"Long time no see."

Sun Hao smiled at Zhao Yu, and Ah Xiang hurriedly said hello.

Zhao Yu's face was a little unpleasant, obviously recognizing the two of them, and he didn't deny that he knew the two, and grinned. It's just that this smile is very stiff, and it is simply squeezed out.

"Xiaoyu, your friend?" The middle-aged man said.

Zhao Yu nodded: "Yes." ”

"Then let's talk, I'll look for you again later, and be clever in the future, you know?" The middle-aged man patted Zhao Yu on the shoulder, turned around and left.

"It's noisy here, let's go sit outside."

Zhao Yu made a gesture of please, and then led Sun Hao and Ah Xiang to the outside of the dance hall, sat down on the sofa in the front hall, skillfully took out a box of cigarettes, and handed one to one person, Sun Hao took it, and Ah Xiang waved his hand to indicate that he would not smoke.

The atmosphere was a little cold, Sun Hao was just smiling, but he didn't speak, and Ah Xiang naturally didn't know how to speak.

In the end, Zhao Yu was so annoyed by Sun Hao's laughter that he shook his head and said, "I know what you want to say, but this is normal, in our case, the customer is God." ”

When Sun Hao heard this, although the smile on his face gradually faded, a small stone in his heart fell quietly. He was afraid that Zhao Yu would be accustomed to this kind of life, so any ambition would be consumed, and there would only be one thing left in his whole life, making money.

If this is the case, he has no confidence in moving Zhao Yu, after all, letting Zhao Yu join them, he will not have a penny at the beginning, and he will have to suffer.

The so-called explanation is a cover-up, if Zhao Yu is really used to this job and doesn't care about the nature of the job at all, why bother to explain? Obviously, he didn't agree with this job very much in his heart, and even felt that he couldn't hold his head up in front of people he knew.

That's easy to do.

Sun Hao glanced at Zhao Yu's dress and said, "It's a good mix, at least I know how to dress up better than before." ”

"Don't mention the past, I was too young to understand anything, I wasted two years in vain, and in the end I didn't get anything." Zhao Yu laughed self-deprecatingly.

Sun Hao said: "However, I still think you were a little more handsome before." ”

Zhao Yu was silent for a while, and then sneered: "I'm older, I'm about to run to the third person, how can I compare with before?" But at least the money is more earned, not like before, poor one. ”

Sun Hao knew that Zhao Yu had only played in FOP for less than two years before retiring, and the previous days were pure foolishness, hard work, just for that year, no one could balance it. Besides, even if a formal contract is signed, how much money can the Onda League team in that era offer? It's still a newcomer contract, it's good to have a mixed life, and it's a dream to expect to make a lot of money.

In the nightclub, it was different, but Sun Hao didn't know the specific number, so he asked: "How much income can you earn in a day?" ”

When it comes to income, Zhao Yu's waist and liver are obviously straighter: "It's okay, although it's not fixed, but sometimes the guests are generous enough and can reach tens of thousands a day." Many people look down on our industry, but I don't think so, work, there is no difference between high and low, make money with ability, and don't steal or rob, no one can say anything. And many people are still envious, playing with women to make money is better than working hard outside. ”

Zhao Yu spoke up, and the expression on his face became more and more proud.

"Really?" Sun Hao sneered.

The same sentence can have a completely different effect when said in different tones. As soon as Sun Hao's words fell, the smug look on Zhao Yu's face disappeared instantly, and he became a little nervous instead, and asked, "What do you want to say?" ”

Sun Hao took a puff of cigarette and said, "I haven't spoken a few words to you, I don't know you well, and I don't know what kind of person you are." But as the saying goes, the eyes are the windows of the soul, and once you had a pair of very bright eyes, which contained the light of hope, that was a person's soul. But now I can't see anything in your eyes, only numbness, only a glass heart that shatters at the touch of a button. Are you reduced to lying to find a sense of identity, or what do you want to prove, the value of your existence? ”

"You ......" Zhao Yu's face trembled, and it took a long time before he said angrily: "Are you here to laugh at me?" I don't know what you want to do, but I don't have to worry about my business, you play your esports, I do my PR, I don't need your approval. ”

Sun Hao was angry at his annoyance, and said, "Do you remember my name?" ”

"Sun Hao."

"Oh? That's right, so I guess I won't forget Ah Xiang, let alone anyone or anything in the FOP. ”

"That's right." Zhao Yu snorted coldly, extinguished the cigarette, and said, "I have a good memory, and I will never forget the previous things." ”

The corners of Sun Hao's mouth twitched with a hint of disdain, and said, "Really? Do you remember how many women you served during this time? Or if I ask a little more broadly, how many jobs do you remember after leaving FOP, how many things you have experienced? ”

Zhao Yu's eyes narrowed slightly, and said, "Of course I remember." ”

"Yes, you have a good memory, but when you talk about FOP, you have memories in your eyes, and when you talk about other things, you have indifference in your eyes. Especially the women you remember who treated you as a toy, I'm afraid it's a kind of pain. ”

"They didn't treat me like a toy, they just came here to take money to find soothing for their souls, and everyone took what they needed."

