Chapter 17 The Girl's Concept of Family and Love
Outside the window, there was a shower at some point, and the crackling raindrops hit the glass, making a crisp sound; The dull thunder came one after the other, one after the other; The white lightning lit up the sky from time to time, and also illuminated Nie Shuang's small room, and it was also with this lightning that he could see the summer sunset on his side.
Is it the fear of thunder?
But Xia Xi has never had such bold actions and behaviors before, and today, no matter how she looks at it, it is not right.
Even if Nie Shuang was a bird or a beast, he wouldn't have any strange thoughts about his sister.
Gently pulling away Xia Xi's hands around his waist, Nie Shuang got out of bed and turned on the light, the white sunlight reflected Xia Xi's skin exposed outside his clothes even fairer, but it was a little less bloody.
"Summer Evening." Nie Shuang tried to whisper.
The girl didn't move.
Forget it.
Although it's June, it's raining outside, and the indoor temperature isn't too high, so it's not good to sleep without covering, and it's easy to catch a cold. Covering Xia Xi with a thin quilt, Nie Shuang walked out of the room lightly - Xia Xi forcibly occupied his bed, he definitely couldn't go to Xia Xi's room to sleep, now, he could only deal with it all night on the wooden sand in the living room.
All day today, something was wrong with Xia Xi, Nie Shuang didn't feel it, but he didn't believe it after all-sure enough, was it caused by last night's incident?
If Xia Xi likes it, then he won't believe it if he kills Nie Shuang.
After taking a bath, lying on the sand that was hard to the bones of the diaphragm, Nie Shuang couldn't sleep, at present, Xia Xi was almost all of him, if it weren't for the fact that there was such a person in this world who was worthy of his concern and hard work, I am afraid that Nie Shuang himself would not have been able to live for a long time.
Feeling out the tattered mobile phone, Nie Shuang searched for something according to his own understanding, he still wanted to know what Xia Xi was thinking about at the moment, and if he could, correct her current somewhat morbid practices......
……
The next day, Nie Shuang got up as usual to run and buy breakfast, he slept late last night and didn't sleep very well, and the guide zhì is now in a trance. He slept late because he used his mobile phone to look up a lot of information and the opinions of other people on the Internet; I didn't sleep well, mainly because the wooden sand was too restrained by his bones, and his whole body hurt.
However, thanks to this night's "bad sleep", he can somewhat understand the current Xia Xi, in short-
Summer evening, lack of love.
Nie Shuang decided to talk to Xia Xi later.
In the past, Nie Shuang had never paid attention to Xia Xi's "love", and even ignored it quite a bit, there was no way, they couldn't even afford to eat, where did they have time to care so much? Now, it's better, and he has more time to care about Xia Xi.
At 7:45, Xia Xi got up on time. Brushing her teeth, washing her face, eating breakfast, and when she was about to go back to the room, Nie Shuang stopped her.
"Xia Xi, wait."
“?” Xia Xi turned around and looked at Nie Shuang, a little puzzled and a little shy.
"I have something to tell you." Nie Shuang looked at her.
“……”
Xia Xi looked at Nie Shuang and didn't say anything. After a short moment of silence, something happened that caught Nie Shuang off guard - Xia Xi's face suddenly changed, the tears in her eyes suddenly turned, and large tears began to drip from the corners of her eyes, and then, she turned her head, took a fast step, and rushed into her room in a blink of an eye.
"Bang!!"
The violent sound of the door closing sounded, mixed with a hint of sobbing in the summer evening.
This frightened Nie Shuang, and when he reacted, he was shocked in his heart, and hurriedly followed. Xia Xi's door was slammed by him, and at the same time he shouted loudly: "Xia Xi, don't do stupid things, my brother doesn't hate you, don't think about it." Nie Shuang's heart was anxious, he understood Xia Xi's character, if he didn't explain it earlier, this girl would definitely do something extremely terrifying!
"Xia Xi, come, open the door, my brother wants to see you."
"If you don't want my brother to go in, I can be outside the door, but let me see you, okay?"
"Xia Xi, you open the door, don't do anything stupid."
……
Nie Shuang stood outside the door and shouted for two minutes, but there was no movement inside, and the door did not open.
This Nizi, should it be ......
The uneasiness in his heart became more and more serious, Nie Shuang couldn't help it anymore, and he had to die in a hurry if he couldn't see Xia Xi's situation anymore......
"No matter. Summer Eve, stay away from the door! Nie Shuang shouted inside.
Then, he turned sideways and began to bang on the door. In order to prevent the force from suddenly slamming the door open, which might hit Xia Xi, Nie Shuang held the doorknob with both hands, and then his left shoulder began to crash dullly......
The old door itself was like a decorative prop, and it didn't play any role at all, and before Nie Shuang hit it a few times, the rivets on the latches inside fell off from the wooden door frame.
"Ding!!" The rivet fell to the ground with a crisp sound.
The door opened.
