Chapter 263: I'll Wait for You
said a thousand things and ten thousand, just to let Bai Zhenyu let go and give them some time to solve the problem. But this old man is too stubborn, he has to take Bai Xueqin home, hasn't he done all the useless work before?
Bai Zhenyu seemed to see Sun Hao's doubts, and said: "What I said will definitely count, and I won't force Xueqin within a year." ”
"Oh?"
Sun Hao's face looked better, but in that case, why did he have to let Bai Xueqin go home?
"Lu Shaoxiong has come to you, right?" Bai Zhenyu glanced at the plaster on Sun Hao's hand and said.
Sun Hao nodded.
"That little ghost of the Lu family is reckless and anxious, if you offend him, I am afraid that there will be no good fruit to eat."
"Since he dares to be the first year of junior high school, don't blame me for being the fifteenth." Sun Hao said coldly.
Bai Zhenyu chuckled, obviously not believing that Sun Hao had the ability to be fifteen, but he didn't plan to argue about this issue, but said: "I'm not interested in your business, but the pressure on our Bai family is a bit big now, if you can't stabilize their Lu family's heart, how can this year be delayed?" ”
"My agreement with you is private, but this superficial attitude must at least be sufficient, do you want Xueqin to continue to be with you? It's impossible for me to stimulate the Lu family anymore, especially that little ghost Lu Shaoxiong. Besides, my faith in you...... It's not big. ”
Of course, I thought that just a few words could move Bai Zhenyu to change his original intention? That's unrealistic. Sun Hao also understood that he just wanted to buy some time.
At this time, Bai Zhenyu's words were not unreasonable, there were enough reasons to let Bai Xueqin go home, but Sun Hao could not agree. Not to mention that he and Bai Xueqin have just started, it is the time when they are like glue, and their new team can't do without Bai Xueqin's jungler.
"These are your opinions, let's ask Xue Qin what she means, what she decides, I hope you don't force it." Sun Hao said.
His words are equivalent to forcing Bai Xueqin to stay, after all, in his opinion, Bai Xueqin and his thoughts should be the same, and it is impossible to leave his side. He has full confidence in this.
However, Bai Xueqin's subsequent words made him dumbfounded.
"I'd like to go home."
Bai Xueqin clenched her teeth, and her little hands also tugged at the corners of her clothes, obviously she had a strong psychological struggle to make this decision. But her tone was unusually firm and unquestionable.
"Xueqin, you ......"
"I'm sorry." Bai Xueqin lowered her head, not daring to look at Sun Hao.
Sun Hao only felt that his heart was empty in an instant, and he seemed to have lost one of the most important things, which made him dazed, made him at a loss, and his heart ached.
"Dad, let's go."
Bai Xueqin didn't want to eat this meal anymore, so she got up directly, turned her head and left. It's just that the moment she turned her head, a line of tears flowed down, and she couldn't control it at all, but she didn't let Sun Hao see it.
"Okay, okay, let's go home, haha."
Bai Zhenyu was happy, he had made up a lot of words to persuade Bai Xueqin, but it seemed that he didn't need it at all. When he walked to Sun Hao, who was sitting stupidly, patted Sun Hao's shoulder, and said, "Boy, come on." ”
With all that said, leave.
Wu Mei's eyes flickered a little, and she couldn't bear it when she looked at Sun Hao's dejected appearance, so she said: "She is also for your good, don't worry, I will take care of her." ”
Sun Hao is still in that state, and he doesn't know if he heard it. Wu Mei sighed, then ignored him and followed Bai Zhenyu.
Sun Hao was the only one left in front of the table, sitting dumbfounded, his eyes empty. Of course, he knew that Bai Xueqin was for his good, but he couldn't accept it, he was used to the days when Bai Xueqin was by his side, and he could see that pure and lovely figure every day, and he could hear the pleasant sound like a silver bell, which was the happiest thing.
But now, she's gone, neatly gone.
He suddenly thought that Bai Xueqin was always in a state of mind during the period after his injury, thinking that he was worried about his injury, but now it seems that it is not so simple. She had just agreed to go home, and it was not a temporary decision.
He didn't know how long he had been sitting here until a waiter came to inquire and then got up and left the table.
And at this time, the phone rang, and it was the sound of a text message.
"I'm sorry, I'm really scared, I'm afraid of bothering you again, I'm afraid you'll have an accident for me again."
"I know you don't care, but you know what, I do. Seeing you hurt, I feel so guilty, my heart hurts, I can't bear it. I'm so scared that one day I'll wake up and not know where you are, and I'll go crazy. ”
"Please forgive me for leaving, it's good for you and me. But don't worry, I will wait for you, whether you have fulfilled your promise to my father or not, I will wait for you, for a lifetime, for a lifetime! ”
"This is my promise, I love you......"
Syllable.
