Chapter 46: Xiaoyu's feelings

"Yes, I'm moving in. You don't go to work anymore, and now you're ready to develop in the game, although I don't know what you're going to do, but I know that you'll spend a lot of energy in the game, and life will definitely be irregular, and you and Lin Hao are brothers, I'm afraid he will come to take you badly, so I'm going to live here to supervise your daily life. Moreover, my parents are very busy, I have always lived alone on Haihua's side, and I can't see them a few times a year, don't you know it's not safe to live alone? Of course, you don't want me to pay the rent."

Xiaoyu looked at me seriously, and said to me slowly, "Anyway, I took a look, don't you still have a bedroom here?" And the environment is also good, I like it very much. Lu Yang, you won't disagree, right?"

"Xiaoyu, you're not kidding? Do you really want to stay? Do you know if you let people know that you live with a man......" I looked at Xiaoyu nervously.

"It's your business with me, what does it have to do with others? Lu Yang, why do you avoid me all the time? Am I annoying you? ”

"Uh, hate? No, no, absolutely not, it's just, this, that, so how long are you going to live? "I guess it will be very troublesome if I don't agree, and this girl didn't sleep last night to take care of me, and she made me porridge in the morning, I really can't bear it, but I don't want to live like this all the time, and it will be troublesome when school starts.

"Do you agree? Haha, great, we'll go pick up something in the afternoon. As for how long to stay? I will stay as long as you want, except when I go home, I will live here all the time" Xiaoyu cheered happily when she saw me agree.

I secretly told myself in my heart, since this girl can do this, at least I can't always stay away like before, alas, as for what will happen in the future, if I work hard, I won't regret it, what's more, who said that I will definitely not be qualified to be with her?

Thinking about everything, letting go of the depression and restraint that has always been in my heart, I took Xiaoyu's hand and hugged her in my arms at the moment when Xiaoyu was stunned, this girl's body stiffened, and she had to push away, but I didn't give her a chance at all, and then I stopped struggling and buried my head in my chest. I didn't want to do anything animalistic, I just quietly held her in my arms and felt the peace of mind she gave me.

"Lu Yang" Xiaoyu's shy voice came from his chest. "Huh?"

"You know what? I've been waiting for this day for a long time. Remember the first class meeting after the start of your freshman year? Xiaoyu said softly

"Remember," I replied

"That was the first time I saw you, and the first time I learned about you, when you were confident and proud, and I was disgusted by that guy who was dressed in ordinary words but confident and arrogant, but it was at that beginning that I remembered this man.

Later, after the freshman year, I often paid attention to you, but you had less and less contact with people, except for Lin Hao, you may have rarely spoken to others. I slowly learn about your past, your present, and as I get to know more about you, I find that I can't stop, and I want to know more about you, because that fascinates me. ”

Xiaoyu raised his head and looked at me, "You were born in the countryside but you don't feel sorry for yourself because of your birth, you were originally the champion of the city but only in the middle of the school after you arrived, but you studied harder to become the champion again, many people around you are openly and secretly disdainful of your birth and efforts, but you are persistent in doing what you think is right, striving for what others have at your fingertips but do not want to fight for, I find that I have fallen in love with you." So I constantly want to create opportunities to contact you, and I don't show up in front of you, but you always leave quietly, and even I see in your eyes the disdain of you and me and those around me. "Xiaoyu had grievances on her face, which made me feel distressed for a while~

"So I changed myself, although I didn't like those people around me before, but I would be scruples because of family reasons, because of identity, even if I didn't like it, I would pretend to talk to them, and then I knew that if I continued like that, I would always be a family lady in your eyes, a princess, a vase, and you would always be disdainful of me, so I let myself appear in front of them as little as possible, I quietly inquired about your life, and then quietly approached you, to be a salesman who was very disdainful and impossible to understand before, I don't think anyone who knows me would think of it. Finally, I was able to get close to you, I could talk to you, I could see you often, and I thought that you would slowly pay attention to me and change your opinion of me. ”

Xiaoyu whispered, slowly began to sob, and I hugged her tightly, hoping that this would calm her heart a little, or that it would make up for some of the damage I had done to her.

