Chapter 192: Foresight
Of course, as the protagonist, Wright can stand up strong no matter how many times he dies, or cut it down and retrain it in another world. Unless I'm tired of writing and I'm going to finish it. But this won't happen anytime soon, so you can continue watching it with peace of mind.
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It was at this time, just as my squad's defenses were breached and I was surrounded, that a familiar voice came:
"Here--" After that, there was a cartoon sound of "meow meow" - and a group of missiles with inexplicable cat's heads exploded in an instant. It hit a few of the Steam Beasts around me with great precision, and a few Steam Beasts that tried to rush through the gap at the edge of the line, all of which seemed to have aging parts, and their movements became much slower.
"Good! Hurry back and regroup! "I ordered it right away. The others immediately retreated as well. Rendezvous with the latest Kotoku to appear.
"Kokulik, is that you?" I asked.
"Yes, Mr. Wright." Kokuli looked a little scared.
"Anyway, thank you for saving me...... As much as I would love to let you go now, as someone you have saved, I really have no position to say such a thing. Let's work together, and as for joining the Paris Chinese Strike Regiment, wait until after the battle, okay? ”
"Hmm!"
Hearing that I didn't blame her, Kokuliko became happy again......
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Here's how Kokuliko looks at it:
I sat in my room in a daze, thinking about something related to Mr. Wright. He seems to be very good at girls, and at the same time he doesn't seem to be surprised at all that "we've only known each other for less than two days, and we can actually go to bed". In other words, he must have done a lot of things like this, right?
A person as good as Mr. Wright is very good, very handsome, with a good figure, a good temper, strong ability, high status, and money...... It seems that such a guy who can't find his shortcomings at all, there must be countless women around him, that is, it seems that things like mine should be commonplace?
No, no, no, if you work backwards, the women who mate with Mr. Wright should also be very good. It's rare to see a skinny and ugly girl like me......
Maybe Mr. Wright is just playing me on a whim, or maybe he'll soon get tired of me and leave it behind and look for a new target?
And rightfully so......
I feel very uneasy when I think about it--and I force myself not to think about it anymore--and I feel like I'm just going to go on like this--and then I don't think I should sink like this--and I don't know what to do--sometimes I say to myself: Don't be stupid, Kokulik, your fate is much better than most people's, what more can you ask for--and then I'm a little unwilling......
That's it, I don't know what to do, and I don't know what to do. My mind was a complete mess, and I was terrified, and whenever Mr. Wright wasn't here, I was terrified, afraid that he was tired of me. So every time Mr. Wright comes here, I'm happy -- that relieved happiness.
I dare not ask him, nor do I think that the truth can be heard from his mouth, and that is why I have to convince myself that Mr. Wright likes me, loves me, and says stupid things that I don't even believe myself, in exchange for a little comfort in my soul.
It was at this time that the Frenchwoman appeared.
I don't know how she got into my room. There was no sound at all. But that's how she came in.
"Do you want to live like this for the rest of your life?" She asked me this - as if she had the ability to read people's hearts, and at once she could see through what I was thinking.
This woman, it's terrible.
"Who are you? I don't know you! So, for the sake of self-preservation, I said to her such weak words that only the weak can say. And rightfully didn't scare her.
"How cute, little girl." The other party laughed maliciously: "It doesn't matter who I am, does it, but what matters is what I mean to you." ”
"What's the point? You don't think you can change my fate, do you? ”
"No, no, no, the only one who can change your destiny is you, I just gave you a chance. It's up to you to get hold of it. She said.
"I'm fine now, I don't need to change!"
"Really?" The other party laughed: "Do you think your life is good?" Actually, you wouldn't think that way yourself, would you? Food, clothing, housing and transportation, these are just the most superficial layers of things on the surface. Destiny - Your destiny has not changed, but the person who holds your destiny has changed, from the fat-brained merchant to the heroic young officer. But it's actually the same - it's all essentially the same! ”
The woman ruthlessly pierced my last illusion, ignoring me "No, don't say it again!" Such roars and pleadings continue to gush:
"And that playboy, that little white face, is it really reliable? Do you really think he can be trusted? As soon as he loses interest in you, or if you grow up a little more, he will abandon you. At that time, your life will probably be even more miserable than under that fat man! ”
"Please don't say any more!" I finally started crying. And after encountering this situation, the woman finally showed a satisfied smile:
"So, now there's an opportunity, there's a chance to change your destiny, and as long as you seize it, you can completely change your destiny. He, Wright. Baldwin was free to fiddle with a penniless circus performer - and an immigrant who was not European. Even if he kills you, no one will blame him for it. But if your identity changes, then your destiny changes. ”
"The ...... of identity Change? I vaguely felt something, some bad and evil, but I finally plucked up the courage to ask her:
"What kind of identity change?"
"A member of the Chinese Strike Regiment of Paris." The woman named Granmar said to me: "The members of the secret forces defending Paris are really important and noble people. ”
It was much later that I realized that this "important and noble person" could actually be replaced by a word like "cannon fodder".