Qin Feiyang looked at the beautiful woman in front of him, but his face was very apologetic, he wanted to vent the indignation in his stomach, but after thinking about it, he finally held back, covered his mouth and coughed, then shook his head, and said lightly: "You go!"

The beautiful woman's name is Wang Shiqi, Qin Feiyang's fiancée, the wedding date of both is set, in August, there are still four months left.

Qin Feiyang is a young doctor who debuted for four years, passed the medical examination at the end of last year, became a formal surgeon, has a good career prospect, and has a beautiful fiancée, the money saved plus the parents at home can make a down payment, ready to buy a house and get married, everything is ready, only marriage.

Who would have thought that a thunder would blow on the ground, and disaster would rise from heaven!

Once fainted at work, Qin Feiyang did an examination in the hospital by the way, but he didn't expect a catastrophe to come, it was actually stomach cancer, and it was still in an advanced stage!

As a formal doctor, how could Qin Feiyang not know what advanced stomach cancer meant to him.

This means that his life is coming to an end!

I can't give up my loving parents, I can't bear my loving sister, I can't give up my beautiful and lovely girlfriend, in fact, I can't give up anything, I don't want to die!

Especially his girlfriend Wang Shiqi, the two are deeply gracious, Wang Shiqi's hometown is also in the countryside, the family situation is not good, in the past few years in college, Qin Feiyang has been gritting his teeth and shrinking to provide for her, but what he didn't expect was that this flying disaster broke the "deep love" of the two!

Although there is a hospital public subsidy, but all aspects are inseparable from money, Qin Feiyang knows that this is a terminal disease that cannot be cured, even if he tries hard, the mortality rate is more than 99.99%, but he just doesn't want to die, it is better to die than to live, so he tossed and sought medical treatment, tossed down, his savings were used up, his parents borrowed money everywhere, knowing that it was useless, but he also tried his best to save his son.

But the final result is that the attending professor of the most authoritative cancer hospital came to the conclusion that chemotherapy has no effect, tumor cutting surgery is not necessary, and there is no possibility of successful surgery at this stage.

The only option now is to wait for death in the hospital or at home.

The maximum survival time is only one month.

Qin Feiyang was desperate, but at this time, his girlfriend Wang Shiqi confessed to him that he had broken up.

"There are 10,000 yuan in this card, I know, this can't make up for the 1/10,000 you gave me, but this is my heart, I hope you can understand my difficulties......"

Wang Shiqi stuffed the bank card into Qin Feiyang's hand and said with an apologetic face.

In the past few years, Qin Feiyang has provided her with more than 200,000 yuan, but what is more important is not the problem of money, but Qin Feiyang's "love" for her.

Wang Shiqi's family all persuaded her to break up as soon as possible, anyway, Qin Feiyang can't be saved, he will die, and breaking up is not a betrayal of him, or he will break up early, when Qin Feiyang dies, she will have the reputation of a "widow", how will she marry in the future?

Husband and wife are birds of the same forest, and the disaster is to fly separately, this is true!

What's more, they are not even husband and wife.

Qin Feiyang's heart was like ice, but what he got with 100% of his efforts was this.

He is mortal, to be honest, Wang Shiqi doesn't mention breaking up, he will bring it up, since it is a death, he doesn't want to involve Wang Shiqi, but the words of breaking up come out of Wang Shiqi's mouth, which is a kind of harm to him!

Can't you say don't worry, we fight together, there is hope, I will always be with you?

To say such a thing, he is not so moved?

It's a pity that Wang Shiqi just wants to get rid of the reputation he brought her as a "widow".

Forget it, let her go if she wants to, and let her wake up in the middle of the night when she thinks of him, and it will be considered revenge on her.

In this life, so be it!

Qin Feiyang threw the bank card at his feet, and said lightly: "You take the card, you know that this kind of money is useless to me, maybe the paper money will be better, everyone will get together and disperse, you go quickly, my mother is coming." ”

Wang Shiqi moved her mouth, but she didn't say anything, after thinking about it, she still bent down and picked up the card, bit her lip, and turned to leave.

If she doesn't leave, Qin Feiyang's mother will definitely scold her for being ungrateful.

In the afternoon, Qin Feiyang's parents went through the discharge procedures, and the family of three silently returned to their home in the countryside.

In this last month, Qin Feiyang wanted to stay in his hometown, where he grew up, and go quietly.

My sister Qin Li worked in the north after graduating from university, and she was notified by her parents the day before that she hurriedly asked for leave to go back, but no one had arrived.

The hometown in the countryside is a two-story brick house, surrounded by mountains on both sides, with a small river in front and a bamboo forest in the back, green water and green mountains, a very comfortable place.

But Qin Feiyang's parents washed their faces with tears, for them, the most painful thing is that the white-haired person sends the black-haired person, and the hard work of a lifetime is on the son Qin Feiyang and daughter Qin Li, but now the son is about to be gone!

However, Qin Feiyang himself was indifferent, comforted his parents, and then went upstairs.

Only then did he know that he was really burned when he was sick, and he was afraid of death, but what was the use of being afraid of his girlfriend's betrayal and his fate?

I'm afraid that I can't change the fate of death, so it's better to face it calmly and not let my parents suffer more.

Qin Feiyang's parents are also from the countryside, and his father is a mason, who has been working outside for a few years until Qin Feiyang and Qin Li's siblings graduated from college.

Qin Feiyang's grandparents have passed away, and his grandfather was a "Taoist master", which is the so-called "Duangong" in the countryside.

