I want to write a book, and I want to write what I want to write.

However, I may not have this talent. The book was helpless, and the data was okay at first, but after going to Sanjiang, I understood that this book would not have much prospects.

Yesterday, I called people in the group to vote for Sanjiang, and then from two o'clock to three o'clock, the number of votes was 2, and Niu and I were stupid - that is, the leader of the book.

I realized, and perhaps I should have discovered, that the future of this book is difficult. I've been thinking about going into the minority, but the minority didn't work out, and I got on the bandwagon.

After saying it in the group yesterday, I went out, and I was hit by a car directly when I went out - fortunately, it was just a bruise. But that feeling of horror scared me, and when I came back from the hospital, I finished two more chapters, and then I thought about it for a night.

The next day, today, I emptied everything in my head, went to the great god I knew for guidance, and was determined to face the online text again.

He started talking about my books from the beginning, and they were basically useless, and no one knew what I was writing: the story, the conflict, the climax, the ups and downs, the plot and nothing, and I didn't have the most important things in the online text.

I hate Shuangwen very much, I hate being cool for the sake of being cool, and now it seems that I am a fool. The market decides everything, the reader decides everything, the author's talent decides everything, but unfortunately I don't have anything.

I'm tired since the establishment of the account on March 1, 2012, at first just to play, and then after the blood prince got up, I dreamed of writing it all the time. But how difficult the road of transformation is, what I thought was right was wrong, and what was wrong was right, I was like a duckweed, and I didn't know how to move forward and how to write the direction.

Of course, this also has a lot to do with the state of mind in these months. With too many things on your back, how can you write good things with a depressed heart?

I wanted to give up, but if I gave up easily, I'm sorry that my editor gave me too much care. I'm also sorry for the dumbness, cannon fodder, and those hardcore readers, you have given me so much support.

So I'll write it down.

This may be the last book on March 1, and it is foreseeable that the results will be miserable after it is put on the shelves. But I'll try to finish it.

Each chapter takes several hours, and it takes half a day for the double watch to start thinking about giving up writing, and other pressures of work and life are coming soon. I'd have to look elsewhere - that's what people have to do.

I can't say that I spend 5 or 6 hours a day writing and 3 or 4 hours thinking about worthless things, and I can't do that, I'm sorry for my loved ones around me, I'm sorry for my youth.

So I'm going to speed up the progress, and from tonight onwards, I'm going to speed up the progress, get rid of the useless plot, and finish the story faster. In the days that followed, I would finish the book in five or six hundred thousand, or eight or nine hundred thousand words.

It's not a bad end, I'm just depicting it more closely and more exquisitely.

Therefore, I beg you to accompany me on this journey.

If it's just a book of less than 1 million, it won't cost you much money even if you subscribe to the end of the book on the shelves. Maybe five or six, maybe eleven or two, if you can, please support me when I get on the shelves, right?

I still haven't given up, I'm still struggling

If you can

I also hope for a miracle to happen on the shelves!

But is anyone willing to support me? Is anyone willing to work miracles and give me new hope?

I'm sorry, everyone still says that the book is not good, the fault lies with the author, and it's all because I don't have the ability. There may only be one chapter tonight, and the update will still be in the future, so don't worry.

March 1

September 30, 2013

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