Sun Hao has always had mixed feelings for Flop, although he was ruthless to him before, but at the same time he is also grateful for giving him a chance to play professionally, and he doesn't know whether to hate or love. However, this time, he was really angry, how shameless must he be to do such a shameless thing?

Hearing Ah Xiang say on the phone that he only had four steamed buns on him, Sun Hao's heart trembled. Yes, he knows that many people have suffered a lot in the process of chasing their dreams, not to mention steamed buns, not even a little dregs, which is nothing.

However, Ah Xiang is a professional player, although he is not too successful, but his identity is still there.

For many people who run on this road, being able to enter the professional circle and become a contestant is the end of the dream, a glorious and proud thing, and a glorious moment to embark on a subversive life.

However, the truth is cruel, when after climbing to this temple after a lot of hard work, I found that I only came to the bottom of another world, and there was a more difficult road ahead, and there were still 108,000 miles away from success.

Only a very small number of people can be truly brilliant, and the vast majority can only be eliminated. Chunqing is very extravagant and wasted, and no one knows about those sweat and efforts, they are just a piece of dust that has been drowned in this dream, as if it has never appeared.

This is the case in all walks of life, there is nothing to say, society is so realistic. But, no matter how realistic you are, you still have to settle the bills that should be paid, what kind of trouble is it to buy out and not give money?

Ah Xiang doesn't even have the money to take the train, so how many meals can he eat with those four steamed buns? It's not just a debt, it's more like murder!

"Ah Hao, what's wrong with you?"

Ever since he knew that Sun Hao was a professional player, Wang Yuan had paid special attention to him, and when he saw him frowning, he couldn't help but ask.

Sun Hao exhaled and said, "I have some personal matters to do, and I can't play this game." ”

"Huh?"

All the players were stunned, Sun Hao would lose his backbone if he wasn't there, and he would probably become unconfident on the field.

"Excuse me, come on." Sun Hao said to them.

Bai Xueqin said: "Don't worry, we can do it." ”

"Well, we're also the first in the group, how can we let the other teams kill them?" Wang Yuan said with a smile. "Anyway, we qualified, everyone is very relaxed, there will be a good performance, don't worry."

Sun Hao nodded, these team members were still very considerate of him. After that, he came to Bai Xueqin's side, stretched out his hand and said, "Xueqin, you can lend me any money you have." ”

Wang Yuan and the others looked at each other, good guys, this borrowing money is direct enough, it's really like a little couple. And Sun Hao didn't ask them to borrow, but wanted to borrow from Bai Xueqin, and asked for all the money as soon as he opened his mouth, which is very revealing.

Bai Xueqin was stunned for a moment, took out her wallet without saying a word, and photographed all the money in it to Sun Hao, without even counting it. But it looks like it's almost more than a thousand, and this girl still has a lot of money when she goes out.

"Thank you." Sun Hao said.

Bai Xueqin smiled cutely and said, "Seeing that you are so nervous, it shouldn't be a trivial matter, if it's not enough, I'll hit your card again." Also, go early and return early, and be careful on the road. ”

If it was the usual Sun Hao, Bai Xueqin would definitely try his best to take advantage of this kind of thing, but now he didn't have the same thoughts, he just nodded and stopped a car and left.

"Hey, what do you say the coach is going to do?"

"Hell knows."

The players discussed, and Wang Yuan said: "Don't guess, it's more important than this game anyway." Let's go, in the days when the coach is gone, we will once return to the pre-liberation period, and now it is time to test whether we have been lazy this year. ”

"We've definitely gotten stronger!"

"That's it, pierce them!"

The team members went with high momentum, and on the other side, Sun Hao also came to the train station. Luckily, there is a train at half past eight o'clock, and he should be able to arrive at about half past two in the afternoon, he wants to see if Long Tianhua's heart is long in the end, why is it so bad.

In fact, Sun Hao blamed himself a little, he didn't treat Ah Xiang very well before, because this person was like a ghost, running behind his back from time to time to scare people, and even rumored to have a bad habit of stealing things, and his character was not good, he was also a little disgusted.

But no matter how he says it, he is a teammate, he can't always beat and scold like everyone else, the big deal is to jokingly tell Ah Xiang to stop scaring him. And he won't go over to help when he sees Ah Xiang being bullied, it's not that he's cold-blooded and ruthless, but in many environments, this is how some people survive.

The only purpose is to stay.

Staying sounds simple, but in fact, for some people, it is a very luxurious thing, and it requires paying a price that is unimaginable to ordinary people. Of course, Sun Hao can help Ah Xiang and warn those teammates not to bully people anymore, but that's because Sun Hao can speak well in the team.

