Chapter 12 Love, Love

"Love is a sweet pain, and sincere love never takes a smooth path. ”

This sentence is from Lu Yue's favorite artist, Shakespeare's golden quote. The definition of love it depicts is very similar to the emotional experience between her and Jian Jian in Wei Shuangshuang's eyes.

What she has seen and heard over the past few hundred years has made Wei Shuangshuang grow a lot. She clearly understands that most people only cherish hard-won things, after all, people's memories of happiness are short, but the memories of pain are so unforgettable.

But she still can't be calm and calm. After all, Wei Shuangshuang is not a saint of the fairy wind bone, she is just the most ordinary person living in the world!

In order not to derail with the times, Wei Shuangshuang often enriches herself by reading books! When a cat is seriously reading and studying, such a picture is funny to think about. She felt that the book was not difficult to understand, but it was difficult because it was too time-consuming to turn the book with its claws.

She reads a lot of books, all kinds of books, and she has so much time that she never knows what kind of books she reads. Because she is a cat and does not need to earn money to support herself, it is enough for her to have a full meal, and in the era when she was born, women were not allowed to study, not to mention that she was also the child of a poor family. So reading a book in the midst of these tedious waits counts as one of her pleasures.

After returning from Lu Yue last night and listening to her chatter, one person and one cat went to bed early. Lu Yue, who was at sunrise in the early morning, went out to work, leaving Wei Shuangshuang and a cat alone at home 'flipping through books'. Lu Yue put the food on the table as usual so that Wei Shuangshuang could eat it. Lu Yue is a caring and kind girl, seeing that Wei Shuangshuang likes to eat meat, she cuts back on her own food and clothing, and she has meat for almost every meal.

To be honest, for Wei Shuangshuang, Lu Yue is the best among the people she has met in the past few hundred years. Lu Yue is not only good to her, but also good to other small animals. Seeing stray cats and dogs, they will feed them, and they are very sincere to humans, but even this kind and warm Lu Yue's life experience is very pitiful. However, she never complained, she often put a smile on her face, and she often said to Wei Shuangshuang: "To be born with a grateful heart." Because she bravely faced the misfortunes of life and still adhered to her attitude towards life, Wei Shuangshuang also changed a lot.

In the past, Wei Shuangshuang was a timid and cowardly person, although she was also kind and warm, she was less brave. She doesn't understand that kindness can only be used to people who deserve it, and some people only give others the opportunity to hurt you if you are too kind, and it is not a bad thing to be a little sharp!

Wei Shuangshuang is a little helpless, she also knows her own shortcomings, but human nature is deep-rooted, she can be as light as a breeze when dealing with people in ordinary relationships, and she really can't control her emotions when she treats the people she loves. As the saying goes, "Don't be too full of love for someone, because then you will love painfully in the loss of yourself". But how many people in the world can really do it? The "chicken soup for the soul" in the book is good, and everyone understands the truth, but most people will still choose to blind themselves after meeting and bumping into them!

In the past few hundred years, the human beings of all eras that Wei Shuangshuang has met and the various people who have taken her in, some of the people who have been able to pass away without regrets are usually grateful and kind to themselves and others. And those who blindly ask and complain, whether rich or poor, end up dying unsatisfactorily. When she saw all the ugly, hypocritical, sinister, and selfish sides of the world, she realized that if she wanted to really live well, she still had to have a clear conscience. She is also often glad that she can live in the form of a cat, at least the animals she gets along with are basically heartless because of their low IQ.

She remembered that before Lu Yue raised her, she was a beautiful and gentle girl who was very similar to her in the past. Wei Shuangshuang was raised by the girl and her boyfriend together as a gift of love, because the girl's boyfriend has a considerable income, and he is also very handsome, so after the two have been together for a long time, she often suffers from loss of neuroticism to control her boyfriend, at first the boy has been accommodating to her because of his love for her, and then one day the boy has too much backlog of dissatisfaction so that he made up his mind to move out of the nest where they live without saying goodbye, the girl is heartbroken and chooses to commit suicide, she abandons herself, her parents, friends and the whole world.

At that time, Wei Shuangshuang felt that the girl was very pitiful, why did the boy choose to leave the girl who loved him so much. Wei Shuangshuang had "harassed" the boy many times after the girl's death, but when she met the painful and decadent boy she had encountered, she realized that the boy chose to leave while her heart was also painful. Later, the boy met another girl, who was not much better than the girl who raised her before, but she was full, sunny and confident inside. She pulled the boy out of the abyss of decadence, and the two worked hard and progressed together for a goal, and it didn't take long for the two to get married and have children. When the boy saw Wei Shuangshuang at the wedding, he smiled helplessly and said to her: "You are really like the cat I once loved the most, when we were too young and ignorant. I think that as long as I accommodate, I can make the other person feel love and change, but I don't know that love should make the other person grow up and become better."

