Chapter 40: Where Is He?
ff37; u85c0f; 8bf4; 66f4; 65b0; 6700; 5feb; 5c0f; 8bf4; 9605; 8bfb; 7f51; The laughing fairy never mentioned it again after the boy was humanely destroyed, and even when others occasionally said it with embarrassment, she was still smiling, silent, and not saying a word. No one knew what the laughing fairy had said to the boy, because during that time, others only saw the boy's silence and madness, and loneliness. The only one who dared and was willing to approach the boy was the Laughing Fairy.
"I'm not him." Yi Yun looked at the smiling fairy with dilated pupils and stared blankly at the portrait.
"Play a song and find the dawn of hope in the darkness of loneliness...... Play a song and explore the oblivion of the soul in the silence that no one understands...... Whose eyewaves are that, blooming obsessively in the dark...... Whose figure is that, looking up at heaven alone in silence...... Although time passes, the imprint of the soul is never forgotten...... Searching, the past, the sad, the happy, the crazy...... It's not just grief that is lost...... Finding the forgotten washed by time, who is he...... He, where is he......" The song and the piano music suddenly became loud, and a purple purple shirt suddenly appeared in the pavilion on the top of the misty peak when the laughing fairy lost his mind, a dark purple piano was placed on the stone table, and the ten fingers flowing with hazy white light fluctuated on the strings, and the song sung by the Persian magic sound hit the soul of the laughing fairy......
Who is he?
Where's he?
"I'm not him, and I'm not walking on a similar lonely path." Yi Yun said indifferently, in the singing voice of the Persian magic voice of the purple shirt, said indifferently......
The laughing fairy's consciousness sank into the darkness of the distance. Faraway...... Distant memories from hundreds of years ago, distant scenes......
Outside the treatment room with a metallic luster, she was weeping, lonely and fearful, waiting for him to come out......
'Genetically mutated psychosis is said to be incurable. The result of correcting the mutant gene also killed him......
'It's pathetic, he's so nice......
'I haven't seen it in the first two months, but it started last month, right?' He suddenly muttered something strange and I felt something was wrong......
'yes. But it wasn't that serious back then. Last week, I suddenly went crazy and wanted to kill someone, and I was scared to death! Fortunately, the defense gun fired the anesthetic in time, otherwise Xiao Jing would definitely be killed by him......
'It's a shame that you dare to associate with him......
"That is, the two of them decided a long time ago that they would never be separated as husband and wife after entering the Chaos Era, and I was really worried that Xiaoxiao would not be able to think about it......
'Wouldn't it?' Xiaoxiao has good genes and outstanding qualifications, and it is unlikely that he will do such an extreme thing......
'I hope so......
……
When the iron door of the treatment room opened, the boy came out. Unusually silent...... The laughing fairy wants to accompany him, however, the robot takes the boy to the isolation room.
Xiaoxiao looked through the window, looking at the boy's face stuck to the window, the boy smiled, but the smile looked unusually bitter. "You look better when you laugh, and if I die, don't change yourself because of me, laugh for me, don't cry for me. I'm crying a lot, I don't want you to cry for me anymore......"
"You're going to be fine. Everyone wants you to get better. The laughing fairy endured, not crying, not showing frustration, but she couldn't laugh either, because she was worried and sad. Just holding back these emotions is already the limit. He doesn't like to cry, he always does, and the effort to move forward and never give up is his quality. Even though...... Even when he was sick, he never had a sad face when he was alone.
"I'll do my best. At the same time, be prepared for the worst. Xiaoxiao, I hope, you too. ”
"Hmm."
The laughing fairy remembered that she promised very seriously at that time, but she didn't do it...... Again and again, watching the boy being sent to the treatment room, watching the boy lose his mind and go crazy to kill, even if she rushed to stop her, the result was that she was covered in scars...... In the isolation room, the boy is in the isolation room more and more often, and the time he goes in is getting longer...... In the past, there was no longer him in the growth yard, and everyone seemed to have forgotten him. From the beginning, there were still many people sighing and sighing, but later, few people talked about it, because everyone knew that the boy was no longer saved......
"I'm used to being alone, it's not been long, but I don't know why, I feel like I'm wandering back and forth between treatments alone, lonely for 10,000 years...... Don't cry, I didn't cry either, just get used to it, no matter what the outcome is, now that I'm alive and fine, it's worth laughing, isn't it? "When the boy in the window saw the laughing fairy, he always smiled and looked at her with a smile, always so strong......
"Hmm!" The laughing fairy's eyes were filled with tears, but she tried hard to squeeze out a reluctant and ugly smile......
