Chapter Twenty-Five: Hallucinations Worsen
Go and sit on the high-speed bridge for a while, and you will get a thousand yuan. On the way back, Lin Guangshan considered whether he would stop working in the future, and he would be able to act on the bridge every day.
Now that he has money in his hand, Lin Guangshan is looking for an opportunity to get a fake ID card.
Fake ID cards are, of course, no records, no chips, and cannot be swiped. Therefore, it is not possible to apply for phone cards, bank cards and the like. It's mainly used to find a technical job, and the other party's boss can't always check the authenticity, right? I don't look like a bad guy that much.
During the lunch break the next day, Lin Guangshan told the foreman that he wanted to apply for an ID card, after all, he had no money to go home, and it was too far. Now I don't have an ID card, and I feel like I can't move an inch.
The foreman has seen a lot of this kind of person in the past few years in the magic capital, of course, he nodded and promised to help him another day, he has been very busy with work in the past few days, so wait a minute.
Lin Guangshan did not urge. The life of working here is also simple, and he has a lot of strength, and he doesn't feel hard, just after coming back for so long, he also has to think about his next plans.
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But as the days passed, Lin Guangshan's mood became more and more unstable.
Because every night when he fell asleep, his dreams would go through the scenes of being tortured in nightmares over and over again, and each time he was awakened in a cold sweat, and then he fell asleep with the plug-in again, and was awakened again.
The vision in the dream tortured his spirit, but the torture was multi-layered.
For example, the powerlessness of being slaughtered, whether it is beating, cutting meat, or even cutting internal organs.
On the other hand, the training done during the training of the killer department is subject to moral condemnation; There were even some things that made him wonder if he was human.
He didn't dare to admit himself at all now, he felt that it was another person in mental captivity. But the dream often brought him to that scene, and then put him in the situation where he was tortured.
If it's just in your sleep, it's okay, but because of the number of dreams, it seems that those scenes are more and more easy to jump out and wreak havoc in your mind when you're awake.
Lin Guangshan felt that he would go crazy if he continued like this.
Now when he is working, if he does not react in time, then he is likely to have things out of his hands, or put things into things.
So he wanted to get into "mental captivity" to take a break.
But this feature turned out to be ineffective!
"Xiaohua, why do you look like you're out of the neck lately?" The foreman always looked like Lin Guangshan was wandering out of the world recently. Although the work efficiency has not fallen, it is inevitable that people will be worried.
Lin Guangshan smiled reluctantly: "It's okay, I'm tired." ”
The foreman thought he was worried about the ID card and said, "Don't worry." After work this afternoon, I'll take you to get an ID card. ”
Lin Guangshan was now full of the scene of the laboratory and the white coat, but he just nodded his head reflexively and thanked him, and then left to continue his work.
The time finally arrived in the afternoon. The foreman took Lin Guangshan, who looked out of the world, to apply for an ID card.
However, the place is far away, and the two of them have to take the subway to get there.
But when Lin Guangshan entered the subway and walked with the crowd, his body became very tense.
This level of tension makes it a little uncontrollable to react in time.
The foreman saw Lin Guangshan's nervous appearance and said, "That's how it is in a big city, there are many people. But everyone is busy with their own business, and no one pays attention to you. After staying for a long time, you will get used to it. ”
Lin Guangshan nodded, but in his eyes, these people were passers-by in a hurry.
Occasionally, a few researchers in white coats will appear, holding their phones and walking around as if they were tuning some special equipment. Prepare to do another experimental test in Lin Guangshan.
Lin Guangshan took a deep breath and tried not to think about it.
The foreman smiled: "I didn't see that you kid is so afraid of life." It wasn't like that when you first came to me. ”
Lin Guangshan did not answer. He clenched his fist and released it, squeezed it and released it, and his body was very stiff and he walked into the subway car with the foreman.
But now it's rush hour, and the carriages are very crowded, with people coming and going.
At this time, leaning next to Lin Guangshan was a young mother holding a little boy in her arms.
The little boy was playing with his mother, dancing with joy. So the little hand waved and hit Lin Guangshan's arm in this crowded space.
In an instant, Lin Guangshan turned his head violently. With wide-red eyes, he looked at the mother and son.
The young mother was obviously frightened, and the little boy looked back and saw Lin Guangshan's appearance, and was directly frightened and cried.
For a moment the cry of a child. The accusations of young mothers, the voices of the foremen's reconciliation filled the entire carriage.
And this cry also woke Lin Guangshan up.
He knew he was hallucinating.
The irreparable mental torture and incomprehensible self-moral condemnation made Lin Guangshan see anything, and he would substitute it for the scene at that time, and then think and fear.
Just now, if he hadn't reacted in time, he restrained his reaction. This can be dangerous for the mother and child.
Lin Guangshan turned a deaf ear to everything in the carriage.
But he knew that it was all ordinary people, and in such a crowded space, if he was completely delusional, it would definitely hurt people. And then...... The carriage is bound to be a scene of hell on earth.
Lin Guangshan didn't know when he would completely fall into the hallucination, but he must stay away from the crowd while he still has his senses, otherwise......
At this time, when I arrived at the station, the subway door opened, and Lin Guangshan turned around and rushed out. The people waiting outside were immediately knocked out of a road by him, and several people were hit with nosebleeds and dizziness.
Lin Guangshan ran wildly all the way, knocking down many pedestrians on the road. But he had to find a place where there were fewer people.
But in a city as bustling as the magic capital, there are still many people even in the suburbs.
Lin Guangshan could only keep running. Along the way, hallucinations appeared more and more frequently, and Lin Guangshan's consciousness also frequently switched between illusion and reality, like walking on a tightrope, which could fall at any time.
Lin Guangshan ran and ran, and suddenly saw a gate in front of him, which said "Modu University".
At this time, Lin Guangshan stopped and said to himself: "No, Meng Lin is here." Gotta go somewhere else. ”
So he turned to look in other directions, but in front of him was the metal corridor of the Nightmare Experimental Base, and 107 and 108 came with a few guards to arrest him.
Lin Guangshan turned around and wanted to run back, but thinking that behind him was Meng Lin's university, and he couldn't let these people in!
He clenched his fists and made up his mind that even if he died, he would kill them all!
The next moment, Lin Guangshan suddenly rushed forward, trying to beat the hateful 108 to pieces.
But in the eyes of others, in reality, Lin Guangshan's fist hit a girl in the face.
And this girl was already stunned before Lin Guangshan called.
The phone in his hand fell down with Lin Guangshan's fist. (To be continued.) )