XXXVIII. Reminiscing about the past, Ling'er throws himself into his arms

Folk proverb: 3949 doesn't make a move, it is the coldest time, although the two of them are tightly wrapped, Ye Feng can still feel Ling'er who is hanging on him shivering, and he reaches out to hold Ling'er in his arms, Ling'er stiffens and then squeezes into Ye Feng's arms before stopping.

I found a small restaurant in the community and sat down, ordered two dishes and one soup, and raised my face to see a shelf full of wine.

Ye Feng hadn't been so extravagant for a long time, and he hadn't drunk for a long time, and of course he wasn't in the mood, so he quit after being with his ex-girlfriend because she didn't like the smell of alcohol. I remember ten years ago, when I parted with my friends, I pushed the cup and changed the lamp, and sang a poem by Dongpo monks: Dongwu looks at Yuhang, and the sea of clouds is boundless. He became famous, returned to his hometown, and accompanied his husband 30,000 times with drunken laughter.

There is no need to complain about leaving, drinking has never had a bowel. Tonight, the lights are cold, the river pond, and the fallen sheep is surnamed Yang.

Tomorrow across the mountains, the world is vast, unexpectedly, after a farewell, they really didn't see each other again, and Ye Feng disappeared as if out of thin air...... Ye Feng is not a person who likes to tell, so he has to hide his mood and hide himself......

"Brother......" A soft cry and a shake pulled Ye Feng back from his thoughts.

Ling'er saw Ye Feng staring at the wine bottle, with a sad look on his face and didn't know what to remember, he hurriedly ran over from the opposite side and sat next to Ye Feng, with a worried face, Ye Feng turned his head to look at Ling'er and smiled: "It's okay, when I saw the wine, I remembered my former brother, and I don't know what happened to the end of the world." Go sit down. ”

Ye Feng is not used to having someone sit next to her, because she used to sit next to her, and she also liked to put her legs on Ye Feng's body, if Ling'er cooked next to Ye Feng would think about her for the whole meal, then she wouldn't be able to eat.

Ling'er was stunned and sat down obediently, Ye Feng called a bottle of wine in two or two, but the entrance was extremely bitter, without a bit of refreshing and sweet feeling, sure enough, one person does not drink and two people do not gamble. I have to give up and eat honestly.

After the meal, Ling'er still wrapped Ling'er in his arms and transported it home, Ling'er poured a glass of water as usual, and pulled Ye Feng to watch TV, Ye Feng thought that his previous relationship was not high, so he pretended to smile and said: "Ling'er is a big girl, watch it yourself, my brother is tired and wants to rest for a while." ”

"Oh!" Ling'er reluctantly agreed, "I don't want to watch TV, it's like letting you hold me, playing games and sleeping every day, just for a while......"

The sound was not loud, and Ye Feng could listen to it, but he didn't know how to pay attention to it, so he retreated to his room, leaned on the bed and looked out of the window with unfocused.

I haven't planned my life for a long time, I have always had to get by, the gray life and the gray mood complement each other, and there is nothing to consider, today I accidentally remembered my former friends, and remembered that the previous blood made the long-lost mood a little uncalm, and it was not much of a wave, and it was difficult for a heart that had been quiet for a long time to have many ups and downs. Smile bitterly, go to sleep, you don't think about anything when you fall asleep'

Just as he was about to turn off the light, Ling'er came in with a teacup, put the teacup for Ye Feng at the head of the bed, hesitated, sat on the edge of the bed, slowly bent down and called softly: "Brother"

Ye Feng stroked Ling'er's hair: "What's wrong with Ling'er?" My brother is fine, and he's getting ready for bed. ”

"Brother, Ling'er has no other relatives besides you. Is it for Ling'er to be kind to herself? ”

"Am I treating myself badly? I don't do anything every day, and the people who are taken care of by Ling'er are about to become old women. Ye Feng joked.

Ling'er slapped angrily: "Ling'er is not stupid! My brother holds everything in his heart, what can I do if there are three long and two short? ”

"Selfish girl, I was worried about myself, let alone don't worry, my brother has lived like that for three years, and now he will definitely live until Ling'er marries~! Brother guaranteed! ”…,

"Ling'er knows that my brother has a sister in my heart, and there is no room for Ling'er" Ling'er raised her head and her face was full of tears: "Ling'er is only willing to live with her brother, even if my brother doesn't want Ling'er, don't drive Ling'er away, okay?" ”

Gritted his teeth and said word by word: "Brother will no longer live alone if he has no Ling'er one day!" ”

After speaking, Ye Feng was left lying there in a daze, hiding his face and weeping, and returned to the house.