Nie Shuang already knew the furnishings in the room, and his eyes quickly swept around-Xia Xi threw herself on the bed, sobbing in a low voice.
Fortunately, it wasn't as aggressive as before.
"Xia Xi, don't cry, I won't talk about it, okay, don't cry." Nie Shuang felt a little distressed comfort, although it was not that he didn't see Xia Xi crying, but this was the first time he looked like this.
Xia Xi buried her face in the pillow, her shoulders swaying slightly.
Nie Shuang didn't know how to comfort her, he only hated why he picked this time to talk too much, if he didn't say it, it would be good.
Squatting beside Xia Xi's bed, Nie Shuang was also silent.
……
Last night's showers came and went quickly, the thunder was loud, the torrential rain was gone, and in a blink of an eye, it was the morning glow, a group of vitality, everything was as if it had been washed, full of freshness and vitality.
However, the two young men in the room were lifeless.
The silence lasted for a long time, and Xia Xi's sobbing began to gradually subside in this silence, Nie Shuang wanted to say something, but it was like a fish in his throat.
"Nie Shuang." After all, it was Xia Xi who spoke first, and the two words were slightly twitched.
"Well, Xia Xi, I'm here." Nie Shuang hurriedly responded.
"Do you hate me?"
"No, definitely not."
"Do you like me...... then"
One sentence made Nie Shuang stunned. Does he like Summer Eve? Of course I like it, but it's just a simple brother to my sister, not the kind of feelings in Xia Xi's words - love.
This is also what she wanted to say to Xia Xi before: What she has is her affection and longing for Nie Shuang, not love, but family affection.
Xia Xi, a girl in the flower season, is in the period of youth and ignorance, and in the absence of father's love and mother's love, she met Nie Shuang, who has been taking care of her carefully, and in terms of age, Nie Shuang is not much older than Xia Xi. For this kind of care, Xia Xi may mistakenly think that it is love, and the resulting interweaving of a series of feelings makes her have abnormal behaviors and behaviors. At the end of the day, broken family relationships are the main reason for this.
In fact, why isn't Nie Shuang himself like this?
Just as Xia Xi wanted to find a Nie Shuang who had family affection and love in one, Nie Shuang himself didn't want to find a woman like his runaway mother.
It's a disease.
Secret trouble.
Xia Xi's question made Nie Shuang a little unsure how to answer, and after thinking about it for a long time, Nie Shuang finally ruthlessly:
"Summer evening. Do you know, my brother wants to find a girl who can be by my side for the rest of my life, even if my brother is old, sick and dead, I think time is the best proof. Also, what you may want now is not love, but family affection, otherwise, you probably won't look for your brother, but choose a boy who is more handsome than your brother, if you ............" Nie Shuang paused, letting the bitter mood precipitate slightly, "If in the future, no one is willing to take care of you, and my brother is willing to take care of you for the rest of your life."
……
After exiting from Xia Xi's room, Nie Shuang went directly back to his room and lay on the bed. On one side, there is still the fragrance of last night's summer sunset......
"Loved it...... Is it? Nie Shuang asked himself.
Time is the proof of this.
Nie Shuang wasn't sure what kind of impact his words would have on Xia Xi, and he didn't dare to play the game, staring at Xia Xi lying on the bed all the time. The door is broken, and I'm not in the mood to fix it for the time being.
Fortunately, Xia Xi didn't seem to react too much.
In the afternoon, in order to make up for the relationship between the two in the morning, Nie Shuang deliberately went to the city again and bought more things, including the pudding that Xia Xi loved but was reluctant to eat.
Xia Xi, who cried on her stomach on the bed for a long time, had red and swollen circles under her eyes throughout the afternoon, but her attitude was ......
When she left the house to go to school, Nie Shuang heard a voice that he had never heard before, and he was moved to cry.
"Brother, I'm going to school."
After finishing speaking, the girl showed a beautiful smile, which warmed Nie Shuang's dry heart to every corner, and instantly made the somewhat cold little family become enthusiastic.
"Well, Xia Xi, be careful!" Nie Shuang laughed, never happier......
For many years, Nie Shuang had always fantasized that Xia Xi could call him "brother", and now, he finally heard it, so wonderful, so exciting and satisfying.
"Xia Xi, sure enough, my brother must take care of you!" Nie Shuangding calmed his mind and turned around and returned to the room.
The day's events have left him a little exhausted, and I'm afraid the game can only be postponed. Today is Sunday, there should be a lot of gamers, and at the end of the day, Nie Shuang lost 3oooRmB, but on the contrary, he gained a priceless thing-
Xia Xi's "brother".
It's worth more than anything else! Not to mention 3oooRmB, even if it was 3 yuan in front of Nie Shuang, he would rather have Xia Xi's smile.
Tomorrow, let's go to the dungeon and capture the battle queen again, and at the same time, we have to see if there is anything to do on the company's side, he has nothing to do for a week or so, not to mention two thousand per month, whether there is a thousand is a strict question, is it really only possible to survive on the game?
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