Chapter 214: A Quarter of Redemption

"Do you really think so?"

Without warning, the lazy whisper of the Sleeping Master came from behind Roland.

"I ......"

Roland's mouth opened slightly, but he didn't say anything. His eyes became complicated.

Probably what does this identity of his own have to do with the Silver Queen - such a statement is just Roland's own deception.

Once picked out by his mentor, Roland must endure the throbbing of his heart to look directly at the slightest possibility.

"Yes...... Sister? ”

Roland muttered in a voice that he couldn't even hear, and his eyes gradually flashed with the kind of hope that only a child has.

…… The reason why my sister was never found after Roland woke up that day was maybe not killed, but came to this world one step ahead of Roland?

After this possibility appeared in Roland's mind, he could no longer give it up.

He was reluctant to even test the odds of such a possibility.

Because Roland was afraid that once he thought about it, he would kill this "possibility" that was more precious than gold.

Roland has always been like this.

Rather than calmly reasoning step by step with logic, he is better at thinking of several possibilities at random, and then testing their possibilities one by one. And the amount of information in the sentence "Queen" blurted out by Elukado is too large, providing Roland with many possibilities.

That's right, that's right......

There is such a possibility -

The mere thought of this possibility, made Roland excited.

If the Elder Sleep Mentor told him that he would be able to see his sister as long as he died. Roland would not hesitate to commit suicide immediately.

There is no point in living alone in the world.

Roland had long recognized this with the pain that was rooted in his body.

As my sister said, "Humans are animals that can be harmed as long as they are separated from the people around them. ”

So. It is naturally safer to be alone in the world than anything else.

But in that case, why can't human beings endure loneliness? What about living alone?

Roland had never thought of such a thing. Because I had my sister by my side anyway - just one person was enough, and nothing else.

But because of this, when his sister also left Roland, Roland collapsed without any suspense.

There was no anger, no loss of control - precisely because Roland was more sure than anyone else that "my sister was gone". He was struck through the chest by the facts without any mental preparation.

Not even a goodbye. Not even a word was left in the last words.

Who could have known that the phrase "good night" was already the last word of Roland's sister that he could hear?

From that morning onwards, it was as if a hole had been cut in Roland's chest. Even the wind whines through it, drying and cooling the inside of the body like a corpse.

What swelled in his heart all the time was the soreness that made Roland almost cry out uncontrollably.

The restlessness and anxiety that pierced his chest like a scorching iron rod made Roland want to tear the clothes on his chest. But at the same time, Roland couldn't even shed a tear.

It was an intense loneliness.

After my sister left. Roland was stripped of even the meaning of his existence.

Every day when he woke up, all he could do was lie on the bed in a daze, stiff as soulless wood, waiting for the nurse to feed and care for his body.

I can feel everything in the outside world, but my body can't move. It's like a delicate doll......

This situation lasted for a month before it gradually eased. Roland couldn't remember the nightmare of that month.

It wasn't until last night that Roland, with the help of Anvilia, recalled one of the nightmares.

And after seeing the wall of Aum in the state of a soul, Roland once again confirmed this idea in his heart-

There is no point in living alone in the world.

Even when he came to the world of Faennes, Roland didn't feel the slightest excitement.

Compare to suffering in the world. Instead, Roland wanted to return to his mentor and enjoy eternal sleep.

-- But that idea has just been shattered.

The phrase "Queen" blurted out by Elukado made Roland realize the possibility that his sister would also come to this world. And the teacher's words forced Roland to really start thinking about this possibility.

"Mentor...... Do you know the Queen in White? ”

Roland asked reverently in his heart.

"Go find it, Roland," the Sleeping Tutor did not answer Roland's question. Instead, he said in a rare solemn voice, "I will always take care of you as my own child." ”

Listen to the hints of the mentor coming from behind you. Roland unconsciously showed a hint of a smile.

The teacher's words already confirmed some of Roland's conjectures.

My sister is still here.

In an instant, Roland felt that the world was so beautiful. The haze that was always entwined in his silver-gray pupils also reduced the size of the slot.

For the first time. Roland really had the thought of "I want to save the world" in his heart.

The Silver Queen appeared a thousand years ago. It was a much more beautiful and magnificent world than the world is now.

At that time, the walls of Gaia had not yet been broken. The devil was not born, and the civilization of Ya'an prospered, and the world was peaceful.

At that time, dragons were flying in the sky, the lake was full of fairies, and the forest was dancing with pure-blooded elves.

