50 A lie or something will never be true in a lifetime
"Uh...... What about Master Lindenwan? ”
"yes, who saw the boss? He was here just now. ”
The ceremony had passed, and Artoria had officially become a count.
Although the previous ...... No, the first ten Earls of Clamorgan didn't end well, and they didn't reign for long, but they were all hell-intentioned and bad behavers. It is not so much that the Earl of Klamorgan was cursed, but that Governor Violce kicked all the cursed people to the earl of Klamorgan.
Artoria listened to Lindenvan's deception, believing that he was special, that he was unique, that he would not repeat the mistakes of the previous dozen or so, and that he would definitely not become the laughing stock of the entire Vierz, Britun and even the entire empire.
And Loro also hooks up with Nero, the equally ambitious new Himeyou. She doesn't have to go back to the ice and snow in the far north for the time being, and she can find a prince to marry. Her career will officially start from the land under her feet, from Vierz, to the Imperial Continent, and beyond.
It's a joy for all.
Then, there is Loro's favorite event - the banquet!
Of course, Artoria prefers it, and it's a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to eat for free. Of course, with her sister Nero here, she naturally wants to be a lady, even if her big stomach is strong, she can't be too ugly to eat.
But the absence of Lin Dengwan's guy playing improperly next to them really makes them a little unaccustomed, and I have to say that getting used to it is a terrible thing. Although when he was verbally bullied by Lindenwan, Artoria kept saying "don't, don't, hate it", but suddenly there was no noise from that guy but a little stunned.
"Hahaha, don't worry about that guy, his relationship with Sister Leke is not ordinary."
Nero came over with two glasses of wine, stuffed them to Artoria and Loro, and picked up a bottle from the table.
"Huh? What is the relationship? ”
As soon as the gossip was heard, the countess and the pirate ...... No, the mercenary leader's eyes lit up at once. The "I'm curious" glow is too much to look at.
"Hey~ Sister Leke has been waiting for Lin Dengwan's guy for thirty years. The two of them are two childhood sweethearts who have no guesses. It is said that it was a tragic magical accident, and in that accident, the young Sister Leke managed to escape. Lindenvan, on the other hand, fell into a deep sleep. But Sister Leke was infatuated and silently watched the agreement when she was young...... Until the return of the promised one.
Oh! Gazing at your back for a hundred years, my sleeping lover! ”
Obviously, Nero didn't know anything, and the above was all brain-filled. Forget about the brain supplement, but she said it vividly, and raised one hand high, her eyes slightly closed, as if she was performing an opera.
"Oh...... Huh? So that pretty lady Leke should be at least 35 years old? ”
Luo Luo opened her mouth in surprise, although Leke's appearance and figure are quite mature and charming, but it is definitely not a feeling of ripeness.
"Oh, Lolo, it's not good to discuss the lady's age. Moreover, heroes generally live for decades longer than the average person, and aging is quite slow. Sister Leke doesn't look like twenty-five now, it's normal. ”
"I'm so envious ......"
“……”
Thinking that his cardamom years were so short, the three daughters suddenly burst into a ...... Jealousy.
And then it was cold.
"Yo! My dear sister! Yo! My ambitious Lolo! Now let's drink! ”
In the end, it was Nero who laughed and broke the inexplicable silence. She put her arms around the two of them and raised her glass to the sky.
"For our great future! Cheers! ”
"Haha, yes, cheers, cheers!"
"Hmm...... Oh...... Cheers......"
Nero was right, Leke had indeed waited for Lindenwan for thirty years, and once she had waited for her lover to wake up, and now she just wanted to experience the pleasure of revenge.
Blood was spreading from the wound, and his consciousness was beginning to blur, but the intense pain kept him awake in pain.
Lin Dengwan clutched his waist and fell to the ground.
"Sure enough...... I'm sorry...... That's ......"
Lindenvan's words grew weaker and weaker, and he muttered something, but Lexington didn't hear it at all.
