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Even if I know that Luyun is likely to be the person who caused me to give birth prematurely, but behind her is Zheng Guifei, and now the evidence is insufficient, so I can only bury this matter in my heart, although I have no way to rectify these people now, but as long as I wait until my 'jade' grows up safely, there are so many accounts before and after, and I will settle it with them sooner or later.

I was weak after giving birth, and I still had to take care of the 'jade' child day and night, which was very powerless, but fortunately, my mother had found a suitable 'milk' mother, and I was just waiting for an opportunity to send it to the palace.

Coincidentally, the emperor came to see me on this day, probably because he hadn't seen me for several days, saying that I was getting thinner and thinner, and my face was also very bad.

I laughed and said: "It's really in response to that old saying, raising a child knows the kindness of his parents, and the concubine is now only with one child, but she can't take care of herself anymore!"

Qi Heng raised his eyebrows and said, "Now that I know that it's not too late to be tired, I will let the queen find a 'milk' girl." Seeing that I lowered my head and didn't speak, he asked again: "What, I don't like it!"

I looked up and smiled at him, and said, "Actually, the last time my mother came to see me, she had already persuaded me, the concubine is the emperor's concubine, and everything about the concubine should be the emperor's, but for a little thing, the concubine always embarrass the emperor, so that the emperor makes an exception, and the concubine is uneasy!"

A faint smile tugged at his lips: "Oh, what do you mean!"

I thought about it and said: "The 'jade' has just landed, and the queen's mother is looking for a 'milk' mother for the concubine, but the concubine is too willful, which makes the queen embarrassed...... I can't be ashamed!"

"The queen is the master of the harem, this is her business, what is there to be embarrassed about!"

Having said that, the concubine was terrified in her heart, and she hoped that the emperor would forgive her. I tried my best to make my smile look decent, and my voice became more and more gentle, "In order not to trouble the queen, the concubine has asked her mother to find a 'milk' outside the palace, I don't know if the emperor can ......"

He suddenly "snorted" and said coldly: "You just said that I have repeatedly made an exception for you, and you are uneasy, but now you want me to make an exception for you, the 'milk' mother has always been selected by the people of the queen's and monk's palace bureau, when will it be the turn of the concubine's mother's family to 'intervene'!"

"Your Majesty......" I was dumbfounded.

He shook his sleeves angrily and said, "There is no need to say anything more about this matter. As he spoke, he was leaving.

I stayed for a moment and shouted sharply: "If the emperor wants the lives of his concubines and 'jade', take it now, it's better than being inexplicably killed in the future, and ending up with no place to complain!"

His figure slammed suddenly, and he looked back at me with a shocked face, and the palace people around him had already retreated in fright, and only the two of us were left in the hall staring at each other.

"Qiheng, I know that you never wanted me to have children, and I have been in danger with my children several times, and you have ...... Ignore. "Say the last four words, and the heart is cold and ice.

He reflexively walked to the side of the 'bed', hooked my jaw with his fingertips, and said coldly: "If you say such a damaging word, I should have killed you!"

I laughed, laughed and laughed but shed tears: "Killing me, it's a breeze for you, white silk, dagger, or ...... As for the poison 'medicine', if you want to kill it, let's have a good time, I'm fed up with such a blunt knife cutting 'flesh' like torture!"

"Auntie. He scolded, a flash of pain in his eyes.

I shook off his hand and asked a series of questions: "Hasn't the emperor thought about it carefully, how can Concubine Ya, a grassland 'girl', know what to do with the snow feast, how can there be oil stains on the clean ground that is obviously cleaned, and it just happened to hit me when people stepped on it, Your Majesty, have you never doubted these, do you think that as long as you kill that palace 'girl' with a cane, there will be nothing!"

He avoided my gaze.

I was so angry that I almost cried.

I know that you have to take care of the first 'gate' and the second prince of the Zheng family, but the second prince is your son, and the twelve princes are not your sons.

No, in the end, the most important thing for you is the throne, the imperial power.

He turned around and said a little tiredly: "You haven't been out of confinement yet, your emotions are so big, it's not good for your body, I will deal with the matter of finding a 'milky' mother, you can rest assured!"

He's let me down enough times, two more, and it's nothing.

After another two days, there was no progress in the matter of the 'milk' mother, but Liu Youyu brought back a piece of news that made me even more chilled.

"Lian Hai died, saying that he was drunk at night, and fell into the well while walking at night, and when the body was pulled away, the slave let Luzi go to see it, and there was a bruise on the back of his neck, which was clearly ...... He was knocked unconscious and then pushed into the well!"

I sat up straight: "What about the green clouds!"

"Green Cloud is nothing, she is still on an errand with Concubine Ya, but her family is ......"

"What's wrong with her family. "My heart was chilling, could it be that in order to keep this secret, I would destroy her full 'door'.

Liu Youyu said: "Xiao Dezi went out of the palace to take a look, her family moved away from Qingpingfang, saying that she was hiding debts, and no one knows where she moved to!"

I was stunned, Gu Yu ran in, and as soon as he came in, he panicked and said, "I just heard that the green cloud of Chengxiang Hall hanged itself!"

'Chunfen' hurriedly asked: "Who did you listen to?"

Gu Yu said: "I just passed by the Chengxiang Hall and listened to what the people inside said, how could she hang herself, isn't she a first-class promotion, and she is proud!"

Because Gu Yu's 'sex' is straightforward and innocent, thinking about the past friendship, there are some things I didn't let her know, in order to not let her become a stagnant water in the harem, and I can't see a little 'wave', I would rather she maintain this innocence and live happily until she leaves the palace.

So about the matter of Green Cloud, she didn't get involved, but she didn't expect Green Cloud to die so soon.

Died at this time, just two days after I said those words to Qiheng.

I closed my eyes, lay down on the bed, waved my hand, and said to them, "I'm tired, you all go down!"

"Niangniang...... "The 'spring' equinox seems to want to comfort me.

I just shook my head: "It's okay, let's all go down!"

They all withdrew, and when they closed their eyes, it was pitch black, and I was like a blind man wandering in the dark night, unable to see a ray of light, or like a duckweed floating on the surface of the sea and enduring a storm, always feeling that it would be swallowed up by the current at any moment.

The little man next to me suddenly moved, and I hurriedly opened my eyes to look at him, but he just pouted, but he didn't wake up.

I looked at him in a daze, and suddenly clenched my palms.

It is often said that motherhood is strong.

Therefore, for the sake of my children, I must be strong to deal with those enemies who may harm us at any time, even if that enemy is the father of this child, and I will not back down.

PS: Did you start rambling me again?