Chapter 3 It's good to know
It's no more than three.
The old proverb proves its charm once again.
This time, I'd rather cry in despair than stop, leaving that rickety back.
After seven o'clock in the evening, the two people who stood guard outside the emergency room, and the few people who arrived later, listened to the call of death together.
"Due to multiple organ failure, rescue failed, and he died at 7:27 p.m. on May 26, 1996."
You Mo hugged Jiang Xiaolan, who was choked to the point of trembling, in his arms, and quietly looked at the unclosed eyes, forgetting that time had passed, without making a sound or tears.
It's really strange, why didn't I shed tears?
Is he feeling that he has no love and is on the road with peace of mind, is he really free to love and is he really on the road with peace of mind?
Or do you feel that you have the courage to bear his worries, worries, attachments, and want him to be able to give him a strong face when he leaves?
Or is it that during this time, he has passed on enough courage and determination to himself that he is no longer afraid of separation and worried about harm?
Life is really a strange thing.
When I was on my body, I didn't feel anything unusual, but once I wasn't there, I could feel a strong aura of death enveloping my face.
Close your eyes and know it all!
He is far away from himself!
Then hurry up.
In the time when you are alive!
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Old Man Zheng sighed and appeared behind everyone.
This kind of thing, the old man has a lot of experience, and his mind can also be put where it should be. commanded Jiang Xiaolan and You Mo to put on the old clothes that had been prepared under the bed one by one. Then I told them one by one, and let the people who were standing stupidly disperse to buy back what they needed, or book what they needed.
With the backbone, this kind of inexperienced thing can also be carried out smoothly. The corpse could no longer be parked at home according to the previous rules, so it was directly pulled to the mourning hall of the crematorium. Arrange the things you bought one by one. Seeing that the time had already passed twelve o'clock, Old Man Zheng gave a few orders, and You Mo and Jiang Xiaolan, who were left to guard the spirit, led everyone to retreat.
Jiang Xiaolan's tears have stopped, maybe she has been mentally prepared, her appearance is much stronger than You Mo imagined. She recounted a story of her childhood, and couldn't help but cry at the mention of her mother, and soon wiped away her tears. Go on.
You Mo didn't keep hugging her, not because he didn't want to, but because she refused.
"It's strange, but my heart has calmed down, you must be very strange. In fact, when my dad was seriously ill before, he really felt that the sky had fallen, and his heart was even more resentful, even when he was taking care of him. I couldn't help but get angry a few times. Now that I think about it, I really don't know anything. What is there to resent. Aren't you like me, without the love and care of your parents, you are not living happily, what am I worried about? Why can't we learn from you, learn from you! β
"And, ever since I met you. My dad's smile that year was more than I remember in more than ten years combined! Now that I think about it, I finally understand why he has not interfered with us all this time, and even has bad rumors. Still choose to trust us! It turns out that he has long recognized you, and he can see that you are a trustworthy guy, so that he can leave with confidence! β
"By the way, you won't want me, right" Jiang Xiaolan chattered for a long time, suddenly remembered something, raised her head, and asked.
You Mo still carefully observed her eyes, and after not feeling anything abnormal, he put his mind at ease, took her in his arms, and replied slowly.
"Of course! I'm glad you think so. Fate is a thing that will always deviate, and no one does not desire to be favored by it, but it is destined that more than half of the people will lack a lot of things when they are born. Resentment is inevitable, and there is a comparison, of course, there will be resentment towards this kind of heavenly injustice. You can compare me to show that the psychology has been able to accept the reality, and then, you must go down bravely, let their concern become a blessing, and look at you in the sky with a smile."
The two people, in the mourning hall, quietly told, weaving the sorrow in their hearts into gentle words, gently confiding them out, and flowing quietly in the air.
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There are no relatives to wait for a long time, and the college's memorial service is also hasty.
Early in the morning of the third day, it was time of separation.
The accumulated tears no longer have to be endured, the long-suppressed feelings can finally erupt, and the sky is dark at the moment of sadness. Jiang Xiaolan cried loudly, was dragged by Zheng Zhi, looked at the trolley that was going to the end, and took away the last memory.
You Mo accompanied him on the last journey, without tears, quietly looking at the thin face, but as if calm.
When entering the cremation room, it is customary to have a final check. As a result, the trapped needle on the corpse's neck becomes an obstacle that needs to be removed.
You Mo watched with amazement, and the staff pulled out the needle forcefully, and then used a cloth tape on the side to block the bubbling blood, and carried the body onto the cremation bed.
He didn't quite understand whether it was proper or not, but at that moment, there was only one feeling in his heart: it was ridiculous!
It turns out that when he was alive, the efforts he made to save his life have become a discardable waste product from the moment he died!
It turns out that when you are alive, your incomparably cherished body and health no longer have any meaning from the moment you die!
It turns out that when you are alive, the freedom and equality that you are proud of have lost any possibility of resistance from the moment you die!
Death, it turns out, is just a fragile way to save zΓ i!
Then cherish every second of your life!
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As soon as the three sevens passed, You Mo received a phone call that surprised him a little.
Zhu Guanghu called from Brazil!
