"Perhaps, all these kinds of things are just because I am too greedy......"

Zhang Hengyi leaned against the wall on the side at this time, only feeling an inexplicable depression and irritability in his heart, and now under the double blow of career and relationship, it really made him a little breathless, he didn't know why God wanted to treat him like this, but let him suffer such a heavy blow in just one day!

Whether it is from his career or his feelings, he has suffered an unimaginable setback, which makes him feel extremely helpless and desperate for a while, he really wants to hug his head and cry at the moment, so as to vent all the negative feelings accumulated in his heart, so as to take advantage of this to comfort himself that he has been hurt by Yan zhòng

Incomparably fragile and sensitive, self-esteem!!

But although Duoji's fate brought him endless pain, but at the same time, it also gave him an extremely strong ability to resist hits, at this time, after his mind regained his senses, after sobering up from the sudden blow, he was very clear that hugging his head and crying was only a helpless behavior that girls would choose, but he Zhang Hengyi!

But a man who stands up to the sky!!

How can you be like a girl, crying and crying, only lamenting the injustice of fate to yourself?!

He understands that at this time, he can only choose to face it strongly, which is the most painful thing that the cruel reality has taught him, but at the same time, it is also the most practical truth!

Continuing to run away is just deceiving yourself, and pretending that it didn't happen is just a coward's behavior!!

What is in front of him at this moment is what a manly man should do. That is

Be strong and make the right choice!!

So he didn't hesitate, and he didn't hesitate in the slightest. Self-esteem is the most important thing in this world, which is why he is so hungry for recognition and glory. Now what Liu Ruoxi has done has deeply stabbed him and made him again!

I felt the ridicule and contempt that I had not felt for a long time!!

But he doesn't hate her, he only hates his lack of ability, he only hates that he has no ability, he only hates that he doesn't have enough strength to fight for his own happiness!

Since she just sees me as a gamer, then I still lick my face and have unrequited love!

Zhang Hengyi only felt endless humiliation at the moment, and it was already embarrassing to be underestimated by others. Now I am despised by the woman I love the most, and even worship as a goddess, which is even more unacceptable!!

"Liu Ruoxi, that's it, that's it between you and me...... That's it! ”

He muttered at this time, but at the same time, his hands did not stop at all, and he turned on the phone directly, although the sadness in his eyes flashed, it was the reluctance to give up his beautiful first love, and it was the regret of the perfect goddess in his mind. But then, almost instantly, it was all replaced by the color of perseverance, and then without the slightest hesitation......

"Delete a contact?"

Zhang Hengyi looked at the system prompt on his phone at this time, looking at the five big characters in blood red. In particular, the word deletion in it is extremely conspicuous at this moment, just like in the dark night when you can't see your fingers. The sudden light of the fire was as dazzling as that, but it made him. It seems that for a moment, there was a slight hesitation

Then the sadness in his eyes suddenly appeared. But he closed his eyes directly, but almost at the same time, his fingers were already pressed in an extremely decisive moment!!

"Yes!!"

But just after Zhang Hengyi pressed delete for a long time, his eyes that had just opened were already faintly filled with tears, but they were filled with endless remorse......

He is not regretting deleting Liu Ruoxi's contact information, nor is he regretting the decision he made at this moment, but he was hit on the head by the ruthless reality at this time, and he was knocked to the top of his head!

This is the awakening and understanding that I am unconsciously, because I have never been in love, because I am too fantasical about my view of love, because of my extremely ridiculous so-called love at first sight, it is so hard, and I miss the day when I treat myself sincerely!!

"I'm damn it! How can you ......?"

Zhang Hengyi slammed his forehead with great regret at this time, and even knocked his forehead reddened due to excessive force, he recalled at the moment a qiē between himself and Tiantian, recalled making trouble with her, laughing together, double rowing together, eating together, staying up until two or three o'clock in the morning for the Taobao store shared by the two, and living in the same room together with extremely embarrassing but heart-pounding speed, and ...... together

There are too many, there are really too many good memories between him and Tiantian, so much so that the more Zhang Hengyi thinks about it, the more heartache he feels, and the more heartache he regrets, he is deeply hurt at this moment, and finally for the first time, he really understands that being hurt by his beloved is in the end

How painful it is!!

Only then did he understand why when he left behind the reserve that a girl should have and took the initiative to find his side for love, he was identified as the love of his life because of a relationship that only had a few faces, and Liu Ruoxi, who fantasized about being the goddess in his dreams, was extremely indifferent, and categorically rejected a sincere heart that he took the initiative to send every day!!

No wonder she burst into tears at that time, and then directly hid her face and left, but she didn't want to say more to herself at all, and flew back to her hometown by plane that day, and she and Liu Ruoxi actually didn't have many common memories at all, let alone any happy memories.

But even so, when he saw Liu Ruoxi's merciless, and full of disdain and sarcasm, his heart was really like Jesus being crucified alive, it was simply painful to the extreme, and even he could feel it very clearly, as if his heart was dripping blood

So every day with so many memories and so many happy moments with herself, she was hurt by herself at that time. Her heart......

How will you be ruined by yourself?!

It's ridiculous that I still feel that Tian Tian is a little too sensitive, and I am ready to make friends with myself because of this. But when he felt the pain of his skin now, he finally understood. You hurt others so wantonly, and you still expect them to come back, cover their hearts that are still bleeding, and continue to be ordinary friends with you??

