Grundell's father is a respected hero, and his mother is a banshee of the deep, as everyone knows. However, his mother was killed by his father's own hands, which many NPCs are unaware of.

After Grendel's father killed the person he loved the most, he also chose to commit suicide, leaving Grendel alone to survive outside. Because of Grendel's background and somewhat inhuman appearance, Grendell is often bullied by others, but Grendell is not strong enough to stop these things, and no one will help him, so he can only endure it silently.

Until one day, a circus called 'Goode and Bard' came to Grendel's place to perform, and Grendel wanted to see it once, and he saw the director of the circus, and he explained to the head of the troupe that he had no money but wanted to see a show. And the head of the troupe kindly let Grundell work as a handyman in his circus, so that he could watch as much as he wanted.

The circus director did not discriminate against Grendell because of his appearance, but took good care of him, which made Grendell very happy in his circus days.

However, this period was not very long, and in the third month of Grundel's arrival at the circus, the circus was ransacked by a group of unknown men. The people of the circus suffered heavy casualties, and even their captain was seriously wounded. Because of the serious injury of the head of the troupe, the affairs of the circus were temporarily taken over by a man who played the clown at the time.

The clown's true face is almost never seen, and perhaps only the head of the regiment knows who he is, both on and off the stage, he wears his funny and laughing mask. The Joker's attitude towards Grundell is different from that of the Captain, who treats Grendel as an equal, while the Joker values Grendel very much. But he never revealed his true face to Grundel, which Grundel didn't think of at the time.

"Grendel, have you ever thought about taking revenge on someone who bullied you before?" The Joker said this to Grendell one day, the Joker's usual voice is hoarse, but this time when he spoke to Grendel, it was very low, not at all like the usual voice, and tone.

The question brought Grendel's almost forgotten memory back to the deepest part of his mind, and he remembered the people who had thrown stones in his face and spat in his face and deliberately inflated the price for groceries, and Grendel said, "I thought, but I don't have that ability, and even though my father was a hero, I don't even have the strength to hold a sword." ”

"You can pick up a sword, your father is a hero." The Joker continued, this time his voice changing again and becoming hoarse, "You just haven't awakened your heart yet. ”

"Inside, what's that?" Grundell didn't know what the clown was talking about.

The Joker pulls out a tube of potions from the drawer where he is, and the potion is an eerie purple color, which makes Grendell a little intimidated. The Joker brought the potion to Grundel, "Drink it and you'll have more strength than you have now, and it took me a lot of effort to get it from the alchemist in the city, and I can't get revenge, but it's okay to stop you from being hurt." ”

The fact that he was no longer harmed made Grundell feel good, and Grendell drank the flask in a daze.

After drinking it, Grundell felt like he was amazing, something he had never felt before. Grendell tried to pick up the hammer from the circus, it was a performance hammer, it weighed hundreds of kilograms, and he would definitely not be able to pick it up before, but this time it was different, and Grendell picked up the hammer with ease, and it didn't take much effort at all.

Originally, Grundell still had a lot of respect for the Joker at that time, but it was not after that incident.

Grundell will never forget that day.

He actually stabbed to death the head of the circus who brought him to this circus, and he remembered very well the expression on the head when he stabbed him in the heart with a dagger, and he was very shocked. The head of the troupe died without making a sound, and everyone in the circus didn't know that Grundel had killed him, only the clown.

It was the Clown who instigated Grundell to do it, and Grendell didn't want to do it at all, but somehow, another voice echoed in his heart, "Kill him, kill him." ”

This frightened Grendell, and he even asked the regimental commander for a few days off for this, and for days he stayed in his room, clutching his thigh with one hand and a dagger in the other. Grendell has been staring at the dagger for the past few days, which was given to him by the Joker, who hopes that Grendell can use it to end the life of the Captain.

Why does Mr. Clown want Mr. Captain to die. The question bothered Grundell for days, but no one answered him, only a voice within him that remembered, "Don't ask why, just kill, kill." ”

Grendel's eyes were bloodshot, and he couldn't sleep at all for days, because as soon as he lay down, his inner voice would sound even more cheerfully, and he couldn't sleep at all.

In the end, the regimental commander died at the hands of Grundel.

In the end, everyone in the circus is killed by Grundel, except for the clown. The Joker disappeared after the death of the regimental leader, leaving behind the already mad Grendel.

After killing all the circus people, Grendell barely suppressed a certain desire in his heart.

Unable to accept the fact that everyone in the circus had been killed by him, Grendel fled from the ruins of the circus. Unbeknownst to him, a fire broke out in the circus after he left, and the fire burned down the entire tent of the circus, leaving only the ashes of any person or animal.

Grendel came to the city, and he knew about the city, and the circus used to perform here. Grendell's original intention was only to find the Joker's whereabouts, but the inner voice sounded again, this time the voice became more manic and urgent, and Grendell soon couldn't resist the temptation of the voice.

Homicides are happening in the city.

But Grundell never found the Joker, and he searched almost every corner of the city. Grendell had decided to leave the city and continue his search for the Joker in another city, but a sudden burst of light blurred his consciousness.

When he woke up again, Grendel was lying in this place where there was nothing.

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