Chapter 107: Two Troubled Women
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I saw that there are several book friends in the book review area who hate the description of emotional dramas, everyone hopes for a perfect woman, but unfortunately there is no one in this world, and I don't want to create such a woman in the book, of course, it is undeniable that my level of emotional drama is not good, so bear with me. ăă
The staff restaurant of the hospital is located on the roof of the building, the environment is very good, not only there are flowers and trees flourishing like shade, but also flowing water shuttles through it, if it is not always a uniformed medical staff walking around, I think this is an aerial garden landscape.
The tables in the restaurant are scattered among the forest springs, some are in the pavilions, some are under the flower trees, and some are by the stream, so you can enjoy your lunch according to your own preferences.
At this moment, Lin Hong and Ye Junxiang were sitting in a position close to the edge of the garden, where there was a transparent guardrail, with trees on one side and a void on the other, and there was a feeling of being in the wind.
However, at this time, the two women were not in the mood to enjoy this beautiful scenery, but stirred their coffee with sad faces.
"Xiangxiang, I'm really confused, what's wrong with me? Why did they become like that? â
Ye Junxiang was a little distracted.
"Xiangxiang, Xiangxiang"
"Ah, what? What did you just say? â
"What's wrong with you, what's on your mind?"
Ye Junxiang cleaned up his mood, shook his head and said, "No, what did you just say?" â
Lin Hong's eyes rolled. Said with a bitter face:
"I said I don't know what's wrong? Sometimes I really don't want to care about them anymore, but when I see their ignorant looks. I couldn't help but care about them. Could it be that I am too strict that they will have such a rebellious mentality? â
Ye Junxiang shook his head and said, "If it's one or two, maybe your statement can be valid." If, as you said, everyone thinks this way, I'm afraid it has nothing to do with rebellion. To be honest, the children who raised the dean have a strong tendency to protect themselves, and the general environment of the martial arts world is that people are not destroyed for themselves, you say, can they not be affected? â
"Then forbid them to go to the martial arts world."
"No way, what power do you have to prohibit it, the law doesn't prohibit it."
Lin Hong was stunned, then gritted his teeth and said, "Just because I am their sister." â
"Nor can the sister deprive them of their freedom of choice."
Ye Junxiang said ruthlessly. Lin Hong was speechless.
Ye Junxiang sighed and said, "Actually, I think you're a little too worried. â
"What do you mean? Am I overdoing it? Even so, they have become a bunch of selfish people, and if they don't care, then what's the point? â
"I mean, aren't you protecting them too well."
"Too well protected? But what will become of them if they don't do it? I don't want my younger siblings to be selfish bastards who will abandon their children just like the people who abandoned them. â
"Yes. I know your painstaking efforts, but do they know? Even if they knew, would they be willing to accept your thoughts? People are different from each other, and everyone will have their own ideas. Rather than giving up on all of them, it's better to get a part of it first. â
Lin Hong looked at Ye Junxiang in surprise: "You mean to let me treat them differently and pull out the people who are willing to accept my ideas alone?" â
"Yes. It's all over, maybe I'm an outsider. Let's be honest, among your younger siblings. It's true that there are some people I don't really like and don't like. â
Lin Hong hesitated: "This, isn't this asking me to abandon them?" No, I can't. â
"You misunderstood, I'm not asking you to abandon them, but to treat them differently, some people agree with your ideas, and you can use your ideas to guide and help them. Some people don't agree, then you might as well let them hit their own walls, as long as you don't give up on them, and continue to care for them when they hit their heads, maybe one day, they may understand. But if you keep them locked up and don't let them try on their own terms, they'll never know what they're doing wrong. â
Lin Hong was silent, seeing that Lin Hong was silent, Ye Junxiang also sighed lightly and began to wander again.
"Hey! I told you what was on my mind, so you should tell you about yours, right? â
"Me? What's on my mind? â
"Hmph, I'm not honest, Fluttershy has sued me! Let's talk about it, you and Zhao Nan, what else is going on with Zhu Liu? â
Ye Junxiang's cheeks flushed when he heard this, and he said with some annoyance: "This girl, her mouth is really not strict. â
Lin Hong smiled, leaned forward and said, "Tell me honestly, what's going on?" Do you play pedal two boats? â
"What nonsense! I didn't set foot on a boat. â
Ye Junxiang's face was annoyed and angry, but Lin Hong was not afraid, she looked at Ye Junxiang with a smile, and Ye Junxiang was uncomfortable.
"Okay, I have nothing to do with Zhao Nan, and I don't feel anything about him at all."
"But, you said you were going to think about it yesterday, and it doesn't seem like you're so ruthless now, right?"
"I don't want Zhao Nan to be too faceless, after all, there are others present."
"Really? But your approach undoubtedly gave Zhao Nan some room for imagination, perhaps, you deliberately left this space to hang Zhao Nan. â
Ye Junxiang's face sank, and he said dissatisfiedly: "Am I so bad? â
"Okay, I'm joking, but your approach is really easy to cause misunderstanding, so it's best to make it clear to Zhao Nan."
"I've rejected him very clearly."