Lao Zhu actually didn't want them to go abroad to work hard, for the same reason as Yan Shiduo, he was also worried more than other considerations.
This call made him conflicted for a whole day, until he remembered the half wish he owed him, and then dialed it with a wry smile.
The amazing Kaiserslautern team after winning the DFB Cup this year. It's actually downgraded!
The people of the earth knew what the relegation meant, and they were eager to replenish their strength, so a magic capital of the TongguΓ² Club contacted Zhu Guanghu through a staff member.
Lao Zhu is actually not very sure, he understands the mood of those two guys, and he doesn't know how attractive the team in front of him is destined to play in the Bundesliga for a year.
The result was completely unexpected!
The guy said yes. It's just an extra request: can you be released on the visa and bring two family members over.
Kaiser is still very sincere, knowing that they are young, it is estimated that they will be accompanied by a parent or something, so they agreed to it.
Jiang Xiaolan has taken up a place, and You Mo originally planned to give another one to Zheng Zhi.
Unexpectedly, Lu Wei and Zheng Zhi both rejected their kindness!
In order to express their gratitude, the two still explained the reason: Zheng Li's current level has no prospects in Europe, and if the game cannot be played. There is no income to sustain the high cost of training.
At the moment, Lu Wei has just gone, and it is unknown whether she can stay in the first team, whether she can play games, and whether she can have a stable income.
If only he were an adult athlete, a year and a half delay would not be much of a damage to his career. But she is only 18 years old, and she is in the golden stage of growth. There is really no delay at this time!
In fact, the decision was mainly made by Zheng Zhi, and the little girl's attitude was very firm: it's not that she won't go. It's to give you a year, and if you can't kick it out, you'll wait for this girl to come over and earn money for you to see!
You Mo agreed to come down with a smile and wait for Jiang Xiaolan to come back at home.
As soon as Team Leader Jiang died, he moved in with a bag on his back, and the two of them are currently living in different beds. Wang Yao wanted to say something, and thought about it. I couldn't speak.
The parents are gone, and there is no one to rely on, how sad does this make the little girl's family?
Miss Jiang originally planned to go back to school after burning Wuqi, but at this time, the relationship gradually settled down and slowly got used to the life of the two together.
Caring for patients is the most patient and the most important thing that affects the quality of life. Now that her life is regular, her mood is much better, and she sleeps a lot more steadily at night.
When she went out to buy things today, she refused You Mo's accompaniment, firstly, because the things she wanted to buy belonged to the girl's private items, and secondly, she also wanted to exercise herself, and she didn't want to feel that she would always feel that she would not be able to survive without him.
"I'm back!" Jiang Xiaolan pushed the door in, trying to add some smiles to her voice.
"Well, I didn't even ask you, what language did you major in college?" You Mo heard the reluctance in his voice and asked with a smile.
"I studied English in high school and majored in Germanic languages in college." Jiang Xiaolan was keenly aware of the different atmosphere in the air, and also laughed.
"Want to go to Germany?"
"What do you mean?" Jiang Xiaolan pressed her thumping heartbeat and asked nervously.
"If it's fast, it's August, but if it's slow, it's not necessarily."
"You're going to play in Germany?!!!" Jiang Xiaolan still didn't quite believe her ears, and her voice improved a lot.
"Kaiserslautern, currently relegated, going to play in the second division for a year, found us, and can also provide two visas by the way." You Mo was a little worried that the joy and sorrow would hurt her heart, so he stopped hanging her appetite.
"Great, really, great" Jiang Xiaolan threw the thing in her hand and pounced, but she didn't step on the soles of her feet, and stumbled in the middle.
You Mo hurriedly caught up, hugged her tightly, and whispered in her ear: "I know that you are worried about me, and I am sad that I will not have the ball to play, so as soon as there is news, I can't wait to tell you." So, you have to be calm and think carefully about your German level to see if you are qualified. β
Miss Jiang, who was crying with joy, burst into laughter again, beat his chest hard, and whispered softly: "It's okay, don't worry about my happy and sad body, I'm not as fragile as you think!" I've only been learning German for a few months, but I have a talent for language learning. Compared with you in other aspects, I don't have confidence, but in this aspect, I don't need you to worry."
"That's good, you can prepare as much as you can. I'm not like you, I'm home wherever I carry my bag. You've got a room full of stuff! You Mo relieved himself and began to remind.
"By the way, is the other visa for Zheng Zhi?" Jiang Xiaolan raised her head and asked.
"She refused, saying that she was not good enough now, and she would wait a year to come back to us!"
"Oh, then what are you going to do?"
"Li Juan is impossible for the time being, she is currently smooth sailing, and her heart is ambitious. Wang Dan, I have always had this meaning, but it's a pity that my family is having a hard time."
"What about your attitude?"
"Do your best, are you angry?"
"Of course not!" Jiang Xiaolan stretched out her voice to tease him.
"Why?"
"If she is willing to go against her parents' wishes for you, she deserves my admiration! So, actually, I still want a sister! β
"You're afraid of embarrassing me, aren't you?"
"Hmph, it's good to know!" (To be continued......)