When my grandfather passed away, he left behind several large boxes of books, all of which were placed under the old wooden bed in his upstairs room.

Before his grandfather passed away, Qin Feiyang remembered that his grandparents loved him when he was a child, and his grandfather would bring him some candy or snacks in the town every time he came back after finishing his work, but unfortunately he didn't fulfill his filial piety to his grandfather.

Unconsciously arrived at Grandpa's room, and when I opened the door, there was a smell of dust, which seemed to have been dusty for a long time.

Sitting on the old wooden bed, looking at the familiar but unfamiliar furnishings in the room, thoughts came to my heart like a tide.

After being silent for a long time, he bent down and looked under the old wooden bed, where there were two old wooden boxes.

Qin Feiyang got up and squatted down and dragged the two wooden boxes out.

This wooden box is very heavy and thick, it is my grandmother's dowry, and after more than 50 years, it has not broken at all, only the red paint on the surface has fallen sparsely.

The wooden box was not locked, Qin Feiyang pulled the iron buckle open, opened the lid of the box, and it was full of old handmade wire-bound books, some of which were still intact, and some of which were already very damaged.

I picked up a copy and looked at it, this is a book of "Five Elements", turn the first page, and there are small notes between the lines.

Xiaokai's calligraphy is very familiar, it is grandpa's handwriting, grandpa can draw symbols, and write a good calligraphy.

Look at a few more volumes, all of them are some books of Taoism, and some are books on setting up altars and drawing symbols.

Although Qin Feiyang respects his grandfather, he also feels that the work his grandfather does is deceptive and feudal superstition, but with his understanding level as a modern college student, he can still understand those books.

I flipped through a few volumes, just to see my grandfather's handwriting, but most of the books were not there, and only a very few books had notes on my grandfather's handwriting.

Pick up another volume, the yellow paper book cover is written with the words "Changchun True Recipe", open the first side from the right, there is a line of small block he is familiar with at the front, it is the grandfather's handwriting.

"This true recipe is the true transmission of the Taoist Changchun patriarch, Changchun people are immortal, but it is a pity that for hundreds of years, no descendants have realized this true recipe, Dachun Yudun, since childhood to learn this true trick, decades of work without an inch of progress, woo sad!"

The name of "Da Chun" is the name of Qin Feiyang's grandfather, and it seems that he has practiced this so-called "Changchun True Technique", but he has not practiced it.

Looking at the content of the text below, the handwriting is also handcopied in block letters, which is very neat, but it is not his grandfather's handwriting.

"The Tao contains heaven and earth, the gods are all shapes, the form of the born and the destroyed, the nature of the non-born and the destroyed, and the gods. The tangible ones are bad, and the heavens and the earth are also phantom bodies, and the yuan will be exhausted...... The key of Changchun is to refine the form of the god to immortality, if you get the true qi of longevity, you can get rid of all diseases when you reach the first layer, prolong your life, you can enter the supernatural power when you reach the second layer, and you can enter the supernatural ...... when you reach the third layer."

"Grandpa is also a firm Taoist, and he has not forgotten it after practicing for sixty or seventy years, but unfortunately these are deceptive plays!"

Qin Feiyang smiled bitterly and continued to read, what was written below was the key to practicing qi, and he could understand it, and there was also a story about the origin of the true recipe of Changchun.

The Changchun patriarch who pioneered this Changchun true recipe is extremely clever in medical skills, life and death are flesh and bones, is a generation of famous doctors, enlightened the heart, created this Changchun true recipe, if you practice the Changchun true qi, this true qi has infinite use, especially in the medical way.

Speaking of medical Taoism, Qin Feiyang himself is a surgeon, so he naturally cares about it, but this Changchun recipe says that Changchun's true qi is too mysterious, so he just thinks he has read a fictional fantasy novel, and he can't take it seriously.

If you want to take it seriously, according to what is said in this book, you can get rid of all kinds of diseases and live a long life without harm, so if he practiced, would he have practiced the fighting cancer in the cancer?

It's too unreliable.

However, his grandfather is really not an unreliable person, everything is more serious, if you want to say it, you can only think that he has not received a modern education.

Among all the books left with his grandfather's handwriting, only this "Changchun True Recipe" has the most, and Qin Feiyang has finished reading the true recipe of this manuscript.

It is meditation, running in the meridians and acupoints of the body with spiritual thoughts, and then practicing the true qi in this way, and if the true qi is practiced, then it is considered to be entering the door.

But according to his grandfather's record, for hundreds of years since the Changchun Patriarch, no one has practiced this Changchun True Qi, and I am afraid that this thing itself is unreliable.

Qin Feiyang looked through the books in another box again, and there were only two of them with his grandfather's annotations, both of which were books on practicing the law and setting up altars, and he was not interested in reading them.

After reading the book for a while, I was a little tired, I closed my eyes and rested, my chest ached, and blood spurted out when I opened my mouth.

After the onset of stomach cancer, it is very painful, and because the stomach is completely damaged by cancer cells, the stomach function cannot be eaten, and the nutrients needed by the body can only rely on intravenous infusion, so the two terminal patients of stomach cancer and esophageal cancer do not die of disease in the end, but starve to death.

Ordinary medicine can't work at this stage, and Qin Feiyang's father, Qin Dashu, has already contacted the barefoot doctor in the village clinic and comes to the infusion every evening.

On the first day he went home, Qin Feiyang vomited half a bowl of blood, and he died of pain, and his parents called the doctor to come over and give analgesic injections that didn't work, so he was so anxious that he just cried.