At that time, there was singing silver in the water, and the towering ancient trees would sway slowly to the music of the bard.

At that time, people never got sick, died without pain, were born with knowledge and were able to speak when they landed.

It was the world that the Seven Sages were all in, and they were all in charge of the world.

Countless new things are discovered every day, and new inventions are born every minute.

It's a vibrant, vibrant world.

Compared to the world now, the past is too beautiful.

Roland originally just wanted to give himself an excuse to live for a long time and make his life better and more comfortable, but now. He really wanted to change the world. Whatever the means, he will also save this world that is destined to be destroyed.

That's the case. When I find my sister again one day in the future, I will be able to give her this world. As a gift for the reunion of the two.

In this way, Roland was able to let his sister touch his head and say with a smile, "Little Roland is really capable."

Roland finally decided to abandon his sense of superiority as a player and live in this world with his feet on the ground.

If you can't even fall in love with it, how dare you give it to your sister?

- Roland decides that he wants to fall in love with the world.

"I'm Roland. Rowland. Nerora," Roland whispered as he lay on the ground with his eyes closed. "Elukado. I want to save the world, will you help me? ”

"As you wish...... His Royal Highness Roland. ”

As if seeing someone's shadow in Roland's body, Elukado almost cried with joy.

But Roland shook his head.

"Don't call me Your Highness. The king's way has proven to be impassable, and this time, I will put the word 'holy' in front of my name. ”

"But, Lord Roland......" Elukado's bewildered voice came, "if you want to start your own sect, wouldn't it be nice for me to follow you...... Maybe I can hide in the shadows......"

"Nope."

Roland rejected her briefly but forcefully.

"You follow me, and you are not allowed to hide or escape. You just watch how I save the world. Write them down. ”

After a long absence, Roland's heart was rekindled. Feeling.

For the first time since he was born, he wanted to do something from the bottom of his heart.

And so, Roland's body was like a burning flame. It exudes a compelling glow of confidence.

"What are we going to do?"

"There's no hurry. I'll talk to Esther in more detail after that...... And, Esther, you'll help me. ”

"Ahh Of course," Esther looked at Roland. The look in his eyes was meaningful, "Don't say anything else...... There's another agreement between me and you. ”

"It's good if you remember."

Roland opened his eyes. Whispered, "Also, mentor...... I have an irreverent idea that will be presented to you separately later. ”

Then, Roland looked up and looked at Claudia quietly.

Her physical strength had long been exhausted. Now she was panting, and her cold and trembling hands clutched Roland's right hand tightly, refusing to let go.

Roland couldn't help but feel a warmth in his heart.

When he came into this world, the first person he saw was Claudia. It's not the first time Claudia has saved herself - because Claude refuses to treat a black-robed druid, so Roland's treatment, including analgesia, is Claudia's responsibility.

The reason why Roland survived, Claudia has to account for at least more than eighty percent of the credit.

And now, she's also her best friend. It is an existence that has gradually entered Roland's heart.

Among the people Roland knew, Claudia was the only one that Roland would never allow any accidents.

Roland chuckled and placed his left hand over Claudia's.

"Thank you, Claudia."

Claudia's face turned red.

She tilted her head slightly and whispered, "What stupid things are you talking about...... You've saved me more than once. ”

"So, this is a return for once?"

Roland said with some discord.

“…… Ah, right. Sort of. ”

Claudia's expression darkened slightly, and her tone was a little lower, and she wanted to withdraw her hands when she saw it.

But at this time, Roland's left hand suddenly used force and held her hands.

Facing Claudia's surprised gaze, Roland showed a cheerful smile that Claudia had never seen before: "Don't you talk about interest?" Claudia? ”

"What...... Meaning? ”

"I've saved you several times, but you can't pay back so much," Roland looked at Claudia seriously and said word by word, "You'll have to save me at least ten more times before you can clear it up, and by that time, there will probably be new interest." ”

"I've done a rough calculation, and you'll lose about a lifetime."

Finally understanding the meaning of Roland's words, Claudia's face turned red.

Seeing that she couldn't even say a word, Elukado on the side suddenly showed a toothache expression, but he didn't bother the two of them.

Everything seems so rosy. The moonlight shone through the broken roof and shone down on Roland's side.

At this time, four hours had passed since the sun had set in the west, and it was the middle of the night.

When the moon was bright, the White Tower fell silent.

According to the time, Bansa is about to break dawn at this time. )

PS: I feel a little more comfortable getting up today...... So to update. There are two chapters updated today, and the first chapter is a 3000-word chapter as compensation......