After listening to the boy's story, she realized that loving someone is not blindly losing herself, but also to let herself match with it, and it is better to run forward together than the two of them. You should not use loving someone as an excuse to paralyze yourself to control each other's lives, not to mention that although love is valuable in a person's life, family affection and friendship are even more priceless.

Wei Shuangshuang also chose to retreat because of Bai Lu's excellence and her inferiority, and now she thinks that getting along with people is not measured by the level of identity. The definition of excellence does not mean that one can be called excellent only if he has all material wealth, nor does the definition of mediocrity mean that poverty ends in mediocrity. Although material is important, spirit is even more rare, wealth is omnipotent, poverty is not terrible, and the most important thing you should understand is that the strength of the heart, fulfillment, self-discipline and gratitude will make you come to this world in vain!

Wei Shuangshuang's personality gradually changed over time. The desire to be with Bai Lu took over her whole heart, and now she knows that love is indulgence, and love is restraint. What she wants to do is not necessarily to fall in love with her, even if she will never be reincarnated, she also wants to do her best in this life to protect Bai Lu - easy. Of course, I said before that she is not a saint, and if she can really love each other together, it will be undesirable for her.

Wei Shuangshuang's eyes were full of determination, she would never let her lover in this life fall into the desperate situation that Ji Fanya and they might bring him again. She had to keep her promise to protect him, and she couldn't be as cowardly and incompetent as she used to be, and she was secretly planning what to do next......

Qi Ming has been taking action since he received a call for help from Givena. After some inquiry, I learned that there was a pet hospital in the shopping mall that had treated Wei Shuangshuang. Qi Ming felt that Wei Shuangshuang was very likely to go there, as for why he couldn't say it himself, it could be said that it was his personal hunch!

He took off his glasses and pinched the bridge of his nose tiredly, yesterday's provocation by Givena made him more or less impulsive, and after calming down at this time, he thought about whether it was right to do so, he was a little tangled and a little wavering.

"I can't be indecisive anymore, I can't let Frost get hurt anymore," he encouraged himself.

Qi Ming decided to go to the pet hospital after nightfall, and he had a hunch that there should be nothing to be gained by going during the day.

Qi Ming's personality is completely different from Jian Jian and Han Junhe. Simplicity is more self-oriented, rarely relying on intuition to do things, he has always believed that rather than indecisive thinking, it is better to see and choose, and whether the result is good or bad, it is experience. Jun-ha is impulsive, and it is impossible to dwell on some things, he has always done whatever comes to mind, so he has taken a lot of detours. What about Qi Ming? He belongs to the tangled faction; he likes to pay attention to everything and pursue the word balance; sometimes he often lives a worrying life; but I have to say that his premonition is often very accurate!

Qi Ming is not as vicious as Ji Fanya, he is not a good person, but he is definitely not a bad person. In the face of emotion, he is also a persistent and dedicated person, the only difference is that the simple self allows him to think and treat rationally, and his vision is broad and open-minded, while Qi Ming will only be affected by the outside world and lose his mind, not to mention, his vision will become narrow.

Qi Ming was thinking about going again in the evening, so he took out the pet hospital phone he found and dialed the number on it, and after a few "beeps...", a lady's voice came from the other end of the phone and asked: "Hey, hello! This is the 'Pet Kang' Pet Hospital, what help do you need?"

"Oh, that's right! I would like to ask what time your hospital usually closes?"

It was Xiao Ai, the receptionist and physician assistant at the front desk, who received Qi Ming's call, and she thought for a while and replied: "Sir, our hospital usually gets off work at 9-10 o'clock, and if there are special circumstances, it will be delayed according to the situation."

"Okay, got it!"

"Do you have a pet that needs medical attention or other services?"

"I don't need to understand it for the time being, thank you. ”

"Okay, goodbye guest" Xiao Ai hung up the phone, a little inexplicable, and thought to herself: "You don't give your pet medical treatment, foster care, bath and beauty...... Why do you know so clearly? Nerves, don't think about it, the forest is big these days, there are all kinds of birds, it's not strange!"

Here Qi Ming learned that the hospital planned to pass by 10:30 p.m. after getting off work, so he raised his hand and looked at his watch, it was still about 4 o'clock in the afternoon. Suddenly, the mobile phone rang and interrupted Qi Ming, who was looking at his watch in a daze, and the caller ID was Givena who stopped for a few seconds, and Qi Ming connected the phone.