The handwriting on the phone suddenly became blurry, and it was a tear that fell on it.
When he was a child, he could clearly remember the number of times Sun Hao cried, but when he grew up, he basically didn't cry, at least he didn't remember. And this time, he experienced the feeling of crying, heartache, and unwillingness.
This kind of unwillingness is not aimed at Bai Xueqin, but at himself. It is precisely because of his incompetence that Bai Xueqin has no sense of security!
This is not an emotional sense of security, but an environmental sense of security, some things cannot be solved by violence, and there must be capital that allows others to weigh it. And this capital, he doesn't have it, he's just a jobless vagrant, even if Bai Xueqin loves him again, but in the eyes of others, he is still nothing.
"I'm the one who should say I'm sorry......"
Sun Hao turned off his phone and slowly put it in his pocket.
He was wrong, he always considered things from his own point of view, and felt that everything was not a matter for him. However, he didn't think about Bai Xueqin, if he put himself in his shoes, could he still be so calm?
No.
As Bai Xueqin said, she was afraid, afraid of losing him, even if there was no presence of him in her sight at a certain moment, she would be inexplicably flustered. He can understand this feeling, and he can understand that this is not something that everyone can bear.
It can't go on like this, this time, he needs to let go, and he can only let go.
Wiping his eyes vigorously, Sun Hao exhaled heavily, then ran downstairs, stopped a car, and went straight to where Bai Xueqin lived.
Even if they had to leave, they didn't need to bring their clothes and beds, but there was one thing they would definitely take with them, and that was a group photo of them when they won the collegiate league. There is no cup on this group photo, but it is not important, the important thing is that it represents the process of their struggle together.
There is Bai Xueqin, and there is also Sun Hao.
And this photo was originally placed in her dormitory at school, but at this moment, it is in her home.
"Driver, hurry up!"
Sun Hao was very anxious, he had already delayed a lot of time, and he didn't know if he would have time to see Bai Xueqin. And the driver also hurried as much as he could.
Finally saw the familiar floor, and before the car could stop inside, Sun Hao couldn't wait to open the car door and jump out of the car. And at that moment, a blue open-top Continental drove out of the corner.
He saw Bai Xueqin, who was lying on Bai Zhenyu's shoulder and sobbing, and didn't notice his arrival.
He wanted to shout, but he still held back, he knew that Bai Xueqin had walked so desperately before, just because he was afraid that he would see him crying. In that case, why let her face herself in such a state.
When Bai Zhenyu and Wu Mei saw him, they both gave a reassuring look, which made him feel better.
And Lu Shaoxiong, who was driving in front, didn't notice Sun Hao, wearing sunglasses and a smug smile on his face, which was a victor's posture. The moment he saw this kid, Sun Hao had an urge to drag him out and beat him violently, but the car was whistling by, and he couldn't catch up, but he just engraved Lu Shaoxiong's appearance firmly in his mind.
"Do you want to do it?"
A hand was on Sun Hao's shoulder, and the voice was obviously Sun Yu, but he didn't know when it came.
"I have a way to intercept them if you want to." Sun Yu said.
Sun Hao's eyes stared at the direction where the car disappeared without blinking, shook his head and said, "Forget it, clean him up sooner or later, as for now, it is useless to treat the symptoms but not the root cause." ”
Sun Yu wiped his nose, he was originally squatting here, but he couldn't help it after seeing Bai Xueqin. He didn't know what was going on, but Sun Hao's reaction was different from what he expected, but he didn't bother to ask, patted Sun Hao on the shoulder, and said, "Whatever you want, now you understand, if you have money, how can your girlfriend run away?" A little self-motivated, boy. ”
Sun Hao didn't speak, and after the eldest brother left, he went upstairs, took out the key Bai Xueqin gave him and opened the door.
The room was the same, just one thing missing, and then one more thing. What is missing is the photo, but there is an extra string of Buddhist beads in the place where the photo was originally placed.
Picking up the Buddha beads, Sun Hao rubbed them gently, remembering the scene of going to Guiyuan Temple with Bai Xueqin not long ago, and unconsciously smiled.
"Don't worry, I'll work hard, wait for me."
In fact, Sun Hao understands that even if Bai Xueqin is willing to overcome the psychological shadow of those fears and chooses to stay, there is also a regret, that is, the relationship between the family. Who doesn't want to have a warm and harmonious family, Sun Hao knows this better than ordinary people.
If he used to take the road of e-sports with a bit of fun, but now it is not, if this road does not work, he will lose everything.
Family, lovers, and your own life.
He can only succeed, not fail, and he has no way out.
This night, Sun Hao lay on the bed with lingering fragrance and couldn't sleep all night, he thought a lot. And his eyes have gradually become resolute from the frivolous banter that he didn't care about before, and the temperament of the whole person seems to have changed somewhat.
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