Chapter 181: Talk
Lin Yang was even more strange when he heard this, he was just an inner disciple, and he didn't have a master who directly taught the exercises to solve doubts, so he usually only took some inorganic peak regulations, plus some small tasks were also a bit of a spirit stone.
Even so, there are a lot of elixirs and spirit runes in the Sumeru bag, as well as spirit weapons and spirit stones, and these alone already take up a lot of space. Therefore, the Sumeru bag is placed and placed again, and it is properly organized to leave more space. But if Hua Lingyuan didn't even have these things, wouldn't that life be worse than him?
He didn't dare to ask more, he had heard some rumors about the situation in Liulifeng, and it was just rumors, so why talk about these things.
So he didn't speak after an "oh", just watched Hua Lingyuan barbecue seriously, and coldly remembered the scene when his mother cooked for him in front of the stove when he was a child. It's been a long, long time since I've seen fireworks like this.
The meat was quickly grilled and the aroma wafted through the woods. In fact, this is quite dangerous, because it will attract greedy spirit beasts, especially when the forbidden array is broken now, the thinking of high-level spirit beasts is extremely similar to that of humans, and it is difficult to say that there are so many foodies like Hua Lingyuan hidden nearby.
But she was happy in her heart, so she wantonly opened the spirit talisman and cut off the space around the bonfire, so that the fragrance could not be dispersed.
After pouring the fragrant tea, Hua Lingyuan handed a cup to Lin Yang. She wasn't sure if Lin Yang would eat or not, so she was a little hesitant to share the roast bacon.
Some monks will take their appetite very seriously, and feel that you are hindering his cultivation and tempting him to go astray, and the crime is basically similar to that of you on the earth when you solicit people to gamble for money, although it will not make a mortal enemy, but you will definitely be classified as a bad friend and cannot be associated with and hate you for blacklisting.
Seeing that she hesitated, Lin Yang took the initiative to go over and take a copy and ate a few bites with the tea. He hadn't eaten food for a long time, and he couldn't eat much for a while, so he had to chew slowly in his mouth.
The two of them ate for a long time, and it was completely dark before chatting slowly over tea.
In fact, Lin Yang was anxious in his heart, he was crying like that just now because he felt that the strange and strange energy in his body was gone, and he had a premonition that the "disease" that had been making him unable to live a normal life had been cured, and he no longer had to face the sudden surprise and disgust eyes, so he couldn't help it.
But he can't be sure! After all his emotions were vented, only doubts remained, but Hua Lingyuan wanted to eat and drink, as his savior, how could he interrupt, so he patiently accompanied. Now that it's finally over, Hua Lingyuan put down the teacup and hurriedly asked.
"What the hell happened to me. ”
Hua Lingyuan smiled again when she heard this, "I don't know what's wrong with you." ”
"I know, I'm not normal, I'm not normal. Over the years, my mind has always been dull, and my life has been so muddy that I can't continue my cultivation properly, and I often do things that I don't even remember, so that people are disgusted. But what is the reason for all this, what have you done to me today, please make it clear to me, no matter what the answer is, I can accept it, I really don't want to and don't want to live an unclear and unclear life anymore!"
Hua Lingyuan knew that he had questions, but she didn't expect that although the real Lin Yang loved to cry as much, she also had the courage to face the truth, and asked her to explain it. Originally, I wanted to test it, if he only knew a little bit about it, then the word "monster" should not be revealed to him, and knowing it would only add to his troubles. But if he says this, the basic right to know still has to be given.
So she decided to tell the truth, "Okay, don't be impatient, I want to make sure how much you know about your situation and whether you are sure of what direction." Since you all feel that you are abnormal, it is impossible not to investigate. ”
Lin Yang nodded, "I naturally went to investigate, I often lose consciousness, so I went to ask the neighboring senior brothers, and some of the senior brothers who had a deeper contact with me were willing to say some of my reactions after I lost consciousness, and I found that there was another self that controlled my body after losing consciousness." So I wondered if I would be taken away, but after several inquiries, it was confirmed that the two gods could not stand together. Later, after a long time, when I meditated, I found that there was a strange aura in the aura in my body that did not belong to me, but I did not find this special phenomenon in any literature. I've been wondering for a long time, but I still can't figure out what's wrong with me!"
As he spoke, he remembered the previous state of scratching his head and meditating hard and couldn't understand it, and his emotions became a little excited.
Hua Lingyuan patted him on the shoulder to calm him down, "I know the pain you have experienced, did you later find that you have become less like yourself, extreme emotions are easy to be driven, even if you want to control it, you can't control it?"
"Yes, yes, that's right! The senior brothers all said that I had changed, one moment I would laugh wildly and the next moment I would be angry, and several times I couldn't control myself and hurt someone, and I was personally punished by Senior Brother Bai, the fifth elder of our Inorganic Peak. Since then, when everyone sees me, it is like seeing someone who has gone mad in practice, and they usually want to take a detour. The senior brothers near my residence have all moved away, and gradually I can't receive the task, this guardian task is still arranged by Senior Brother Bai when he sees me pitiful, otherwise I won't be able to meet Hua Lingyuan you. ”
Hua Lingyuan listened to him quietly, remembering the feeling of being rejected by everyone in her previous life.
"You've checked a lot of information, have you ever seen a demon?" she stopped thinking to herself, and finally threw out the most crucial information point.
Lin Yang immediately stood up from the stone, the expression on his face became very surprised, "I know about demons, I have checked many records about demons, what do you mean...... ......I'm a demon?! How is this possible! Demons are not like this, demons have no reason, but I have! I have not only reason, I also have all kinds of emotions, I will be happy, I will cry, I will be angry, and I will even want to start a family! How can I be a demon !!?"
His emotions became more and more excited, this excitement was different from before, it was strange excitement for no reason before, but now he should be excited, because connecting the "demon" with any normal person, no one can stand this kind of blow, especially Lin Yang clearly knows what kind of alien the demon is!
Hua Lingyuan quickly stood up from the stone, put two palms on him, pressed down gently, and hurriedly said, "Don't be excited, don't get excited, your Yuan Shen has just been broken into by me, if you are too excited, if it is damaged, it will be a very troublesome thing, even if I can't help it now." ”