She spoke, and if the tone was colored, then the tone of "Mrs." must be black.
"Hahaha! You used to be my Admiral! My dear! Everything about me! All I have is for you! But in the end! Your feelings are just a flash in the pan! And my feelings are just props to kill your boredom!
Thirty years! I've been watching you wake up for the past thirty years, and I've been watching for your answers! As a result, in Titania's town guard's mansion, you gave us that answer! Why be so cruel?! ”
When the truth is revealed, it is often the most emotionally invested person who is hurt more deeply and reacts more intensely.
As Lindenwan's earliest partner, according to the game's resume and plot, Lexington has paid the most for Admiral Lindenvan, and has suffered the most damage for him. But in the end, it's all just a relentless toy by ordinary players.
She is just a canary in a cage, just a Truman who has been deceived by the "world", and the people she has paid for have not invested too much in her at all.
In Lexington's view, she was a precious commodity, a gaudy commodity, a bragging rights, a source of laughter and delusional entertainment, but not a human being.
Lexington. How will Exes deal with such deception? The end of blood!
"Ahem, ahem, ahem......"
It's messed up...... It's all messed up...... What bad luck! Obviously I didn't do anything wrong, but it turned out to be like this as soon as I crossed over. MD, didn't the novels that used to pass the time say that they were brought to another world and turned into real game characters would be absolutely loyal and completely upside down? Isn't the system supposed to be able to see through everything? How...... How......
Tens of thousands of grass mud (river crab) horses or something Lin Dengwan didn't have the mood, he was about to die of pain, how could he have time to engage in that humor. He just felt cold, so cold, draining all energy and anger from the cold......
There is also loneliness and doubt.
"Why is this happening! …… Clearly...... Obviously I didn't do anything wrong, but on the basis of the right, what did I ignore? Why does it hurt to do the right thing and speak the truth?
Sure enough...... This correctness is nothing more than a foundation on oneself, nothing more than on the basis of the laws of the pan-human republic, nothing more than on the basis of reason and logic.
However, the subjective feelings of the ship girls ......
Yes, I'm right, there's no doubt about that. But I hurt the ship's girls, there's no doubt about that. Is it really right to just think about one's own rightness, regardless of the suffering caused to others? ”
The loss of blood had made it impossible for his weakened body to continue thinking, and logic was about to be abandoned, until a warm current poured into his wound and re-energized his body.
"You ......"
He opened his hazy eyes and saw Leker covering his wound with his hand, the glimmer of healing that rekindled his life.
"Sorry......"
Lin Dengwan didn't know what to say, and finally squeezed out only these two words.
Lexington, on the other hand, shook his head and sniffled, as if he had just cried.
"I ...... I'm sorry...... I didn't want that. Maybe everything in the past is just entertainment for you, just fun for you, but for me, all happiness and sweetness are real. I can't feel the sweetness and joy of all this without you, even if it's your amusement and deception.
Thank you for the memories you brought me, even if you didn't give any real affection. In fact, if you think about it, I don't hate you, I just have nowhere to vent my anger. ”
"Sorry......"
Lin Dengwan's flamboyant tongue and sharp teeth are gone, and his vocabulary is now terriblely poor, and he can't squeeze out new words except for the word "sorry".
"Also, you weren't going to dodge just now? You can get out of the way! You can get out of the way! Why do you ...... this?"
"Because you are my wife, how can you dissipate your anger if you don't have some blood."
"Stupid! You...... Can't you lie to me and the other sisters!? Can't you say that you've been treating us sincerely!? Can't you say that you really have true feelings for me!? Do you have to put the bloody facts and your ugliness in front of us!? I have to take this knife! Lie or something, say it for a lifetime, won't it be true when I die!? ”
It's a question of existence and nature, of what they've been paying for in the past, and the wise Leke is a little hysterical at the mention of that.
