame and fortune, and the rear of the car is firewood, rice, oil and salt.

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