"Really?"
Ye Junxiang nodded affirmatively: "Yes, I really don't have any feelings for him, not at all." â
"Then, could it be that you have feelings for that Zhu Liu? So deliberately used Zhao Nan to test Zhu Liu's reaction? â
Ye Junxiang's heart jumped suddenly, and his eyes subconsciously dodged.
"Don't talk nonsense, Zhu Liu is. It's an NPC, and I'm not psychopathic. â
"Fetish? No. No, Zhu Liu is not an object. It's a high-level npnetpc, and it will even make people think that he is intelligent and emotional, so you will have a strange feeling about him. â
"How is it possible, he is an NPC, how can he have wisdom and feeling?"
Lin Hong stared at Ye Junxiang, Ye Junxiang was a little afraid to look at her, Lin Hong sighed and said, "To be honest, I hate this Zhu Liu." If it weren't for him, I wouldn't have been so stiff with my siblings. â
"You can't blame him, whether you have him or not, your problems will always explode sooner or later, it's just a matter of time."
"Yoh? Protected so quickly, and said that there was no adultery? â
Ye Junxiang moved his lips, now he couldn't explain it, it seemed that there was a rhythm that was getting blacker and blacker, so he simply closed his mouth and didn't make a sound. Lin Hong couldn't help but sigh when she saw Ye Junxiang playing with Laipi.
In fact, Fluttershy has always believed that Zhu Liu, the uncle in her mouth, is intelligent and emotional. Otherwise, how could she like that Zhu Liu so much, but then I hate him even more, knowing that npnetpc made such an illusion, although I don't understand what the system wants to do. But isn't the existence of this NPC harmful? â
"Harmful? Why? â
"A virtual one. There is no zĂ i character, a simulated person, who can be fake and real feelings and wisdom, do you think this is not harmful? â
"I don't know."
Ye Junxiang twisted her fingers and frowned, she had also thought about what Lin Hong said, and she had thought about it for a long time, but she still didn't come up with a clear answer.
"Don't know? How can you not know, isn't this an obvious thing?! Lin Hong asked in a somewhat angry and angry voice, because when she used this set of rhetoric to tell Yang Xiaodie, Yang Xiaodie, who has always been very obedient, also covered her ears and replied to her with 'I don't know'.
Ye Junxiang smiled bitterly: "I really don't know, let me ask you, what is the basis for you to say that he is virtual and does not exist?" â
"According to, where is the basis needed, in fact, he is a program, a logical terminal, how can there be zĂ i feelings and wisdom, aren't you nonsense."
"But he talks to you, communicates with you, relieves your worries, laughs with you, sorrows with you, shares sorrows and joys with you, can you say that he doesn't exist?"
"But it's virtual, just snap the switch off and he's gone."
"That's right, as long as I snap off here, I'm gone, can you say I'm virtual? Can you say that this memory of my acquaintance does not exist? Can you say that your feelings for me are all meaningless? â
"This, this"
Lin Hong's face was red, but he couldn't answer this question, whether to exist or not to exist zĂ i, real and illusory, color is emptiness, emptiness is color, this is simply an unsolvable question.
Ye Junxiang was not happy because she said that Lin Hong was speechless, on the contrary, she also frowned and was distressed, she couldn't solve this problem, so she didn't know how to face Luo Yu and how to face her subtle feelings that could not be spoken.
It is precisely because of this that the meeting that was originally very much expected will be made like that by himself, Ye Junxiang is a little angry with himself.
"Actually, I'm pretty envious of Fluttershy."
"What?!"
Ye Junxiang exhaled a long breath, threw the small spoon in his hand into the cup, leaned back, leaned back comfortably, looked up at the clouds coming and going in the sky, and said, "I said that I envy Fluttershy, she can love willfully, she can hate recklessly, don't care about what is virtual and real, just follow her feelings." â
"She's a child, and probably a child with no future, and she can do whatever she wants."
"Then I, why can't we?"
"I don't know, maybe because we're still responsible."
Ye Junxiang looked at the sky in confusion, and muttered to himself: "Is it also a responsibility to like someone?" Who is responsible? Why don't I understand? â
Lin Hong looked at Ye Junxiang with complicated eyes, Ye Junxiang obviously didn't admit herself, she really had an inexplicable affection for that Zhu Liu in her heart, but this kind of affection was very strange no matter how she looked at it, Ye Junxiang herself obviously understood this, so she was also very conflicted in her heart, on the one hand, she wanted to give up, and on the other hand, she wanted to find a suitable reason for her feelings.
Lin Hong gritted her teeth secretly, Fluttershy can be willful, and she just simply likes Zhu Liu, that kind of relationship is very simple, just like the feelings for cats and dogs, she can not care, but Ye Junxiang is different, she is the kind of person who will fall into it once she is emotional, while she is still hesitating to jump in, she must stop her, otherwise she will be hurt again.
"Xiangxiang, you're thinking too much, aren't you? Even if you have a thousand reasons, have you ever thought about it, does he feel this way about you? â
Ye Junxiang was stunned, and his face suddenly collapsed. (To be continued!)
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