If one day he can't speak, or if he can't see the corner, what will be Ah Xiang's situation?

Being ostracized and bullied is very distressing to say, but isn't this a reason to stay? Although Ah Xiang is a substitute player, he is not recognized by everyone, and no one treats him as a teammate, just a handyman.

Or rather, a punching bag.

If even this role is gone, then Ah Xiang will not have a hub to connect with the team members for "friendship", and he will lose the value of existence, and there is a way to get him out. Rather, it was the destruction of his dreams.

Anyone who is willing to be bullied in a certain environment must have his persistence, and Ah Xiang's persistence could not be more obvious, it is a wonderful e-sports dream. I don't know how many sacrifices have been made for this dream, how can I be willing to give up?

Sun Hao blamed himself not because he didn't come forward to help Ah Xiang, but because his attitude was not good. There is no way, after people are at a certain height, the scenery they see is different, and their attitude towards people will be different.

Many people say that the poor are treacherous, and the rich have a good conscience, which shows that a person's mentality has changed. In fact, this sentence is wrong in Sun Hao's opinion, there is nothing to blame in the first half of the sentence, but what the rich grow is not a conscience, it is a kind of self-belief and charity to the people at the bottom.

And the art of giving charity depends on the mood, and it is just a form of entertainment for the rich, so more often, it is to hurt others for fun.

Sun Hao doesn't hurt others, but it doesn't mean that his conscience is overflowing, he wants to uphold justice and maintain world peace in everything, he doesn't have so much spare time, and he doesn't think it's a good thing. However, when I think about it at this moment, I can't help but feel a little painful.

The reason is very simple, he took Ah Xiang as a friend.

It's ironic to think about it, when he was in the club, he never regarded Ah Xiang as a person who could be friends, and after leaving the club, there was not much communication, and the distance between them was shortened.

Sitting in the car, Sun Hao thought about some scenes in the past and sighed for Ah Xiang.

In any case, Ah Xiang thought of calling him when he encountered difficulties, which was to treat him as a person to rely on, and he had the responsibility to solve the difficulties for Ah Xiang.

……

Shanghai, coming to this familiar city again, thinking of the joy when I first came here, thinking that the whole world is turning with me is long gone, and I will even sigh about the youthful frivolity of the year.

However, the emotion was only for a while, Sun Hao hurriedly called Ah Xiang, asked for the specific location, and then went straight to the destination.

In Shanghai, Sun Hao couldn't get lost, and it didn't take long for him to come to Jing'an Sculpture Park and find Ah Xiang sitting on a lawn.

The moment he saw Ah Xiang, Sun Hao was stunned for a moment, he hadn't seen him for more than a year, and Ah Xiang's appearance had changed dramatically.

Sun Hao remembered that he was two years younger than himself, and he was not yet twenty this year, although he was listless before, he could not be called decadent. But now, is the young man in front of him with deep-set eyes, dark skin, very sloppy clothes, and so thin that he can't look like Ah Xiang?

"Ah Xiang?" Sun Hao walked up to him lightly and asked tentatively.

Ah Xiang raised his head slowly, and there was even a little crumb of steamed bread at the corner of his mouth, although he didn't look like a beggar, but it wasn't far off.

"Big ...... Big brother! ”

The moment he saw Sun Hao, Ah Xiang's tears flowed out, and then he suddenly jumped up, hugged Sun Hao, and cried silently.

Ah Xiang's body was a little dirty, but Sun Hao didn't care about this, and gently stroked his back. In his impression, Ah Xiang had never been so emotional, he had always floated around like a ghost, and his words and deeds were very slow.

actually let such a person lose his temper so much, it can be seen that the wound in his heart has reached an unimaginable level.

"They don't want me anymore, they don't want me anymore......" Ah Xiang cried bitterly, his whole body was trembling violently, obviously what he released after seeing Sun Hao at this time was an emotion that had been suppressed for too long.

Sun Hao suddenly felt that his nose was very sour, Ah Xiang didn't complain that the club broke the contract and didn't give money, but just said that he didn't want him anymore, that in his heart, money didn't matter at all, and the sad thing was just that he was kicked out of the door of his dream.

For many people, dreams are the spiritual support that supports them, and if they lose their dreams, they are no different from a walking corpse, and may even end their own lives.

Ah Xiang may be such a person, but Sun Hao will not let him take a path of self-collapse, let him cry and vent, this is the best way.

After a long time, it wasn't until Ah Xiang's body didn't tremble so much that Sun Hao patted him on the back and helped him sit down. Then he himself sat on the lawn and handed over the food and beer he had bought on the road.

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