Lin Dengwan's declaration, in front of Titania, Patty, and Wang Yuan, she heard about the righteousness and refusal to admit mistakes. It was that very "bastard" remark that made Leke, the ship's lady who had the deepest feelings for Lin Dengwan, feel betrayed and deceitful, and also made her pick up the firewood knife.
Sure enough, some people can't pretend randomly, and it's okay to poke the basket, but if you don't know it, you'll be stabbed.
"Sorry...... Since I recognize your personality and your future, I can no longer deceive you. I don't want to get along with you full of lies.
I don't want to play with any 'people'. Now, you are 'human', as noble and self-aware as I am. Realizing this, I decided to take you seriously, even if it ...... Even if it's such a result.
There will always be a day when lies will be exposed, and a castle made of snow, no matter how strong, will always melt in the sun. Sooner or later, relationships based on lies will dissipate. It's okay to hate me, start over, or die here, but I'm still determined to tell the truth and be sincere with you forever. ”
Lin Dengwan endured the severe pain and said the above tirade, although the "healing technique" can treat the wound, but the pain will not be eliminated for the time being. These heartfelt words also made him feel painful from the bottom of his heart.
But it was not without effect, Mrs. Leke was a little distracted, but looked at Lin Deng Wan with tears in her eyes, and did not speak for a while.
"That'...... Things from the past ......"
What the ship girls want is an attitude and not continue to deceive. It's good to treat each other sincerely, so at least apologize to the sisters and be soft. For women, some things are not a question of whether they are justified or ignored at all, but a question of whether they are big or not. But unfortunately, Lin Dengwan never apologized for his justified things.
The ship girls are not people, they are algorithms, they are programs, so Lin Dengwan can play with them without real feelings. This is a matter of course and right.
The ship girls are now people, no longer algorithms and programs, so Lin Dengwan must treat them sincerely and treat them equally. This is also a matter of course and right.
So Lin Dengwan will take care of them and love them in the future, but Lin Dengwan will not apologize for the past, let alone deceive in order to cover up the past.
This is Lin Dengwan's logic, there is affection, and he talks about principles, but he is not to talk about tenderness outside of principles. It seems that the non-orthodox Lin Dengwan is actually an extremely self-centered person.
But now, he's starting to revisit his thinking.
"It's hard, but I have to say: I'm sorry...... Even if this excuse is wronged. ”
"There is progress...... But the latter sentence is redundant. ”
"Hmm...... I'm just trying to say that I was too self-centered before, and maybe I should think more about other people's feelings. ”
"If you know, it's good."
Leke smiled reluctantly, and although her mood was still chaotic, everything was going in a good direction.
Then the two of them were cold again.
They listened to the wind and insects in the woodland for half a minute, and finally Lin Dengwan broke the silence.
"You...... You're going to ...... later."
"As before, take care of little Nero. I don't know about the others. ”
Under the starlight, Linden could see the tears on Leke's face, and the tears still flowed. Seeing the woman so heartbroken and haggard, Lin Dengwan suddenly began to feel distressed.
"I ...... Maybe a little cheeky, but can we start over? You stabbed me in the waist, and I stabbed you in the heart, although it can't be said to be flat, but maybe it can be ......"
I have to say that Lin Dengwan is really thick-skinned, but at this moment, he really feels guilty in his heart, hoping to compensate for the woman in front of him.
"You can try, so ......"
Leke shook his fingers and took off the diamond ring in his hand, but he didn't give it to Lin Dengwan, magically conjured a chain and hung the diamond ring around his neck.
"You can try to see if you can get me to put it back on. Now the treatment is over! me off! ”
PS: There are a lot of recommendation votes today, thank you for voting. Sure enough, if you don't ask for a ticket, you won't have a ticket? As an author, I have to reflect on it, and I can't let readers spontaneously vote for what I write. Well, the author will continue to work hard, I feel that the current brain hole is not big enough......