"Brother, do you have any news?" Qi Ming's ears came from Ji Fanya's delicate voice.

"I inquired about the phone number and address of the hospital where I took Wei Shuangshuang for treatment before. I want to go and see tonight, I have a hunch that she may go recently" Qi Ming said his thoughts and arrangements without a trace of concealment.

"Great, do you need my help? In the past two days, Jian Jian and Junhe have been following up on the shooting of the company's new product advertisement, so you don't have time to pay attention to me, I can help you if you need it" Givena was excited, her bright red lipstick lips were wickedly raised, and no matter how beautiful her face was, it looked particularly hideous and terrifying.

Qi Ming couldn't see Ji Fanya's expression, thinking that she was happy that she had a way to find Wei Shuangshuang. He thought for a while and replied, "Okay, I'll send you the address at half past ten in the evening, and we'll meet at the gate of the pet hospital." But the premise is that if Wei Shuangshuang is found, she must be taken by me. ”

"That's for sure!Brother, I said that I was helping you, no matter how you say that the past frost was my personal maid, I have always regarded her as my own sister! When we find the frost, we will start planning revenge?" Ji Fanya definitely didn't want to hand over Wei Shuangshuang to Qi Ming, but there was no way, now she needs Qi Ming's help. Anyway, she didn't want to kill Wei Shuangshuang so soon, she hadn't played enough!

Qi Ming heard that Ji Fanya planned to take revenge, and he felt a little unbearable. Although Wei Shuangshuang's opening of the door to reincarnation must have something to do with him, thinking that he was a classmate and friend in his previous life, Qi Ming still couldn't hurt him. Qi Ming was silent for a while and said, "Let's find Wei Shuangshuang first!"

Seeing that Qi Ming didn't answer her question directly, Ji Fanya must have thought that Qi Ming didn't want to hurt Jian Jian, but now she alone would definitely not be able to achieve her goal now. She lowered her voice and said pitifully: "Qi Ming, I love simplicity!"

Qi Ming laughed twice and asked, "Hehe, don't you love yourself the most?"

"Why, I really love him. The reason why I want to take revenge on him is only because he treated me like that in my previous life, "Ji Fanya, whether in her previous life or in this life, has been pampered and arrogant since she was a child, and she has always only allowed herself to hurt others, and she has wronged herself. In fact, she doesn't know if she really loves him, but what she can be sure of is that the more she can't get him, the more she wants to get it. Givena even thought that if he really couldn't get it simple, then he would destroy him by all means, even if it hurt the innocent.

Maybe there are too many people like Givena! What you can't get is always in turmoil, but she is more extreme, more ruthless.

Qi Ming more or less knew Ji Fanya, he didn't want to say it, and he didn't want to offend her, so he had to say perfunctorily: "Mmmmmm...... Got it, I'll see you in the evening! I'm going to record the 'Evening News' first. ”

Givena happily hung up the phone, put her feet on the desk, and hummed......

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What is love?

Like is the joy at first sight, love is a long-term relationship.

Love is reaching out to you, and love is holding your hand tightly.

Like is captive, love is free-range.

Like is strategizing, love is tied up.

Love is to say that you are mine, and love is to say in the heart that I am yours.

Love is when you feel that you have found someone who is perfect in every way, and love is when you realize that they are not perfect but it doesn't matter.

If you like it, you are happy, and if you love it, he/she is happy, and I am happy.

Love is the freshness and proximity of the first acquaintance, while love is the inheritance of commitment and the assumption of responsibility.

Like is to be happy with the appearance of the other party, and love is to be afraid that the other person will leave.

Like is what I want to get you, no matter what method is used. And love is what I want you to have, but I want you to be happy with me.

There are many likes, but love is the only one.

Like is desperate to get you, love is that you can do it with anyone, as long as you can be happy, no one wants, I want it.

Love is dopamine, love is a good night after countless dinners, good morning before breakfast.

Like is to give you everything to weigh whether it is worth it, love is to give you everything, even life can be given to you.

Like is to talk and laugh, love is to talk and stop.

Like is trying to be good to you, love is as long as you want, as long as I have it, I can give it to you.

Like is when you are together, you want to show the best side of each other. Love means that the other party sees you through and is willing to treat you as before.

Like is heartbeat, love is peace of mind.

To like is to possess, and to love is to protect.

I like that you deleted me, and I want to add back as a friend and continue to chat, and love is that you deleted me, so I don't bother anymore, I just like you to live well.

When encountering shortcomings, liking is deducting points, and love is tolerance.