"Don't be so reasonable about formalized things." Sun Hao rolled his eyes, changed to a more comfortable sitting position, and said, "Maybe there will be some women who will talk to you and even fall in love with you, but what's the use?" You can't open your heart and accept it yourself, it's just a scene, it doesn't mean anything. It doesn't matter who they are or what their attitude is, it doesn't make a difference to you, pain is pain, both physically and mentally. ”

"Hey, you seem to have done the same." Zhao Yu said disdainfully.

"Just because you haven't done it doesn't mean you don't know, and it's not technical, it's just psychological. The human heart is such a thing, seeing the essence, everything is clear at a glance. Sun Hao's expression was calm, his voice was not loud, but he was full of confidence, and he landed soundly.

Zhao Yu's body trembled slightly, and he glanced at Sun Hao meaningfully: "What is the essence?" ”

"The essence is very simple, that is, you are unwilling." Sun Hao suddenly closed his eyes, although his tone was still slow, but there was a strong sense of loss in it, which made this originally quite warm environment instantly feel a little cooler.

"People have regrets, especially when they dream at night, and regrets can be infinitely magnified. Some people say that there are thoughts during the day and dreams at night, but in fact they are not, most of the things in the dream are portrayals of life's regrets. Of course, dreams are chaotic and many will be forgotten, but what are the dreams that can make you remember them vividly? ”

Zhao Yu was speechless.

"If I'm not mistaken, it's esports."

As soon as Sun Hao's words came out, Zhao Yu was shocked, turned his head and glared at Sun Hao, his eyes full of disbelief.

Sun Hao still closed his eyes, didn't look at Zhao Yu, and continued: "Being impressive means that after waking up in the morning, I will do everything I can to remember and keep these dreams." Explain something, show that you hope that this is the reality, it cannot be painful, unbearable, it can only be beautiful, and it represents what you want most in your heart, that is, your biggest regret. ”

"You ......"

Zhao Yu stood up and looked at Sun Hao in surprise.

Sun Hao finally opened his eyes, stared at Zhao Yu and said: "You will dream of the beauty of playing e-sports with your friends, it doesn't matter if these friends are former partners or current partners, the important thing is e-sports." And what does it feel like when you open your eyes and have to face a reality that you don't want to face? Let me guess, it's just that I sigh and don't want to get up, my heart is empty, and I even feel that I have no point in living in this world, right?! ”

The last three words, that is a kind of questioning, a strong question.

Zhao Yu was stupid, his mouth was wide open, and he stared at Sun Hao speechless for a long time. And Ah Xiang next to him also looked at Sun Hao in surprise, he found that today's senior brother is very different, is this lobbying? There seems to be a bit of a problem with the attitude.,It can't coincide with that slightly obscene figure at all.。

"Curious how I know? It's simple, because I've been through it. Sun Hao smiled bitterly.

Every morning is a fresh beginning, but for some people it is not like this, it is a kind of confusion. Whenever I wake up from a dream and find that the beauty I have experienced before is broken like glass, I will feel like crazy and want to pick up these pieces and put them back together, as long as I miss a piece, I will feel heartache. However, even if it is pieced together, there is still heartache, and there is a stronger sense of loss and confusion.

Even, I don't want to face reality, I want to immerse myself in that dream that is both real and illusory. What is real is that it is a microcosm of my own experience, and what is illusory is that it is impossible to go back.

Time cannot be turned back, so most of people's regrets can only be buried in the bottom of their hearts. However, if this regret can still be made up for and can be redeemed, why let such a regret always exist in your life?

Why not try to pursue?!

Zhao Yu kept swallowing his saliva and looked at Sun Hao stupidly. As for Sun Hao's words, if ordinary people hear them, they will angrily brush their sleeves away, and they are not particularly familiar with people, why do you pretend to preach here? But for Zhao Yu, it was like being struck by lightning, which was a tremor from the heart.

In fact, Sun Hao didn't think that he could move Zhao Yu, because he was just guessing Zhao Yu's psychology and wasn't sure. So seeing Zhao Yu's reaction at this time, he secretly breathed a great sigh of relief.

Lobbying is a means, but also requires skills, and there are different ways to treat different people, know them with courtesy, move them with affection, or directly cut another knife on the psychological wound that he is trying to cover up, so that this wound will burst out, which is beyond his ability to bear.

Since you can't be sure, except for a little temptation, most of them are gambling. And Sun Hao felt that he had made the right bet at this time.

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