"One more day of life should be one more day of gratitude for life, actively looking for the beauty of life, so that when you reach the end, you will look back and feel that you cherish every moment of life, crying and sadness is useless, wasting precious time on sorrow, when you look back at the end, you will find that in those precious life processes, you don't feel anything except sadness...... Like now, am I not able to see you? Isn't that the most glad thing to be happy about...... Smile and laugh for me to experience life. Idealism is actually not absurd, because human existence has physical material needs, but also spiritual non-material needs, if you build a house for me in your heart, let me live in it, as long as you have not forgotten me, then, I have actually been alive, living in the house in your heart, where the sun is bright and colorful, or the dark clouds are full of wind, thunder and lightning, depending on whether you are laughing, or crying......"
The laughing fairy fell to the table, holding her head in pain...... In the pavilion, the music played by the purple shirt was still continuing, and she did not stop interrupting, she looked at the strings, or looked at the bright sky outside the pavilion, but she just didn't look at the laughing fairy. The laughing fairy looked painful and sad, but whether the sadness in front of her would bring relief or endless sadness in the end, only she could decide.
The Persian magic sound, which vibrates the human soul, evokes everything that is asleep and even thought to have been forgotten, makes people know themselves more clearly, more clearly and clearly, and understand themselves.
Therefore, the Persian magic sound is never a terrible evil work, if a person thinks that the Persian magic sound is too terrible, or has been manipulated by the Persian magic sound, then that person is not defeated by the Persian magic sound, but by himself.
The wind on the ethereal peak is still blowing, and the sound of the piano is still ringing.
Some, many of the Vulture Palace disciples who were around sank into the depths of their consciousness in silence, and some forgotten, abandoned, and confused memories became clear in the sound of the piano...... Like the laughing fairies, they all found and forgot themselves in the trembling of their souls......
In the palace master's hall, Mo listened to the magic sound of Persia and drank tea quietly. She also reminisced about the past in the Persian magic sound, but her reaction was particularly calm compared to others. Because she has never lost herself, why she is herself, why she is what she is now, why she is what she is now, Mo knows very well and understands it very well. Therefore, although she is also reminiscing, she does not have contradictory doubts about herself because of the memories. Because that's her, she's the memory.
'The Persian magic sound breaks the mood of hatred...... Brilliant. The purple shirt is worthy of being a purple shirt, and he can always think of such a way, only hate, only affection, if the object of hatred and love is not actually the figure in his heart, hate and love naturally do not exist...... 'Mo quietly drank tea, and did not intend to stop the situation outside, because the laughing fairy has never been a person from the Vulture Palace, she knows it, and Xi'er also knows it, but there is no reason, it is impossible to deny her existence. One day the laughing fairy will leave, don't know.
……
Icy cave, dark purple figure......
Cold, cold...... As if it would freeze to death in the cold, the only warmth was so close to me......
……
"You're going to be fine, you're going to be ...... You won't leave me, you know, if you're not there, if you're never there, I'll be almost dead......" The time was approaching, but the boy's condition was getting worse and worse, and for three days, he spent less than an hour in the isolation cell. The laughing fairy was too frightened to disguise a smile, but in the glass, the boy still had a smile on his face.
"If that's the case, I'll live in your heart. If you care about me, then I in your heart will definitely be able to give you warmth, and I will definitely be able to give you sunny brightness, not decadent and long sadness...... Love, which should give people positive power, not hatred and anger. I believe so, laugh, you should believe it too......"
……
"If my existence is an eternity, the strength that accompanies my existence is also an eternity. It is foolishness to abandon the only true eternity and to chase and illusory hatred, to chase after the addiction of love that has lost itself, to give up...... The human heart is hot, and the sword is cold; The human heart can create hatred, create love, and create eternity. What the heart creates, depends on what kind of outcome you have chosen for yourself......" In the cold cave, a dark purple figure muttered to himself......
"You're always so lonely...... Lonely forward? The laughing fairy asked, but there was no answer, because the dark purple figure had no clear consciousness at all, but just kept muttering to himself......
……
"Xiao Yin...... You're still alive, you're not leaving......" The laughing fairy looked at the empty isolation room, the boy had been sent away, humanely destroyed, because he had gone completely insane, his sanity had been completely lost, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't regain his senses.
………………………………………………………………
ps: I was wrong, from the 28th to the 7th of May it is double the monthly pass!
ff37; M is good, please help us promote and recommend this site, thank you for your support! Every time you share and publicize, it is the motivation for our high-speed debut!