When I coded words in the early morning, I looked at the icon of the boutique on the work page, and I was distracted for a long time, thinking about what I wanted to write from the beginning, and what I wanted to write later, and then to the results later, I found that there was really too much difference, it was not only successful, but also only successful in the front part, and the main idea behind was too much of the personal wishes of the spring breeze, so that it raised the threshold for new readers.

Some time ago, something happened at home, which caused the idea of writing to not go smoothly, many places lost some style, people became haggard and lack inspiration in staying up late.

That book spends the most energy and emotion, sometimes the spring breeze even writes itself and cries, but unfortunately, in the end, it's still gone, I don't understand one thing, the dark text of fighting monsters and upgrading can be alive well, why should the dark text of talking about family and country feelings, curves to save the country, and good and evil of human nature be sealed?

The same goes for the white wolf, many places need to be modified, but they have been modified, applied for unblocking, but there is still no response, although it may be that the editors are very busy during this time, but at least give a response, even a word.

More and more unhappiness piled up in my heart, and I only felt a superimposed disappointment and the idea of giving up on the book now.

People's bad thoughts are easily ingrained, easily influenced by others, and easily spread to others.

I don't know how I experienced the exhaustion, anxiety, and disappointment during this time, and even felt like that, all kinds of emotions flickered a few times like flashing lights, and finally froze on the discouragement.

Some people say that there is a crackdown every year, and Chunfeng, as an old author who has been writing for several years, should be able to accept such a setting.

Indeed, I have been writing for many years, and even when the starting point was not yet, Chunfeng had already written something in Phantom Sword, but in the end, people's emotions and hearts will not be decided because of the long time to do something, because the work is the author's children, the more you care, the more difficult it is to give up, but for the people of the website, it is just an understatement to click the mouse button.

Maybe it's the author's own considerations, or maybe it's to protect the book.

But for an author, I also need the website to give an attitude, what kind of attitude? It's very simple, it's an attitude of asking, where is the violation, when will it be unblocked, you write well, don't worry and so on.

Even if the author grows crops in the ground, the farmers know how to fertilize, how to repel insects, know how to drive birds, and all kinds of harassment from the outside world.

But the author is not a crop, he is a human being, and he has a heart.

Emotional things are not something that can be sent away without saying a word, he will think more, he will worry, he will be disappointed, maybe a crop that does not grow well can not give farmers a great harvest, but it also contributes its own fruits.

I nagged a lot, and it was also during this time that I couldn't find a place to spit out the words I held in my heart.......

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