"But day by day, although I am familiar with some things, but we don't have a deeper understanding of each other at all, I even put aside my reserve a little bit, and take the initiative to talk to you and even tease you, but every time you walk away without a response, do you know how lost and sad I am?"

Xiaoyu raised her head and looked at me, her face was full of tears, I was full of guilt, because of my inferiority, I had been deliberately avoiding and ignoring her enthusiasm, and I actually let such a girl feel sad for herself.

Gently rubbing Xiaoyu's cheeks, gently wiping away the tears on her face, I don't know what to say, Xiaoyu suddenly burst into tears and smiled, "I finally made up my mind to let you understand my heart, so I invited you to celebrate my birthday that day, and now I can finally throw myself in your arms, I'm so glad that I finally made up my mind." ”

"Xiaoyu, I'm sorry, I've always known that you care about me, and I know that you are different from other people when they look at me, although I have a special feeling every time I see you, but I have never dared to think about it, I have always felt that it is already my luck to have a brother Lin Hao, and how can I be qualified to have the love of a perfect girl like you, so I have been running away and have been forcing myself to stay away from you, I'm sorry, it's all my fault"

I said apologetically, "I won't run away in the future, I won't let you feel so sad for me again, no matter what you will face in the future, as long as you are willing, I will never let you go again"

"Lu Yang, I'm so happy, I'm really happy!" Xiaoyu lay on my chest, I felt that my chest was already wet, I would no longer allow myself to be indifferent to her feelings, gently held Xiaoyu's face, I slowly lowered my head, and kissed the mouth that was still stained with tears.

When my lips touched Xiaoyu's cold and soft red lips, I was deeply intoxicated and thought to myself: This is the girl I have been looking forward to for a long time! Xiaoyu put her arms around my neck and closed her eyes in response enthusiastically. Each other is deeply trapped in it, unable to extricate themselves......

I slowly felt just like this, as if I couldn't express the love that had been dormant in my heart for a long time, my hands slowly rubbed on Xiaoyu's back, and unconsciously one hand swam to Xiaoyu's chest, feeling the towering peaks of the majestic shore, grasping it and slowly rubbing it, and the other hand slowly moved down from the back, to Xiaoyu's full and round buttocks, slowly kneading, and Xiaoyu also twisted her body in confusion, and her mouth made a vague hum from time to time.

His hands raged uncontrollably on Xiaoyu's body, Xiaoyu suddenly exclaimed, broke free suddenly, and sat on the sofa panting. And I, who was also sober at the moment when this exclamation sounded, secretly scolded myself for being a beast, and quickly looked at Xiaoyu, this girl was flushed, and she didn't dare to look at me!

I immediately took two steps back, eager to apologize "Xiaoyu, I'm sorry, I, I shouldn't be like this, I ......" I really couldn't say anything, I could only condemn my actions in my heart with a gloomy face

"Lu Yang, are you angry? I'm sorry Lu Yang, I, I'm just, I'm not ready, will you be okay after a while? Xiaoyu looked at my expression and thought that I was angry because she refused to get angry, and said nervously and embarrassedly

"Huh? No, Xiaoyu, I'm not angry, but, but...... Uh, I'll go to the bathroom."

Damn, Xiaoyu would actually say such a thing, I was happy and looking forward to it and kept scolding myself for being a beast, and it seemed that I had to run to the bathroom to run away, and I had to quickly put some cold water to rinse my face. Behind him, Xiaoyu was so ashamed that he quickly got up and ran to the bedroom.

I walked out of the bathroom, saw the closed door, and ran like a thief to the balcony outside the living room to blow the wind. Xiaoyu grabbed two clothes and went into the bathroom after I came out, and the sound of rushing water came from inside.

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