When I came back from Tibet, I felt the blue sky and white clouds, and my heart seemed to have a kind of relief, really, that kind of liberation of the soul in the real sense, I never found that standing on the high platform, stretching out my hands to feel the sky and the earth, it was so comfortable, thinking about it, I was really a little stupid.

In fact, to be honest, this book is just a small idea, I just started writing directly, there is no outline, no theme, just a little idea I write, write, write, write, but now I can't write, in fact, I'm not afraid of everyone's jokes, when I wrote this book, I was angry with a girl, but now I feel very stupid and naïve, I have broken up and are angry, I really see it very open when I come back from Tibet, maybe I have seen a difference.

I'm sorry, the three words I said to everyone, I hesitated for a long time or decided to be a eunuch, I'm really sorry for everyone, many people in the book review area are urging me, and some people are supporting me, but I want to say I'm really sorry, I really disappointed you, I want to write this book every week, but I found that I can't write it down, there is no outline of the tragedy, and I don't even have a specific idea in my heart.

I can't say anything, this book was a mistake from the beginning, I can't explain it, I can only say sorry, you still support me like that, encourage me like that, but I'm still a eunuch, I say "hehe" to myself, I can't bear to be honest, really

This book has a very good grade, and it is arguably the best book I have ever written, but what is the use of saying this? After my mood settled down, I thought about it for a long time, and I found an outline that I really wanted to write, which was written at the end of the artillery and the beginning, and I wanted to write a book really, well.

"Total War in France", my new book, I don't know how many people still believe me, but I want to say that I really write a book, starting from the next one, I don't want to run away and don't want to be confused, I still have the pursuit of struggle for my parents, but I can really only bow my head to you, because I can't live with you, I'm really sorry.

But I still want to say, please support me, I still have a dream in my heart that I really decided to prove myself by doing this, thank you all. (To be continued......)