Chapter 319: Sadness
When we went to bed, the two of us still slept in the same bed. Took off his coat. But it seems that the hug like before will not be gone. The reason is that the weather is relatively hot now, and the natural temperature of Meihong's body can be used as a heater in winter. In the summer, you can only stay away. Regarding this matter, Mei Hong's attitude is probably still entangled.
In this way, the left is also tangled, and the right is also tangled, and the tangled comes and goes. Meihong finally couldn't bear it anymore and hoped to have a good talk with me. It would be nice to persuade me to stay in Gensokyo if I could, even if I would continue to be friends for the rest of the day, and I was tormented by it. At the same time, I watched as I was surrounded by a large number of girls, and I couldn't intervene - and even then, it was better than if I left and never saw her again.
"Anyway...... Even if it's for the stability of Gensokyo. In short, he must be left behind. ”
On the fifteenth day, at the time of dinner. Mei Hong secretly cheered herself up like this, and then chatted with me for a while while eating. Gradually introduce the main topic. By the way, dinner is a very ordinary rice with fish and vegetables. Compared to the Western cuisine of the Red Devil Restaurant, it is more than a step worse.
"Hey, I'm talking about you guy. Is there anything bad about staying in Gensokyo? You have to get out of here. Why? Mei Hong said to me in a slightly complaining tone that wasn't a big deal.
"Because I have something to do." I paused, then decided to tell her something to stabilize her mood. So I can hide with her a little longer.
"Really? Tell me about it? Mei Hong moved the chair forward a little, as if she was very interested in it.
"Ah...... Listen to other people's tragic past as interesting stories, sister, you're really bad. ”
"What, if you don't want to say it, forget it."
"No, no, no, since you want to know...... Well, or should I say, it's better to tell you. So I'll tell you about it. I paused, sorted out the vocabulary of the language, and then said:
"You should know that I'm not a native of Gensokyo, but I've only moved in in the last few years, right?"
"Of course, you've soaked so many girls in a few years, and you're really good enough."
"Okay, okay, that's not the point." I waved my hand and said, "Actually, I'm in a lot of trouble right now." If I had known that this would turn out to be the case, I wouldn't have been promiscuous. As I said this, I made a look of regret that I shouldn't have been. Of course, it's all pretended. Even if I had to go back in time, I would definitely do the same thing...... No, it's a more efficient strategy. Because, I don't know if this is a merit or not, and whether it's something to be proud of. But obviously, this attribute is already part of my body. You can't change it.
My desires are infinite, derived from the transformation of the Grim Reaper, so my desires are infinite, not just cute girls, money, power, power. This is true for everything worth possessing. It's just that many times I can restrain some of my desires - at the cost of being more intense and more difficult to suppress in the future. So unless it's a last resort, at least, I'll keep one of my desires fully open.
So I explained my identity to Mei Hong, the only participant in the so-called Grim Reaper's game.
"Although it seems to be very formal. But in reality, it's just that guy's toy. I shrugged, looking indifferent. But the irrepressible anger and hatred in his tone proved how much this incident hurt me.
"I was thrown by her into countless planes, and my spell drove me to wage war in one plane after another, desperately trying to grab everything. I know this is somehow incorrect. Therefore, while increasing my power to satisfy my desires, I also fully assume the responsibilities of a ruler to make my people prosperous. I take on the responsibility of a military commander, I lead the army to the most brilliant victory with the least casualties. Of course, I will also travel the responsibility of a lover, and I will love every girl who belongs to me. Whether it is physical or mental, to love without reservation. ”
"That sounds pretty good." Mei Hong said excitedly: "So, you have conquered so many worlds, won the allegiance of so many people, and studied so many women, I'm afraid you can also practice kung fu well." No regrets, right? Mei Hong said this, and then shook her head: "No, since you have the attribute of 'infinite desire'." Then you won't be satisfied anyway. Is that why you're leaving Gensokyo? ”
"Yes, but not all." I said, "In addition to this reason, there are more reasons ...... I want to save people. ”
"Saving people?" Mei Hong repeated what I said with a little incomprehension.
"Well, yes, save people - I said that before, right? To the Grim Reaper, I was nothing more than her plaything. She gave me ambition and let me conquer the city, not really for my good. She just thought it was fun. When I conquered a world, or when that world disgusted her. She wouldn't be completely indifferent to my feelings. Take me out of that world. And then re-enter another world. And my country in the original world, my lover and my loyal subordinates ......"
Speaking of which, I can't go on anymore. Speaking of this nightmare buried deep in my heart, it was more uncomfortable than I imagined. It's uncomfortable to die.
"I, I've got to ...... them all All rescued...... It doesn't matter if you go back in time, or if you kill that god. Either way. I have to get them all out. Yes, absolutely, if I don't do that, I won't be at ease anywhere. Everywhere - I have to do it! ”
At the end of the day, I couldn't help but shout at Mei Hong - of course, the next moment I realized that it was inappropriate, so I apologized to her: "I'm so sorry, I'm so excited." ”
“…… No, that...... Wrong...... It's me who is not good, I never thought Wright you have such an important thing to do......"
Although Mei Hong's heart shouted vigorously: "This man is crazy!" There's simply no way he's going to accomplish those things. And even if you go back in time, even then, what happened is irreparable......"
But she couldn't say it. I can't say it anyway. Faced with such a sad and desperate expression from this man who has always been confident and always smiling, Mei Hong didn't know what to do.