Hehe, this is just a fool's dream!!

So at this time, after Zhang Hengyi finally woke up, he was full of endless remorse, he didn't know what to do after being hurt like this by himself every day

Can you forgive yourself, and can you accept yourself again?

But he thought about it since that day. Every day, when he was indifferent to himself that he had never been, and even had no contact with him for a month, his heart, which still had a trace of hope, fell to the bottom again in an instant......

He already understands that there are some things, once he misses them, he really never has a chance again

"It's all bubble~! It's a flash of fireworks, all your promises. It's all too fragile, love is a bubble."

Suddenly, Zhang Hengyi's mobile phone, which had just been turned on, rang suddenly, listening to the familiar songs at this time. Zhang Hengyi inexplicably had an indescribable sadness, he really felt at the moment, his feelings seemed to be really like bubbles. It's so fragile and unbearable, it can be broken when you poke it......

He picked up his phone and looked at it. At this time, he was in no mood to answer the phone at all, and he was about to hang up casually. only to find out that this was a call from the manager King, which couldn't help but make his heart jump suddenly, but he thought about it in an instant.

The manager called him so late, which is not his style at all, isn't it......

I was banned by the ACE League, did I not succeed in any of the turnarounds?!

Zhang Hengyi couldn't help but feel excited when he thought of this, how could he think about it at this moment, but he quickly answered the phone in a hurry, hoping to hear the unexpected good news, so as to soothe him, who was already hurting himself at this time......

"Hey, manager, you're ...... so late"

But just when Zhang Hengyi just answered the phone, before he tentatively asked the manager why he was calling so late, he saw King on the other end of the phone, but he directly interrupted his next words with great excitement, and said with a laugh.

"Haha, you kid! Why didn't you say it earlier? If you had said that you and Everea were a couple, why would this matter be so troublesome?? ”

Hearing these words in Zhang Hengyi's ears at this moment, he was directly stunned, and he was so stunned that he couldn't speak at all, it was really the amount of information contained in King's words was too great, so that Zhang Hengyi, who had been in a mood for a day today, was as if his brain had suddenly crashed, but he couldn't react at all!

"W-What? Manager, what did you just say? Why am Iverea and I a couple...... W- Where are these rumors coming from?! ”

What kind of international jokes, I don't know how long Ivereya and I haven't been in touch, why did we suddenly get involved, and it's extremely unbelievable, and they became a couple??

"This ...... You—You don't even know? You're not kidding me, are you? Evereya admitted it on Weibo in person, you kid is good, but you don't even know about it? This matter has been in a uproar since the afternoon, and you don't even know anything about it, do you have any worries? ! ”

King's voice at this time is obviously no different from seeing a ghost, dare to love is really the emperor is not in a hurry The eunuch is in a hurry, and he and others are as anxious as ants on a hot pot for Zhang Hengyi's ban, but he himself is good, not only did the mobile phone turn off directly, not to mention, but now he even said that he didn't know at all!

"I don't care if you know about this or not, and I don't bother to worry about your personal relationship problems, anyway, you will post a Weibo right now, and quickly admit your relationship with Evereya, I have already started to find someone to operate this matter, if it is done properly, maybe you will be banned for three months, and it is really possible that something will happen because of this!"

However, King is obviously too lazy to worry about what kind of bullshit relationship is between Zhang Hengyi and Evereya, he only knows that now Zhang Hengyi's ban has finally taken a turn for the better, as long as he seizes the opportunity that Zhang Hengyi and Evereya are a couple, and then relies on the contacts accumulated in the domestic e-sports circle for many years, he can operate this matter well......

That is really Maybe, the L.ACE Alliance, which will be directly persecuted because of this, has to revoke Zhang Hengyi's fine!

After all, the two of them are in a couple's relationship, one helps the other to play a video material, which is not a violation, right?

Even if Zhang Hengyi got a large amount of money because of this, but with the relationship between the two as a couple, this matter can almost be said to be over, if he is taking the opportunity to operate, coupled with the pressure of public opinion exerted by netizens on the Internet, it is really uncertain, and there will be a direct turnaround because of this!

"Okay, okay, I, I understand, I'll post on Weibo now, ......"

Zhang Hengyi didn't understand the situation at all at this time, but the more he listened, the more confused he became, but he could also hear that it seemed that he was banned by the ACE League, and there was a turn for the better because of the relationship every day, so he naturally nodded again and again at the moment, signaling himself to do it immediately.

And when he hung up the phone, he finally took the opportunity to calm down a little for a while, and finally slowly smoothed out his thinking, he already vaguely understood, it is likely that he took the initiative to admit his relationship with himself on Weibo every day, which led to the ban that was already almost a foregone conclusion, but it was given so hard, and there was a slight turnaround!!

"Every day she ...... Is it really?"

But the strange thing is that Zhang Hengyi didn't care about his ban at the moment, but was single-minded, and he took the initiative to admit that he was a couple every day......

But it is the sometimes playful and cute, sometimes sexy and charming Evereya, Lu Tiantian!!

So when he knew that he was likely to still love him every day, he directly supported himself at his most difficult moment, and even left his daughter's face and reserve, and took the initiative to admit his relationship with him in front of everyone!!

This can't help but make Zhang Hengyi's heart, which had already fallen to the bottom, instantly exuded vitality again, and he was immediately nervous and excited!!

Could it be that every day she is still so

As always...... Do you love yourself deeply??! (To be continued......)