Ye Feng only said that Ling'er wanted to comfort himself and divert his attention, but he didn't expect Ling'er to be very affectionate, the two have not known each other for a long time, it stands to reason that there will not be such a deep friendship, is this Ling'er too worried about his intention? But looking at Ling'er's true feelings, it doesn't look like it.

Shaking his head, Ye Feng felt that he still had to talk to Ling'er, otherwise this little girl would definitely not sleep well at night.

Ling'er was still crying, Ye Feng entered the house, held Ling'er in his arms, and gently rubbed Ling'er's hair and didn't know what to say.

Ling'er and the kitten curled up in Ye Feng's arms, stopped crying, and didn't speak.

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"Ling'er, I'm worried about my brother, I'm fine, I'm used to it." It was Ye Feng who broke the silence.

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Ling'er didn't pick up the stubble, Ye Feng had no choice but to say again:

"Ling'er, my brother is not a bad person, but he is not a good person, it's not that he has no place in his heart, but there is no place for love or feelings, and it's really difficult to really fall in love with anyone."

"If I change to a cheerful girl with no worries, I am also a normal man, and I would have eaten you a long time ago, but you are so delicate and pitiful, my brother doesn't want to hurt you, because I am not sure that I will fall in love with you, so I treat you as a sister. Besides, I'm much older than you...... So I want you to find a good boyfriend, my brother doesn't care about you, and the money my brother earns will be used as a dowry, okay? ”

"Can you understand my brother's thoughts?"

Ye Feng's heart was also very chaotic, he would not be tempted at all before, not to mention the pain in his heart, just because his body had been ruined by himself, he really didn't know how long he could live.

At first, playing games was just for fun, and then he saved Ling'er and wanted to desperately earn some money for Ling'er to stay, but the appearance of internal strength made him excited and confused, and the cultivation of internal strength made his body improve day by day, and in just a few days, he felt like he was back in 20 years old, and he inevitably had a little spirit! But can I come back when my heart is full of holes?

"Brother, Ling'er's parents died when she was a child, she followed her grandmother to depend on each other, her classmates looked down on me, I had no friends, and I never fell in love, I can say that I don't know what love is, my brother saved Ling'er, Ling'er is grateful, Ling'er likes to be with my brother more and more, and I'm very happy to see you laughing at Ling'er...... I see you sad...... Ling'er was very uncomfortable...... Ling'er is very happy to be able to cook and wash clothes for you, Ling'er wants to ...... Let my brother hold it! Ling'er couldn't help but be scared when she went out, and she was very relieved when she came back, what is this? Ling'er doesn't care about any love and family affection, Ling'er has never felt like this, Ling'er will not leave her brother! Brother, don't tell me to find a boyfriend and leave, okay? …… Ling'er is very uncomfortable to listen to! I think my brother hates Ling'er, and Ling'er can do anything...... At most, it's the same as before, Ling'er doesn't bother you less, and you don't let your brother hold you to watch TV, isn't it? You are willing to let Ling'er be your sister, Ling'er will be your sister, are you willing to let Ling'er be your ...... Ling'er ......"

began to say that the corners of Ling'er's mouth curled up, with a very happy expression, and sobbed quietly as she spoke, Ye Feng didn't interrupt, and he didn't know how to interrupt.

"Alas!" sighed deeply: "Ling'er, my brother didn't mention it and let you go, let's rely on each other like this first." ”

"Don't cry, it's not beautiful to cry anymore, go to bed early, and you'll help me from tomorrow."

"What does my brother want Ling'er to do?" Ling'er peeked at Ye Feng's underneath, her face trembled slightly with shyness, and she didn't know whether she was afraid or expectant.

"What do you think, little girl, let's do this first, you also have time to think about whether it is a hazy favorite, tomorrow I will send someone to take you back to our Xinghan Town, you have to start helping me take care of my home."

"Huh? …… Oh! After learning my brother's internal skills, Ling'er is very powerful! Ling'er shook her little arm demonstratively.

"When you arrive, there will be good things for you" Ye Feng had already ordered someone to look for Zhu Guo, and after hard work, he really found two more, which made Zhao Yuan almost stare out with envy: Is this Zhu Guo? I've only found two in my life! Hurriedly asked for one for his grandson Zhao Ping! Ye Feng also knew that it was useless to take too much, so he generously gave it to him, and the old Zhao ancestor and grandson were grateful for kowtowing and loyalty! The remaining one is reserved for Ling'er, and no one will give it. Because Lao Zhao said that the maturity cycle of this thing is 30 years, and in reality it will take two or three years, and some have waited!

Watching Ling'er fall asleep and fold the quilt, Ye Feng also went back to the house to lie down, confused and didn't know what to think, and fell asleep groggily.